`love me cause i love you.

Tuesday, February 28, 2006

 

boredom reeeeeeeeeally kills me =(

boredom reeeeeeeeeally reeeeeeeeeeeeeally kills me.

vany and wilfred went home during recess. bwahhh)= Physical Education was fun luh! haha. run again! (: walao, so unfair luh. some people cheat one! never even run 4 rounds. *grumble grumble* regina, wilfred and i ran 4 rounds together. haha. fun luh. we were like talking, running, jogging, walking.. blablabla. hahas(: while other people are playing games, ruo ning, wilfred, vany and i went up to hall to do high jump. lol. so fun, i hurt my butt. and it hurts. blue black i think? ouch.

chinese was cool!wahahah, mdm ma was like telling us our tears are salty. then yi ning said :' if normal people's tears are salty, then those people with diabetics how? their tears are sweet? '
LOL. the whole class errupted into loud laughters. haha. no offense to anyone ah.

so yea, vany and wilfred went home during recess. they looked fine during p.e? and we were having sooo much fun. hahas. i hope we go to physics lab again tomorrow! at least in physics lab i can sit with khaizal. i dont want to go class for physics lesson. i'll be sitting alone coz zuhdee not going to school tmr)= physics test was difficult luh. stupid. im failing all my common tests. fuck it. screw it. during physics was like so malu luh. i dropped the lens and miss W T had to say :' oooooooooh. my lens!' every one in class turn around and look at me. malu sia. shybree said that i was blushing. no i wasnt! :b
once again i topped maths paper 1. haha! (: i think i get 6/15 or what only. really bad but still can top. lol. paper 2 highest score was only 3marks. damn. this shows that my class is really lousy in maths. no offense la. i mean, out of the 2 classes and 3 groups : Mrs hong's group, Ms Tracy lim's group and Ms Leong's group, ours is the lousiest.. hais.

during I.S i had to sit alone cause dzul needs to go find Mrs Hong to take his maths test or something.
then mdm yeo came and said :' qiu jin, did you study for your P.O.A test?'
me : ' yeah, i did. '
-then she broke the news and told me that i was the only failure in P.O.A. failed by 1.5 marks.- see luh, im so stupid. then during the whole period, i was brooding over my P.O.A marks and thinking. i was damn moody luh. after I.S, i went to tell mdm yeo some stuffs.

i was like :' Mdm yeo...'
she :' i think i want to move you to the front during P.O.A lessons '
me :' hey! i was thinking about that too! like that, then i can concentrate better. '
she :' yes.'
me :' i dont care if i have to sit with all the stupid boys, but i want to pass P.O.A. is there anything i can do to pull my grades up? '
she : ' yes. -talk and talk and talk -

she's like telling me that she doesnt want me to be the only one sitting for N Levels POA since everyone's going for the thru-train thingy. hais. imagine me sitting down alone in the middle of the hall doing POA paper. all around me are tables and chairs. ha.

yes, it was some thing like that luh. gawdamnshit. i need to pass ALL subjects and get really really good grades. for fuckin's sake. if i dont do well, i'll just have to say goodbye to my march hols):

i've been damn moody these days. i told benchow that ' i dont crap as much as before already. ' and when he ask why, i said.. cause dont crap le lor. in class sit down there day dream and keep quiet. some times noisy luh. haha. hais.

i read my past diaries yesterday. so saddening to find out that im no longer the girl i used to be. ya know? the sunshine girl and all. the girl who goes high almost everyday. crap nonstop. well, im certainly not like that anymore. but really, who cares? no one luh. maybe you people who read this should ignore all these fucking shit.

everybody's sick. first zuhdi didnt come to school. then now vany, wilfred and shu han..
i think im gonna fall sick soon. stupid block nose. eurgh.

andandand i will never forget how he broke my heart. all the stupid lies.. even though it all happened 2 years ago, i still remember it clearly.

fking shit. i always get writers block. damn. i forget what i want to blog about. arghh! oh wells. maybe i'll just go and do my homework or something.

oh yes, before i go.. yesterday, i found out that only 7% of the population are lefties. im was supposeed to be one of the 7%. but nevermind.

police like to ask you :' whats your problem' but really they could not even solve your problem. and why do armpit hair doesnt have split ends? haha. today's morning digest. damn funny luh, lol.

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY ZUHDI!! (:

this gotta be one of the longest post. cool man! haha!
oh well, somebody please be my escape..



maybe i should stop all these whinings=(



okay, really gotta go do homework alr. and i want to play mahjong! ha. toodles - love.



when you fall, everyone stands..

Monday, February 27, 2006

 

boredom kills me.

baaaaaaaah.
im so bored)= there's alot of homework waiting for me to touch them? ha.
laziness will get me to no where.
stupid internet connections. i cant use my comp cause of the stupid connections thingy. damn. and i'll have to use my brother's comp. luckily for me he's not at home right now. ahhh. i wanna go to kino to buy mags. bleh. someone drive me there? pleaseeee(:

sad things happening everyday.. tsk.

SIMS 2 : OPEN FOR BUSINESS COMING OUT SOON!
I SO NEED TO GET IT. ARGHH.
I LOVE PLAYING SIMS 2(=

maybe going to orchard later. no idea. hais.
stupid oral presentation due tomorrow! arghh. stress. havent thought of what to talk about. screw all homework!

gotta go do homework. toodles-


i'll never forget how he broke my heart..

Sunday, February 26, 2006

 

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i want to play mahjong! anyone knows how to play? call shots.
we all play together k? set. hahas :p.

i was the girl who's kicking the coke machine..
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boring saturday

yesterday's post was truly a long entry. hah.

im an early bird! hahas. woke up at like 8.15am and couldnt get back to sleep.
fought with my brother. he's such a bitch. skinfight some more. ha. shant elaborate. but now we're on okay terms already. its always like this. the cycle goes on and on and on. i was so angry just now that i was literally shaking! dangs.

didnt do anything productive while i was at home all day long today. first saturday of the month, me staying at home not going anyway. except drum lesson luh. ha. bad mood today. didnt felt like going for drum lessons. felt like pon-ing it instead. hais. but nevertheless, i went! (: slept whole day long. from 1-4pm. hurhurs :b then went to tamp inter to meet hasif and get back my book (: hasif, adam and shengxiang. lol. they all go cycling. kill their sperms only :b haha!

drum lesson were, well.. fun! i like drum lessons! yay! except that i was a lil bit lost in the beginning. but now im not. wheee. cool. hitting tom-toms are cool too! (: after drum lesson, wander around in tamp. lol! im a geek i tell you. IM A GEEK. i read books, comics, magazines all day long! haha(: from popular, i went to sans bookshop then i went to times bookshop. people, if you want to get good books, go times bookshop! alot of nice books ah(((: was waiting for my father and brother luh. waited for like 42 mins, then finally my dad called me and tell me they reached alr. tsk. guys love taking their own sweet time. dilly dally. tsk. if i win $200, i'll spend $150 on books and $50 on clothes or whatever shit. haha. see, im a nerd. a geek. call me whatever you want, i dont care :))

maybe someday, i shall go to my house downstairs the basketball court and play basketball. even though i dont know how to shoot basketballs. haha. i shall go down even though theirs lots of bengs there. ha. who really cares?

when is march holidays coming?! i cant wait! im looking forward to march holidays. i dread going to school. and no, i dont want to spend my holidays going out with my friends. there's student leaders convention. hais. i'd rather spend my time at home watching televison, going to my cousins house, read books\magazines\comics, listen to music or play drums. ha!

okay i want to go bathe already. i want to play sims 2 again! but my discs are with martin)):

beautiful on the outside ugly in the inside..

Saturday, February 25, 2006

 

2 weeks passed so fast

2 weeks passed so fast. like, only 2 weeks ago its cross country and last saturday was !SMASH'D. gawd, time passes really fast.

anyway ive revamped my blog again!(((((:



HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY TO JASMINE-NY/DARLINGPIGGO!!!((:
HAPPY 12TH BIRTHDAY TO HAOHAO!! MY DARLINGG COUSIN((:

haohao said i was the first cousin who wished him happy birthday. awww, so sweet=)

hahas, tired of blogging daily. nothing much happened anyway. i slept at 6.30pm yesterday! 6.30pm!! LOL. how freaking early right? and i woke up at like 6.25am. approximately 12 hours. im such a sleeper(= lol. tired ah. surprisingly physics was.. err, not boring today. its fun luh! haha. had maths test just now, arghhhh! i hope i WILL pass maths this time. paper one was easy but paper two was a lil complicated. hurhurs(: during chinese, we got our Express chinese test paper back. dangs. 4 more marks and i'll pass! ive got 26/60. wth right? still lousy luh. no confidence of passing any chinese tests anymore ))= well, chinese lessons always got me thinking. mdm ma always asks "inspirational" questions, dunno what word to use for describing it. but i find that is rather good(: makes me reflect and think. like for eg, if you were asked to carry one rock from temasek secondary to temasek primary, between a 100kg rock and 50kg rock which one will you after choose to carry? think boys and girls. think. after recess was P.O.A. P.O.A test. arghhhhhh, at the very last minute i forgot how to do the T-transactions thingy and balance sheet. dang. i forgot what to write.. then we had FC. after FC, there was class committee meeting. lol. theres 23 people in class committee. once again, im going to say this. we're one bunch of cool people! yay! we're painting our class next saturday. hurhurs((: miss lim was like :" its going to be painting day next saturday!" haha, so cute right? lol.

stayed back in school awhile to eat lunch, then jacqueline and i went home together.
reached home, bathed quickly, rush down to take cab to Anglican High to meet jacqueline. hahas. we went to watch the basketball match. saw regina there too(= no offence to anyone, but i think Anglican basketballers quite rough. rough match ah. but then again, basketball matches are always rough. lol. watched the match till like 3.45pm, then we left. at the staircase there, there's this super cute tinytinytinytiny kitten luh. and i didnt get the chance to carry it or touch it. poor kitty, it looks like its sick or something. keep mewing and mewing and mewing. hais.

we cabbed down to bugis' tony&guy hair salon. jacq's da hair model there. lol. shall not elaborate on what happend inside T&G hair salon. its super long. lol. waited very long before her hair was okay and all.

then we went to Bugis to shop. took neoprints. first neoprints of the year! hahas(: ate, went to Topshop to shop awhile, went to eat icecream at gelato then we went to kinokuniya cause i wanted to go buy some magazines. yeapp, after that we took train home.

in the train was super funny luh. hahaha!
at eunos that stop..



me : im stopping here..
jacq : huh, really ah?
me : just kidding -grins-
jacq : can you stop your just kidding thingy? -grins, but trying not to show that shes smiling-
me : gotcha!
jacq : ....

hahaha! lame sia. its something like that luh. and i think there's this guy who didnt zip is zipper cause two boys infront of us kept looking at his there laughing. then jacq was like :' pevert! pervert!' then the man beside the two boys kept looking at us like some sicko. hahaha! funny.

reached home at around 8plus. ate dinner again. damn, i think i gained alot of weight today. eat so much. eurghh. bathed then went online. girlfriend #4 thinks that im angry at him. well, actually i am. a lil. lol. dramatic luh. shall NOT elaborate.
anyway russell's such a nice girlfriend. ive got 5 girlfriends(: hahaha. or was it 4. cant remember. lost count of it :b russell's a sweetener. nvm i love my gf(:


i miss bryan too! bryan's my husband! haha:)love.

TAG MY BOARD PLEASE. ITS DEAD. PLEASE HELP TO REVIVE IT!=)

freaks. we got soooooo much homeowork due next monday, and so many common tests going on. next week got SS, Physics and Chemistry test. arghhhhh! andandand alot homework are dued next week. like monday got Chinese spelling, then must hand in Chinese workbook and do the stupid biji thing i think. SS essay due on tuesday. then must FINISH the English oral presentation thing by sunday incase i unlucky, teacher ask me present it on monday. oh yes, English and SS newspaper articles are also due next week! freeeeeeaks!

actually ive got alot more to blog about, but i forgot what i wanted to blog. and nvm its alright cause i dont think that anyone will actually read what im blogging about. so yeps. gotta go sleep soon. toodles- love.



another day when you lost yourself completely..

Monday, February 20, 2006

 

!SMASH'D

!SMASH'D was like so cool luh. had so much fun! hahaha. my voice is hoarse from all the screaming. everyone have cool and funky hairstyles! yeap. RONIN is cool! yep. took photo with ronin too! yeahhhh(: i know a lil secret about foo yong. muahahha! anyway after the concert, we all packed up, group hug and took tons of group photos. lol. we went around to sell the thick light sticks too! shall not elaborate(= sorry ah, lazy ma:b

left early with humairah and annop. i think annop waited for us for quite some time. lol. then met aimran and we took cab back home together since we all stay at the same area. then go my house there the kopitiam with the taxi driver to go drink drinks. LOL. taxi driver nice luh. after drinking we all left. humairah left with annop cause they stay opposite each other. aimran and i stay opposite each other too! haha. aimran was so nice, he accompanied me to the stairs there and walk up with me cause im scared of ghosts. especially at around mid night. lol. oh btw i stay on the 4th floor, so didnt have to climb much.

had such a fun time. wheeee(: reached home around 12am, went to bathe and and slacked in my room. stupid girlfriend #4 had to make me jealous. everyone in my house is fast asleep, and i havent ate dinner yet. i only drank pepsi. lol. and stupid girlfriend #4 had to tell me how nice the food in mcdonald was. stupid guy, i was so hungry luh! :b

woke up at 8am today, saw girlfriend's msg from last night. replied and went back to sleep. lol! too tired alr. woke up at 10+am again, saw his msg and replied then went back to slp. woke up at 1.10pm. hurhurs((: slack at home only. boring luh. dont feel like returning to school tmr):

okay gonna go do hw now. got loads to do. and fcuk, this week got oral presentation. havent touched anything yet. and i dont know what to present about. can somebody help me? :)

move along move along..

Saturday, February 18, 2006

 

fridayyy.

i failed chinese test.
although i failed chinese test, i dont feel sad. well, i got the lowest in class. i cant believe that. i mean, can you? first time i get lowest in class for chinese. first time.

eurghh! after school, clara, xinyi, michele, yuting, nikita, reuben and i went to buy the stuffs for !SMASH'D. as in, the stuffs that we're selling. yepps. lazy to elaborate ah. tired.

TOMORROW'S !SMASH'D. YEAHHH(=

going to sleep soon. really really tired.
doesnt matter what car we drive..

Friday, February 17, 2006

 

thursday after school.

today's the day when i got free 900 smses again! and free incoming calls. andandand free 100mins of outgoing call(=

yay! chem rocks! mr chooi is cool! wheeee. muahahha, chemistry lesson always past very fast. boo): i decided that i like chemistry more than i like psychics.

after school, waited for michele, xinyi and nikita. waited for so long la. lol. didnt go for maths remedial cause we suppose go buy the things to sell for !Smash'D. found out that reuben was coming along with us too. haha. took taxi to pasir ris shengsiong there. seriously i didnt know that there was a shengsiong market in pasir ris. i only knew it today. LOL. i always thought that there was only 1 shengsiong and its at bedok reservoir there. heee(=

after we bought what we were suppose to buy, reuben walked home. nikita took bus from pasir ris to go home or sth. xinyi, michele and i took taxi to bedok south sec there then xinyi and i took bus 10 to tamp. lol. yay! bought my slippers already. yep. something dramatic happened ah. not really dramatic la. saw aleem, dillion and yu xian. yeps. then after that we went home.

yay! 2 more days to !Smash'D. cant wait. hahaha(=

okay, i needa go do homework already. have tons of homework to do. and they're all due tomorrow. screw all the homework! :b
all the lights and sounds...

Thursday, February 16, 2006

 

belated valentine's.

didnt get to blog yesterday cause i fell asleep at 7pm. hahas. the old folks always say :' sleep early, wake up early. good health. ' (: but not 14 consecutive days of blogging. booohoo. haha.

14th february 2006; happy valentine's day((:
dad fetched me to school today. wheehee(: no need wake up early. lessons were okayy la. physics were borrrring. i dont understand a single shit. after school, heavy rain. vany and me stayed in school for awhile. then shenna came and we chatted. lol. its was valentine's day and friendship day, and raihan's birthday AND world super-emo day. lol.

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY RAIHAN!!(:
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAYYY!! : DD

so yea, vany, shenna and i chatted in canteen. at around 2.15pm, we got tired of waiting for richard and the guys, we decided to go off first. went to bus stop to sit sit. muahaha. then after 1 or 2 mins the guys came out. shenna and i decided to accompany vany go bedok interchange first then we take MRT to tamp to meet the dudes.
we didnt watch movie, slack around in long john silver and times bookshop instead. muahahah! guys are literally horny. eeew. lol!
then took bus home with the same people again. luckily this time my phone wasnt cope by gf #4. hahas.
went home, bathed and slept like a pig. wheeee. didnt do any homework. haha! was damn tired luh.

15th february 2006 -today.
woke up at 6am. haha. slept for like 11 hours. so niceeeeee. took taxi to school. omg, the driver looks like mr ramli! LOL. lessons were boring. during ALIVE! was fun la. ms rajah didnt come. we got some cool female relive teacher. forgot whats her name alr. lol. she like james blunt! hahaha! youre beautiful.. good bye my lover, goodbye my friend..
hahas, then went for art class. today's art lesson past fast la. cause i was busy drawing and colouring my butterfly. difficult know? i still want to take F&N leh. lol.
I.S ended pretty quickly too. like i havent even finish my homework and taadah! I.S ended! dots. have had PSL meeting. it was at 3.25pm and it only lasted around 5 minutes. lol. before and after the meeting, michele, xinyi, nikita and i talk about what we're going to sell during !SMASH'D. yeaps. then we went home. gonna go buy the stuffs like tomorrow or friday. haha. yay! im so excited. cant wait to go to !SMASH'D. then we will all have the super cool and funky hairstyles. hahas. we're all cool people! yay!


okay, gotta go do SS and POA homework already. toodles- (((:

here comes the rain again falling from the stars...

Tuesday, February 14, 2006

 

monday blues

monday blues.
papa didnt fetch me to school today. nvm, he's gonna fetch me to school tomorrow! haha. and tomorrow is valentine's day. boo. boring! but i think i going out ah. ahhahaha(:
PE was fun but tiring!! did loads of stretching. oww and it hurts): too long never exercise already. lol :DDD then have to sprint and jog and sprint and jog and sprint and jog and sprint and jog and sprint and jog and the thing goes on and on and on. fun ah! but tiring. shybree said my face was damn pale. haha.
after p.e we went to chinese class. okay, i felt sick. i was tired and i wanted to vomit. didnt pay full attention in class. was writing sk8terboy lyrics on my book. ahaha! then went for english lesson. told mrs ho that i was feeling grouchy. i felt sick and i wanna go home. lol. then 2 mins later i said i felt energetic. dots. my words contradicting sia.
physics lesson is the worst of all. in physics lab can anyhow sit. i dunno who my partner is sia. i thought is wilfred, but i saw him sitting with ruo ning. lol. then kzal shout out my name and tell me i was his partner. lol. then i found out that this was our sitting arrangements since january. didnt concentrate in class either. kzal was busy asking me to teach him how to sing ashlee simpson's L.O.V.E. funny sia. then we two down there sing sing sing. lol.
maths class was boringgg. funny how during maths class, the lesson is boring. but the time past very fast.

homework time past a lil slow today. haha. sat with vany instead of the usual peeps. after hwtime stayed in school for a while to wait for some people. haha. richard and dino are homo!! cause i told him vany my girlfriend, then richard say :'so? dino also my boyfriend what!'. dots.
vany, wilfred and i was talking to each other just now. crap only. kzal came and tell us to poke his stomach to see whether he got six pacts. lol. wilfred said :' i have 1!' vany and i looked at him feeling confused, then he say :'... i fat stomach!'. and we all broke into fits of laughters. hahahaha.
lameshit.

went to bedok princess mac with vany and sabri. lol. then we crapped and went home. funny sia. was so tired that after i bathed, i immediately fell asleep in my bed. slept till like 7.05pm then went out for dinner.

i told my mom:' mummy, you know ah. my school, my batch de people, actually got quite alot stay here leh.'
my mum said :' aiyo, study 3 years in school then you realise.'

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO ERIC!!(:
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO WEI CHOY!!(:

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TOMORROW!:)

bwahhaha. i slow sia. lol! yepps.
okay, i'll go and sing song already. wheeeee :b
we're all in love..

Monday, February 13, 2006

 

keep my big mouth shut.

mummy woke me up at 10+am just now. dang. didnt get a goodnight sleep.
eurghhh.
went to temple to pray, then went home.

be my valentine(:

slacked at home ALL day long. nothing to do.
dont want to do homework. hahahaha. been using comp since 12+pm. used for like 5 hours already. think comp's gonna explode soon. wahhaha. hope not.

maybe i shouldnt have told him that in the very beginning.
i regretted telling him that.
now we're both angry at each other and not talking to each other. fine la!
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmphhhh.

whatever. im going off now.

the story never had an end..

Sunday, February 12, 2006

 

day out with vany and potter.

a day out with vany and potter again. haha potter abit quiet today. seems so strange. he's just tired ah. lol. we went to marine parade to walk walk walk. sat down in mac, ate and talkkkk. and waited for shaoxuan's tuition to be over so he can pass me my phone. girlfriend's tuition sooooo long sia. we waited till 3.21pm, gave up and went shopping. walked till like 3.55pm we went to sit and wait for girlfriend #4 AGAIN. he took his own sweet time i guess. finally at 4.05pm, met up with him, took back my phone and go. he looked tall. well, he is tall. 1.79cm! taller than him and potter! wth. singapore is a hot and warm country, only people like girlfriend #4 will wear long sleeves. dots.

after taking back my phone, we went to tamp. the bus ride was sooo boring. vany slept. potter and i chat. lol. was talking abt whats the difference between wax and gel. and loads of stupid stuffs la. hahaha. shoe strap broke. and i have to walk like i was limping.

then went for drums lesson. sian. was late. and i can't coordinate. wtheck. difficult ah. tried so many times, then i got lost in the beats. was confused and all. shoe strap broke, difficult to use my leg and press on the pedal of bassdrum. dots.

dad came and fetched me home, then we went to orchard for dinner with relatives. ate alot, damn full la. want to puke. lol.

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY ZAI!!(:

came home with nothing to do.
guess im gonna go practice drums soon. whahahahaa!!(:



be my valentine((:


save me from punk rock 101..

Saturday, February 11, 2006

 

cross country

cross country today. so fun. my standard drop liao la. no stamina also. lousy sia. too long never run already. tsk. i almost puked just now. ran with janell. lol. yep

after cross country, went to tamp with vany, shenna, syafiq, dzul, shao xuan, richard and annop. while walking to the bus stop, it rainned heavily la. walao, disadvantage to all the girls sia. haha. whole body from head to toe all wet. lol. saw john, yuanli and pam. took bus to tamp. we made loads of noise in the bus. funny la. richard calls dino as dinononodi, i think. yep.

we all met zai in tamp. watched fun with dick&jane at 3.10pm. after that, walked around in tamp and slacked. one by one they went home, then left with annop, richard, shao xuan, zai and me. we went to times book shop to read books! hahah! the guys abit horny sia. dots.

zai went home, then we all go home lor. me, girlfriend #4 and annop take bus 22. eurgh! girlfriend #4 took my phone home. dammit. i want my phone backkkkkkk! after GF #4 alighted, annop and i crapped in bus. lol. saw zhi yin too.

alot things to blog about but i lazy to elaborate ah.

came home, slacked and slacked. nothing to do. talking to vany now. arghhh. meeting her tomorrow to go buy her jacket.

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY TO HUIWEN!!!(:
HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY TO GF #4-SHAOXUAN!!!(:

must faster go master drums. then can go join markny they all(: wheeeheehee. andandandandandand valentine's day is going to be borrrrrring.


will you be my valentine?

youre never coming back..

Friday, February 10, 2006

 

new computer 2

there was surprised test during chinese. like wth. chinese express paper. damn difficult la. fill in the blanks, i only did 3 questions. out of 20 i think? then zao4 ju4( form sentences ) , i did NONE. muahhaa die alr. chinese cmi alr. *shakes head*

today have E-learning lesson. lol. got the chat forum thing then miss wong ask shengxiang go create one for our class. then alot people post stupid things. LOL.

it was raining very heavily after school today. boo. not good. rain on the wrong time. today morning also. during assembly! LOL. felt sad for zuhdi. shant elaborate. van and i went to bedok inter the hawker centre to sit down cause raining heavily and we'll get wet if we go somewhere else. then her parents came and she asked them if they cld fetch me home, and they did. so nice! her mom interviewed me. LOL so funny lor. haha.

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY LEE HUNG!!(:

yepps. tmr cross-country alr! soo excited. LOL. a pity that ive to reach school BY 6.15am for the shuttle bus duty. actually i not sure also. lol. hahaha! yay! can run!(:

catch grammy awards tonight at 10pm on channel 5(:

now youre so laid back..

Thursday, February 09, 2006

 

new computer.

after school took bus to tamp inter with shuhan and gf #4. lameass la.
damn tired in school la. aiya im tired in school everyday. not enough sleep. lol.

shu han and i went to visit humairah. she was sick. 3 days of MC somemore. so nice la. and chinese test today suck. i didnt know how to do any shit. i didnt finish alot of things. fail alr. cmi. damned.
foo yong they all are back! YAY(:

new comp finally arrived. uncle dave came and help us set up. muahahha! finally! finally. from primary 6 till now. 2 years ++, 3 years already. FINALLY(:

whatever la..

sleeper...

Wednesday, February 08, 2006

 

mcdonalds

i dont want to be in art class! i want to transfer to F&N, but miss lim say its too late. hais. no fair! i decided that i want to do cooking instead. booo! nvm i drew sth nice today during art. posting up the pic tmrw(:

after school vany and i went to bedok ;princess mac to eat. haha. we were talking about lameshit stuffs. she threw fries at me and i threw back at her. then got one stick on her neck there. LOL. super hilarious la..

then went home for tuition. yeps.
after tution, ive been slacking ever since. tmr got chinese test somemore! dangs.

i miss foo yong and all. boohoo. why they all go camp?! sad sia. no one to crap with or make me laugh till my stomach hurts like shit. eeeeee. i miss them. i dont miss jaspiggo! hahaha! cause she never go camp. whee.

i got new girlfriend alr. haha! nvm i can have 1014girl\boyfriends. so its alright. bwahahahah! he mean la. i dont care. but the old one meaner. boo. i miss the old gbf): hais.
oh whatever.

okay i shall go study chinese now. unbelievable right? me, studying chinese? HAHA.

from the cradle to the grave...

Tuesday, February 07, 2006

 

psl gm.

did hip-hop dancing during PE. LOL, so fun sia! hahahas. Chinese and english lessons pass damn fast. like never do anything then the lesson past. if i sit beside zuhdi in class, i cannot concentrate sia. we both crap here crap there. talk here talk there. sing here sing there. LOL. NOISY PEOPLE!(: we'll be talking until half when he'll suddenly sing James Blunt's :' You Are Beautiful '. like dots, makes no sense la. hahaha. then during maths also crap only. crap all the shitty stuffs.

there was PSL GM today. yep, about X-country and !SMASH'D. after the meeting we ( clara, xinyi and i ) went to help out and pasted !SMASH'D posters around the school. so fun. went up to den and hang out awhile. we used the BIG exercise gym balls to play with again. LOL. poor aleem keep get hitted by the balls. reuben too. lol. reza have big, unbalanced, lopsided, strong "breasts". haha. before we started playing with it there's like this interesting convo between anand, me and the rest of the girls. we were talking about what blood with have. mix blood and all. one quarter this, three eighths of that. blablabla. then we took bus 10 to tamp. saw gerald on the bus, omg he like so dao like that. but who cares la. oh btw he's my primary school friend. hahaha.

clara went home. xinyi and i went to mac to eat. LOL.

so yes, this is our fries with all the sauce. we took almost all the sauce and tried. LOL. den we time ourselves and see how fast will it take us to finish all the fries+sauce. lol mad people! gila! we took around 5-6mins. so slow la. we kept laughing too cause we were playing with the chili sauce. haha! after eating, went home lor.

ohyes i almost forgot..

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY SHAO MING!!(:

ive been blogging consencutively for the past 5th days. since the beginning of february. feb 1st till now. LOL. how cool sehh. im so tired, i think i will go sleep soon. yawns(=

as my memory erase...


Monday, February 06, 2006

 

thank God!

thank God that i have friends like foo yong(:
he makes me smile. hahaha!
primary school friends are always the bestest of the best.

After all this have been over, you would know that im always there. says:
if you don crap around, more people will fall in love with u =X

this was what shao ming said. LOL. whatever. but im those type of people who crap around. without crapping lameshit stuffs i might just fall and die. no people will fall in love with me? i dont care! hmmph. haha. anw i just want someone to be able to crap with me now))):

<33333.

be my escape..

 

song lyrics.

so tell me, which girl doesnt want to have a fairytale life?

i like you the way you are.
when you were talking to me one on one when you become somebody else.
why do you have to go and make things so complicated?
i thought you say we both are "simple-minded" people?
but nah, you were just lying your ass off.
no,no,no.

love is a mystery
love is meant to be true..


i realised that i realise lots of stuffs. hhahaha.
and i realised that im a loner. i have no good girl friends nor guy friends. i got no friends. i got no best friends. im just a pathetic girl wondering around. sighs, pathetic loner. *shakes head* never felt so lonely before. tsk.
i dont know why im letting myself sink into such 'depressed' state.
i want to be the kind of people swimming in the water and not sinking.
i dont want to be the kind of person who lock themselves inside their room and cry all night long. i want to be those kind of people who play hop-scotch and move on in their life.

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY LEK!!(:

so does anyone truly understands what im talking about? cause half the time i dont have any idea what im talking about. what i say doesnt make sense. i dont make any sense.

I've been locked inside that house all the while You hold the key
And i've been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there's no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going becauseI gotta get outta here
Cause I’m afraid that this complacency is something I can't shake
I gotta get outta here
And I’m begging You,
begging You,
I’m begging You to be my escape..

im talking about love..

Sunday, February 05, 2006

 

fearless!

lets not talk about him. i dont want to talk to him either. never get so ps-ed by someone before. like wth. whatever.

i lost my crown necklace. the purple one))))))))))):

drummmm lesson today! wheeeheeehee. so fun(=

wanted to go celebrate dad's birthday, but we went to grandmama's house to eat instead. the dunno what mee-sua, every new year must eat. but CNY's already over. since we didnt get to eat it on CNY, we eat today. LOL.

at 7.15pm went down to jubilee centre to watch Fearless. dad, mom, bro, shuen and me. shuen's my cousin. haha. sounds like happy family right, but heck no. its not. hais whatever. the show is nice. its really nice. ending so sad la. NC-16. i bluffed my way in. muahahah(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!!(:

14 more days to !SMASH'D. hais. i wish the days will just pass faster. and Valentine's day, who gives a damn to that man. i mean, singlehood rocks. doesnt it? LOL. no la quite lonely sometimes. hais. maybe i should go join wilfred and say:' who cares about Valentine's day?' muahahha. i keesiao liao la. these few days a lil siao siao((((:

tired being of guy's bestfriend. as in a girl who's a guy's good/best friend. i hate it. damn. i know why im not attached now. LOL. but who cares like i say singlehood is alot alot alot more better. who knows, i might get some obsessive boyfriend. which is what i dont want to. eeew. CHOY AH CHOY! lol. so yea back to the subject. i hate it when guys tell me about their relationship with their girlfriends or whatever shit and want me to help them solve. what the hell. who do you think i am? miss cupid? heck, no. do i look like i freaking care? NO I DONT. im so tired of it. im soooo tired of being a girl who listens to all her guy friends 'relationship troubles'. whatever.

and kai if youre reading this, i truly understand how youre feeling right now. cause i feel just the same way. life's like shit. sighs.

let the rain fall and wash away my sanity..

phantom of the opera..

Saturday, February 04, 2006

 

happy 15th birthday bernice!

actually with mr chooi teaching chemistry there's a lil problem. he speaks too slowwwwwly [ i think im the only one who thinks so.. ] a bit boring la. in lesson i wanta sleep. lol. if i sleep, then too tired then if later i bang on my head on table then everyone will look at me. MALU sia.

i just realised that i make alot of noise and sounds in class! wahhaha. without me the class will be soooooooo quiet<-- according to mdm yeo. LOl. have me around then good ma, got noise contribution and all. then during POA wont be that boring anymore. cause im there. dont fear cause qiu jin is here! see, im so nice. i contribute NICE noises and sounds to class(((:

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY BERNICE!!((:

after school, germs and me went to meet nick. reg came along too cause we all take taxi, so she decided to pangseh craig and his 'brotherrrs'. LOl. nick like so dao liddat. fine lor whatever la. LOL. but nvm he's so nice. he treat me watch i not stupid too with germaine. abit sian la. we watched with jia kai and min er. LOL. lightbulbs sehh. reg and craig sit far behind from us. uh huh. after watching the movie, parents came to fetch me home.

i bought my drum sticks and text book alr. wheeee(:

see, whenever i wanta blog i always forgot what i want to blog about. blogger's block sia. stupid. oh yes, i not stupid too is touching la. shawn who act as tom said to his father :'whatever things i do doesnt seem to please you..'-blahblahshit- i totally agree lo. hais. whatever shit i do doesnt seems to be please. not even when i get full marks for test. how to please them? someone tell me please..

harsh reality. yucks. i hate it. puiiiii. hahha(: ive seriously got nothing to type anymore. just lameshitcrap. ohwells...

i think you lost yourself too..

Friday, February 03, 2006

 

thursday

school was pretty much fine today. yepp abit sian la. in class want to sleep. tired. lol. during POA it was like dramamamama la. mdm yeo scolded douglas and her voice was like so damn loud like Albus Dumbledore. hahaha. Chemistry, miss chia didnt come. mr chooi is the relief teacher for the day. ( and many other days till miss chia comes back. miss chia, we missed you! get well soon(= ) mr chooi is okay la. 2 people broke their test tubes and about 6 people broke the glass rod. like damn stupid lor. LOl. andandand mr chooi have dimples!! muahahhaa.

i have NO favourite subjects anymore. boooo=(

after school was projteens:leadership comp meeting. yep. stayed in sch till like 6+pm. i felt like sleeping while nuriman was talking. not that the meeting was bored la but im just too tired.

SO MANY HOMEWORK TO DO.
FUCKING SHIT.

i dont like to go to school anymore))):
or maybe i didnt even like going to school before.

being mr nice guy, potter waited for me at my house bus stop so i cld pass him the $15 !SMASH'D ticket. yeah. we walked around my block that area there, chatted and he walk me back to my block. LOl. he is so sweet la. hahas(: then like fcking hell, saw my parents friends. godamshit. bloody hell, wrong timing everytime. they thought potter is my bf sia. walao. den i have to explain to my dad and all. crap. potter cute la((:
actually iv got alot to blog about. its just that i forgot all the things that i wanna blog.

something's wrong with my tagboard. gonna go repair it soon. just waaaaaaaaaaaait people, waaaaaaaaaaaaait. like they always say, must be patient(((: haha can someone please help me with the stupid tagboard thingy? thanks so much. love.

okay needa eat dinner now. tatas((:

goodbye my lover, goodbye my friend..

Thursday, February 02, 2006

 

CNY in hongkong.

spent my CNY in hong kong. whahah. it was fun la. went shopping in ladies market and in one of mong kok's shopping centre. shopped in disneyland too. wheee~ we, the kids spent our nights in the hotel playing tai tee. LOl. im the champ!(((:

lazy to elaborate. hahas. spent 900++hongkong dollars shopping, thats like mad la. (;
HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY JOHN!!((:
didnt go to school today. too tired already. reached home at like 1+ 2+am yesterday morning. flight was delayed. everything was like shit. bathe and packed all my stuffs then slept at 3+am. woke up at 2.10pm today. hahahaa.

havent do SS worksheet yet and tmr must hand in. im so dead. i havent even buy purple file. godamit. i dont want to go to school:((

my cousin's right. you cant blog all the things that you want to blog. cause some ppl might be offended. or whatever. and you certainly cant blog about your secrets cause many ppl will read it. so yea, writing in a diary is A HELL LOT OF BETTER.

xinyi said got one girl got suspended from school because she dont have a good excuse to explain why she's absent for school. qian ying said another girl got suspended cause she hit a junior. waah. violence sia. scary. school's getting scarier each and every day.

changed blogskin again! cause im really tired with the old one. hehe(= something wrong with the stupid tagboard..

what happened between me and him is a honest mistake. really nothing la. LOL

drummerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr(;

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