`love me cause i love you.

lets not talk about him. i dont want to talk to him either. never get so ps-ed by someone before. like wth. whatever.

i lost my crown necklace. the purple one))))))))))):

drummmm lesson today! wheeeheeehee. so fun(=

wanted to go celebrate dad's birthday, but we went to grandmama's house to eat instead. the dunno what mee-sua, every new year must eat. but CNY's already over. since we didnt get to eat it on CNY, we eat today. LOL.

at 7.15pm went down to jubilee centre to watch Fearless. dad, mom, bro, shuen and me. shuen's my cousin. haha. sounds like happy family right, but heck no. its not. hais whatever. the show is nice. its really nice. ending so sad la. NC-16. i bluffed my way in. muahahah(:

14 more days to !SMASH'D. hais. i wish the days will just pass faster. and Valentine's day, who gives a damn to that man. i mean, singlehood rocks. doesnt it? LOL. no la quite lonely sometimes. hais. maybe i should go join wilfred and say:' who cares about Valentine's day?' muahahha. i keesiao liao la. these few days a lil siao siao((((:

tired being of guy's bestfriend. as in a girl who's a guy's good/best friend. i hate it. damn. i know why im not attached now. LOL. but who cares like i say singlehood is alot alot alot more better. who knows, i might get some obsessive boyfriend. which is what i dont want to. eeew. CHOY AH CHOY! lol. so yea back to the subject. i hate it when guys tell me about their relationship with their girlfriends or whatever shit and want me to help them solve. what the hell. who do you think i am? miss cupid? heck, no. do i look like i freaking care? NO I DONT. im so tired of it. im soooo tired of being a girl who listens to all her guy friends 'relationship troubles'. whatever.

and kai if youre reading this, i truly understand how youre feeling right now. cause i feel just the same way. life's like shit. sighs.

let the rain fall and wash away my sanity..