`love me cause i love you.

bored.
i am bored.

my cousin, uncle, gu3gong1 and auntie ah jing came to my house. lol. my cousin's the only cousin who came. so boring. he came here to play mahjong.. like diao. -__-". havent seen him for like so long already cause he go for army i think? yeps. still remembered we always played together when we're small. he's like 18 or 19 now i think? no idea. and he's shorter den me!! hahas=) who cares? maybe im shorter. ( how contradicting is that? ) anyway, yeps. my cousin's cute lah. lol. always called him ah boy kor kor . hahas=) oh well, whatever. he's nice=) ahahas.

1 more week to september holidays! YEAH. i CANT wait. and i wont forgot what both of my cousins, ah boy korkor and his sis, ah girl jiejie gave me for birthday present 2 years ago. lol. lalala. getting report card this friday right? *prays. hope i get good grades. tuesday got CCA award rehearsal , Wednesday got teachers' day celebrations+CCA Award Day+Be yourself Day. hahas. so much right? after sch on wed, going back to MBS. maybe meeting ervin first or sth. Thursday is Teachers Day. AND FRIDAY, LAST DAY OF TERM 3. getting back report card day=X omg. lol.

anyway, i dont really care lah. lol. but im excited.. hahas=) 13 more days counting from tomorrow onwards (: heehehex.
[ even the stars refuses to shine. ]

HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY TO JUNCHENG!!=D
yay! i think i will pass all my tests. common tests i mean=D
been having stomach cramps and that sucks. oh well.. im off to watch tv again=)

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY MINGKEE!!=D

have been sneezing for the past 20 minutes or so.
anyway, yesterday's PSL Farewell party was great=D thanks to everyone who helped..
xinyi came to my house at 5+pm, bathed and everything, we went to meet humairah at 6.20pm. her dad fetched us to school and we reached at like..around 6.45pm. saw james and he's like wearing anand's shirt. lol. saw huihoon, huiwen, izzati and nuriman too. they dressed up beautifully as well.
went up to hall, heard someone calling my name. turn back and i saw ruoning sitting down there, so i went to join her. den, xinyi and i walk towards the stage dere den the AV ppl shine the spotlights at us. hahas, so cool. whoever walk pass, they will shine. lol=D
yep, at around 7pm, huiwen sr and i went down to walk walk. saw jovi ah ma and florence playing with a ball. den stand and waited at foyer. everyone's glam=D hahas. yep. at around 0730, everyone was seated in hall. seated with ruoning, nikita, huiwen, hui hoon, ersian, aleem, humairah, huiwen, anavil and xinyi. yeps, our table special. got 11 people=D the people sitting at the same table as me are one bunch of cool people. we kept laughing. hahas, so fun=DD yeps, the guest-of-honours came and everyone clapped their hands. the hall was filled with thunderous claps from everyone. uhhuh, the emcees asked miss lee to give her speech and she's like so shock. lol. she said:"haha. you all thought i never prepare my speech right.. " yep.
then we have had our dinner. its buffet styled. and the food are nice=D after eating, the emcees called out four names for the best dressed. two from each gender, and they're going to dance. first pair of name is cheryl and william, second pair is ashikin and eric. they danced. every pair of eyes in the hall are looking at them.. lol. super glam. after the two pairs of dancers danced, almost everyone when up to dance. yeps. den the chairperson shuyu gave her speech. she spoke spontaneously.. when she finished her speech, she cried=( then, there's a slide show showing the pictures of the psls. its really nice.
then the ceremony of lighting begins. it symbolized the passing of authority to the next generation.. next, one by one the graduating psls' names were called. one by one, they went up the stage to collect their token of appreciation..
next, adam, the new chairman made his speech in 3 different national languages. first english, then malay, after that was chinese. cool eh? =D we then sang songs and hug each other. group hugs or individual hugs. both. after hugging each other, we went to take photos with almost everyone. so fun=D gonna treasure those photos=D the whole thing ended at around 10pm. everyone must leave school by 1030pm. yeps. xinyi and i took taxi to my house, den she went to collect her things and her father fetched her home.
been a really happy and sad day=D sad in a postive way.. lol. yeah.


im going to bathe and edit the literature thingy already. nights.
[ bet you never thought that I could break you.. ]

have to wake up early tmrw coz got CIP; flag selling. hais. i wanna sleep!! did i ever mentioned that i need 18 hours of sleep a day? yep. im a pig! hahas=D im like abra the pokemon. lol. 18 hours of sleep. yep, need to report to tamp inter at 8.30am.. oh well..

psl farewell party tmrw. went to buy new clothes and everything. $143.70 on clothes and $20 on shoe. $13 on taxi fare. thats mad. its like spending around $200 in a day. *knocks my head.
hahas..

been having funny dreams again.. lol. yesterday night i dreamt of dementors sucking away ppl's hope and happiness leaving them in a depress state. oh man=( some more,when i want to say expecto petronum, nothing comes otu from my mouth. imagine how horrifying can that be? black hooded figures zooming pass beside you and sucking out all ur happiness and hopes. *shakes head. tsktsk.

im going to sleep already, wonder what i'll be dreaming of?
[ im blinded by the white lights. ]

HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY WEIWEI!!=D
been having nightmares lately, cant sleep well.
i hate nightmares!!!
sighs^

[ this could get ugly.. ]

time passes so quickly..
mrs loke said that end of september and starting of october, our Final Year Examinations starts. hais. it means, counting from this week, we only have like 6 or 7 weeks left to study. man, its so.. so fast. seriously, i think i need tuition. been slacking too much this year.

science test was okay today :x lol.tomorrow got DnT test, next week got chinese and maths test. hais. like every 2 weeks or 3 weeks got one chinese test.. so frustrating! eurgh.

psl farewell party this saturday, sad. the seniors leaving so soon. havent thought of anything to wear yet, going shopping with xinyi on thursday to buy clothes and stuffs. man, i cant wait for saturday! lol. 5.30pm in school hall. so late right? somemore, i got CIP on that day.. ruo ning say dont go for the CIP thing if not we've got no time to prepare.. but i wanna go!! never went for any flagselling thingy before.. =( yep.

anyway, i didnt know that she mixed with my class the guys. hahas. but one thing i know for sure is that my class all chinese girls dont like her. okay lah, not all, but maybe 1 or 2 is okay with her? hmm. her attitude sucks.. basically, im okay with her but sometimes, i feel so disgusted when she keep flirting with the guys in my class. chinese guys i mean. saw her with one bunch of the guys in my class went up to the same bus.. regina told me that she kept touching milton's arm or whatsoever and keep flirting with them. lol. who cares.
in the first place, i didnt even know why i even bother to blog about this crap. whatever.

my back's so pain. backbone got prob=(

so ya, im off to watch tv again. tatas-
[ you and i collide. ]

decided to change my blogskin.
well, this blog skin actually belonged to cadence. its her old blogskin.. lol. took 2 hours and 30 minutes to edit everything.
phew~ im tired.

my english is soooooooooooo lousy.
i said i wanted to start reading the dictionary, but i havent done so. l
science test tomorrow, cant fail or else Mr Tan will skin me alive? hahas. wish my luck anyway. im off to watch the television, g'nite.

[ there is a rainbow for you and me. ]

HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY TO GERMAINE!!=D

hmm, gotta say goodbye to my sims 2; university twins=( did i even mention that my sim and her husband adpot of child and gave birth to two twins? Andrew and Anthony. lol. couldnt think of any other names.
yep. my brother wanta reformat the comp tonight. hais. all the songs and pictures all gone again.. *shakes head* must re-download so many things.. still must wake up early tmrw.. meeting james at bedok inter. hais.. i want to sleep! lack of sleep!! ):

science test is on monday and i never bring my science file back=/ nvm, tmrw go sch den i take. literature CA and drama thingy coming up too. no idea when it is coz' went to class late. must do a scence abt the outsiders thingy.

heard from Cadence that on teachers' day celebrations all chinese orchestra members who participated in SYF2005 must go up the stage to collect some medal or dunno what thing lah. lol. hais.. whatever.

dreamt of him two times straight in a row. two nights straight.. LOL. saw him in school just now and he looked damn tired, big and dark circles under his eyes. panda? hahas.. not that i like him or anything.. infatuation i think? is that how u spell it? but he's real cute=D lol.

[ stay with me.. ]

HAPPY 40TH BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!! =D

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY.

[ girls dont like boys girls like cars and money.. ]

john [ jong hoon ] is my new hero!
hahas. (suppose to blog this yesterday, but i forgot. lol)
there's always fights in my class. girl and boy. boy and boy. lol.
yesterday, during miss morni's lesson , dunno what crap happened then hasif and hanyuan started fighting. hanyuan wanted to hit hasif, but miss morni stopped him. they both same size =/ alot of things ah. lol. hanyuan's the one who's always starting the fight.. during mdm ma's class also. -nothing to say- we were told to do self reflection, and miss morni explained why wars started.hahas=)

anyway today, we got 3 issues of reader digest [may, june, july]. think we'er gonna get the august issue next week or next next week. lol.

going off now, coz i forgot what i wanna blog abt. -___-". hahas.
[ girls and boys . ]

did i ever mention that i love rainy days? =)


Chinese Orchestra.
1st offence- warning
2nd offence- parents will be called
3rd offence- stand at the basketball court every morning
4th offence- clean up drying yard
5th offence- public explanation
6th offence- detention.

CO's new rules or whatever. im still at the first warning only, why the heck shld i even go to basketball court and stand every morning?
wei jie even said it was lame shit, only a CCA, why make until so strict? not even enjoyable now. hmm, i dont know if i'll agree with what wei jie had said.. no, i mean, i agree with some of what he said, but not all. hais, why liddat sia. wth.
lame shit moody day.
whatever~

[ i dont wanna do the things you do. ]

HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY TO JUHAIDAH!!=D
HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY TO MARCUS!! =D

think i shall start reading a dictionary to improve my english. hahas=D

[ thunder birds. ]

end of the month already.. =/
my parents are always biased.
ive got totally no idea why. whatever.

i WANT THE OUTSIDERS VCD. I WANT. I WANT. =D
gotta go, dad scolding already. tata.

[ welcome to my life. ]