`love me cause i love you.

There's no school today(= Woke up at 11am, get ready and everything then prepared for tuition. Finally there's tuition. Its been like 3 weeks or was it 1 month since I last had my tuition? Anyway, tuition feels good((:

At least I didnt waste my thursday morning/afternoon away.. I did my homework okay=) Im feeling so happy now. Hahaha. Andandand I played sims 2 too(=

There's like some cool drummer dude/babe at the opposite block playing drums. I know that person has gotta have a drum kit cause this is not the first time Im hearing all the drum sounds=D

Reminder : The next para is truly dedicated to Cadence Wee(:

Phew! Man, I would have totally forgotten about the elearning homework if Cadence didnt remind me about it. Thanks Cad(; Thanks Cad once again for sharing your locker with me:) Dang. Qian ying and I got kicked out of our locker:( Boo, I have really nice locker neighbours.. Thank you Cad(: Love ya. So sorry about it, I'll need to use your locker for a few more days.. So sorry..


Last but no least, there's musical tomorrow and school ends at 12.15pm! YAY(:

THERE'S HEAVY RAIN JUST NOW.
DONT YOU JUST LOVE RAINY AFTERNOONS? :DD

And, I should really stop saying that F word=)
Im trying.. You know? At least I know Im trying not to say it.. :)

Oh btw, Russell Peters really crack me up(:

Today's chinese lesson was so funny. Haha(=
Was speaking english to shirley in chinese class.. I said in English :' Throw my pen here, baby.. ' Haha! Then Mdm Ma came to my side and say in Mandarin : ' Chinese class must speak chinese. You're a chinese so you must speak chinese! ' I was like : ' EH! Diu1 wo3 de4 bi3 guo4 lai2, xiao3 hai2..' Ruo ning, Vany, Shirley, Wilfred and Mdm Ma started laughing. Like dots.. She ask me to speak chinese then now she laugh.. -_-". Like what Vany has said, we're all chinese idiots except Ruo ning and Mdm Ma.
We started speaking in hokkien and seriously, it sounds horrible! Hahaha=p Wilfred say what if not happy go toilet fight << in hokkien luh. And it sounds super funny!!

Copy&pasted from Vany's blog cause I very lazy to type ah..

qiujin:" lookee here vany i've got lots of makers"
vany:" aiya don't try to show off larh, BITCH".
qiujin:" fuck you larh.

This part in hokkien=) Hilarious..
wilfred:"van not happy arh go toliet fight larh".
vany:"come arh like i scared like that".

Vany mentioned that I said ' fuck you la '.
But I didnt :(( Aww.

Germaine thinks that Im with Wilfred, like we're together or something. But heck no.. We're just gooooooood friends(= True that we're always walking together or something, but can't two good friends like walk together? Is it a crime? If like this every guy that walks beside me is my boyfriend luh? Then every girl that walks beside me is my girlfriend/lesbianmate? HA. Nonsense.. Yay, tomorrow no school and there's musical on friday andandand we're going to deco the class boards.

Cant wait for drum lesson on Saturday(:

My thighs are still aching and i almost fell down the stairs at home twice. HA.

I'd rather play drums than blog(=

Been raining for the whole day, yay! I love rainy days(:
Woke up at 6.09am, heard the sound of rain and went back to sleep. Then wake up again at 6.43am, brush teeth and everything then get ready for school. Dad fetched me to school today and there's this fucking long jam somewhere at Bedok. We were stuck in there for godknowshowlong, yeah. Reached school at 7.28am like that.

P.E was funnnnn but tiring. First we did warm ups. I think we did more than 50 pushups and jumping jacks ( we all did it thrice ) andandand there's some other exercises we need to do for 1 minute. Like, the toilet training thingy, sit ups, crunches, jogging thingy, jumping jacks, push ups. There was the running thing too! Hahahaha, gawd I run like a tortoise today=( Slow and unstable. Haha, too tired. Conditioning rocks :D

Beginning of Chinese class was boring. Towards the end was funny la, haha. Mdm Ma was like giving us chinese oral topics that will most probably come out for Chinese Oral. Teacher asked Zi Ying, Yi Fei and Kai Jie what they do during their holidays, how they spent their time and all. Kai Jie's answer was the most funniest of all. Hahaha, he say he wake up brush teeth, SEE television then he got interupped my Mdm Ma. She was like :' Oh, so you only see the TV then never watch the programmes or shows la?' LOL, everyone in class started laughing uncontrollably. Hahaha, I told Sheng Xiang that I thought most people during holidays do the same thing everyday? Like wake up brush teeth, eat, watch tv, play computer games, eat, shit, slack, eat, bathe, sleep. Stupid sehh. Then dunno what reason, teacher said some thing about having an afternoon nap which means shui4 lan3 jiao4. Sounds so wrong!! Hahaha. Lan jiao = guy's dick in hokkien. Funny sia.

Yeap, now my legs are aching. I cant climb up the bloody stairs. Damn, climbing stairs are for dumb losers. Hahah :P

Tomorrow's Student Leader Investiture already! I bet that the sec twos are feeling damn excited now. Haha. Okay needa go rush for SS project already. Lets just hope that the Sri Lanka group dont have to present tomorrow. And tomorrow good sia, only need attend two subjects' lessons. Art and SS. Hahaha=)

Stupid, stupid blogskins.

Chemistry lessons rock my socks(: Hahas. On thursday, during chemistry lesson we had to find our 12 o' clock partners. Yeah, and I was the first to complete it. Finishing first was a big mistake. Lol. We had to share our mindmap stuffs with our 6 o' clock partner and my partner was Dzul. He didnt even finish his mindmap, so we didnt really shared much stuffs. Haha. And I have to present my mindmap alone cause I was the first to finish the partnersthingy. I dont know what to say or how to explain to the class and I was laughing which is a very silly thing to do. People shy ma, dont know what to say. In the end, I went back to my place and sat down andandand my face felt hot. Was I blushing? Nah, I dont think so. At the end of the lesson, we had to write down what we have learnt during the lesson. Zuhdi wrote crude oil is as black as charcoal and Vanessa wrote that she discovered that I cant speak infront of a crowd which is like half true and half untrue. Lol, if I cant speak infront of a crowd how am I ever gonna facilitate games right? I cant speak infront of 40 people la.. Its truamatising. Ha.
There's like Student Leader Investiture Rehearsal at 4pm, during 3-4pm we had nothing to do. Wilfred is De Gossiper. Vany and I are FactTalkers.
Argggghhhh, why do we have to dance for SLI? I cant dance and I was like some stupid idiot standing down there looking at others dance. But nevermind, I know how to dance now. Ha. This whole thing doesnt makes any sense.

Friday's chemistry lesson was fun also luh. Hahaha. We made our own magic book. Cool seh((: After school on friday I went home straight. Went home to sleep. Ha. Fucking boring la.

Was supposed to go out today with lotsa people, but nevermind.. Every thing is cancelled. Im so sorry Wilfred, I said I'll go to your church but I didnt keep my promise. Really sorry. I apologise kkay? Later someone say I never apologise. Ha. I shall stay at home to do my homework and play sims 2, watch MTV channel and slack. Whatever.

Russell Peters really crack me up. Hahaha. Go youtube and search for his videos. Fucking hilarious luh. Wahahhaha.


Gay people are cool people and you know im refering to YOU(:
YES LAH, IM REFERING TO YOU! YOU LAH YOU=D


I WANT TO GO OVERSEAS CIP!! I REPEAT, I WANT TO GO OVERSEAS CIP!
but I also want to go sec 3 resilience camp leh, futhermore, my parents dont allow me to go for overseas CIP :(

Day one of term two.
Physical Ed was like shit. Super tiring today and its worst than the previous ones. Running 2.4km suck. I prefer doing the circuit training way. Run 1 round do 20jumping jacks all these. Yeap. Chinese and English was shit too. Ha. Sitting beside a Chinese pro in Chinese class doesnt help much, my Chinese is still lousy. Nvm, I shall not say anything. English waste time only.. Get scolding from Mrs Ho cause everyone didnt do their homework.

During Maths class was..um.. dont know how to say luh. I wrote ' Monday blues, Tuesday to Sunday dont know what colours la. All year round Rainbow. Holidays are colourful. Lol. Crap. And we took photo of it! Hahas(=


Oh well whatever, Im going off to do homework already.

I detest Chinese Language.


For fucks fake. Everything about Chinese is dumb. I cant read Chinese and nobody's helping me with it. I cant do Chinese homework cause my dad refuses to help me, saying:' Sec 3 already still dont know how to do Chinese homework. ' Honestly, I CANT READ AND WRITE CHINESE. And for this stupid Chinese homework Im suppose to write how I feel about Chinese.
Whats my attitude towards learning Chinese?
Did I grow up from a Chinese speaking family or environment?
Still got more questions luh but dont know how to translate to English cause I cant read. Pathetic right? Fucks. Funny enough that I can still speak Chinese.

In less than 1 day, we'll all go back to school.
Oh andandand Ive forgotten to mention that I bought Black Eyed Peas' Monkey Business. Cool seh, still got bonus VCD. Ha.


Whatever.
I dont want to do Chinese holiday homework.
I shall go play sims 2 again.

Seems like Im always the kid who's being misunderstood. Adults often misuderstand me, but naw I dont give a dang-ding-dang. Whatever. I hate the whole world. Naw, maybe not the whole world=D

Student Leader Convention. Yay! Hahaha. My batch of people rocks! Sec 3 Peer Support Leaders 2006 rocks! Yay! We make lots of noise((: hahaha! Overall was fun lah, was in the same group as Cadence :) 3S and 4V! There was photo taking, all the sec threes. Hahaha funny la, one fall down, all fall down.

The video clip that coach Karen showed was like so saddening. It shows us that humans are sadists. Tsk.

We work towards a common goal(: Ha.
Vision: Leading by example through the power of shared vision.
Value: Attitude is determine, responsible and excellence.

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY SHAUN LIN!!(:
HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY JONATHAN!!(:


Yep, oh wells. Too lazy to elaborate and all. Had a great day(=
Actually I wanted to blog alot of things but literally I forgot what I wanted to blog about. Lol:B



I dont like people forcing me to say things that I dont want to say.
Incase you dont know, Im different from other girls. I dislike chatting on phone(:
I dont like people smoking in front of me.
I hate the smell of the cigrattes. The smell of it suffocates me only.
I hate him for scolding me for no reason. Whats with all the "screw you", "bitch" and all other stupid stuffs that you said to me? Fuck off. Screw you, you stupid stupid lameass bastard. Dont provoke me when Im not in the mood. Theres a time to joke and theres a time to be serious. Fuck you.
And her, I dont even know whats up with her attitude and stuffs.
I dislike people giving stupid short answers like :'duno' or 'maybe'. Lazy to explain why, but I kinda find it irritating.

Whatever, Im going off. Nights people.

Student Leader Convention for Sec 2&3s today. Quite fun luh, but I was so tired so yea, wasnt really that enthusiastic or what. Haha. Go Group 7 Go! Mexico rocks! We're the Mexicans! Hahas:b All Sec threes except 1 Sec two. Wheeeee~ Learn so much today. Coach Anna has the same birthday date as me! Cool(: And, she used to be the president of PSL. I mean how cool is that? :D

Okay, lazy to elaborate about it. Fun, we travel alot. And learn about the 5Cs. Collaboration, Commitment and I forgot about the rest =/ Hahs. Was tiring too, perspire alot. Hahas(:

After that, the PSLs took bus to Singapore Press Holdings. We changed our clothes into uniforms, look presentable and all then we went for lunch. Hahs. The whole thing was cool luh, there's this Shanice girl or however you spell her name. She's darn cute. And I think I see her face in Kids Central before. Lol. The two brothers who played the piano are cute also luh. Hahas..

Kay luh, Im really lazy. Okay I shall not elaborate :B

Oh yes, went to take neoprints in Bishan; Junction 8 with Hui wen, Humairah, Theresa and Tze man just now. Helloadafun(: We saw the campus superstar people fliming things there. Hahahas. Then we were like :' EH? ' LOL



Supergay gay boyfriend, 17 already seh. Quick bring me go watch NC-16 shows or Im going to kick your ass! :D Haha. And for the sake of SGGBF, I shall refrain from saying vulgarities until his birthday is over! See Im like so nice to you luh((;

Okay gotta go real soon. Gonna meet up with Chor miang and Jonathan tomorrow. Then after that gonna meet up Vany and Potter and whoever are coming along(: Yay! Cant wait:)) Love.

March hols = School, school and more school.


Dont know why, but it seems that i like saying that word today. You know, that F word. Yeps, please pardon me for saying that. Haha(: It have been only 2 days and I miss Jasninny already. Booo=( We all got lots of different names, haha. Kinda lame though.

Regret the things that I've done, but ohwells tell me, who fucking cares? No one. Oh how we regret those things we do..



Ben's birthday tomorrow.
Shaun and Jonathan's birthday on thursday.
And I still havent give Sylvia her birthday gift.
Gawddamnshit Im gonna be sooo broke. Lol but nevermind, Im nice(=

Yay! On thursday i can go collect my bag already:D
Okay gotta go, nothing much to blog about.

March hols are like finally here. Yay! Im so disappointed with myself for such lousy results. Yes, damned me. Lol(= Like fuck, never in my secondary school life I get top ten from the bottom. Wth. Nevermind whats over is over(: Guess all I have to do now is go out less and study more. Hahas. Whee I suddenly like maths:)

Went out with Ms Mulaowu and Mr Shankiarse on the last day of term 1 which is on friday la. They are funny people btw, they really cheered me up. Wait a min, I wasnt even sad in the first place. I wasnt really sad about my lousy results. Heck no. Whatever. Lol. We went to take neoprints and eat ice cream! Yay! Kai was like so nice, help me take my chem and P.O.A books. Not like Jas who's so unhelpful. LOL. Just kidding(=

[Saturday]
Yesterday was painting day again! HAha:p We needa do some touch-ups. Sad to say not many people came. But ohwells. Hidayah's fried rice was delicious! Mdm Yeo was nice luh, she ordered pizza for us(:

Went home straight after painting class, reached home, went online, bathed and everything then my dad fetched me to Tampines Mall for drum lesson. Wheeee I love this week lesson. Was fucking hilarious luh. The group didnt play properly as a group so Mr Luke wanted us to play one by one. When the St Hilda Sec girl was playing I said :' cher, can dont play one by one not? people shy one leh..' Then the class laughed their asses off =B Dont know why but I seem to be able to coordinate my limbs well yesterday=) After lesson went to meet up with Ms Mulaowu and shes late for like 30mins. But nah, its alright. Sorry Xinyi honey:( Sorry for not meeting you up yesterday. So sorry, will make up to you kkay:D Jas and I went to eat icecream again but this time its at Gelare. Ha. Saw Jacq and her friend too. Then piggobud and I went to walk around TM and CS took neoprint, went misscha and all. All those stupid poses in the neoprints. Heee=) I HEREBY ANNOUNCE THAT I LOVE MY PIGGOBUD x))


[Sunday]
Relatives came over my house this afternoon. Ha, Ah Boy korkor still looks the same to me. Cabbed to Thomson Plaza to meet my aunt then went to her house. YAY! I BOUGHT SIMS 2 : OPEN FOR BUSINESS ALREADY! Damned, i must be the world's happiest girl today:b Bought all my magazines too=D Ha. Caught two movies today, cool right? Nanny Mcphee and Big M0mma House 2. Quite nice luh(: OHOH, I bought Ashlee Simpson's new album too:) Not going home tonight, guess I'd be staying in Jolene's house tonight. Hee x)

Reached home today morning at around 10.20am, did all neccesary things then rush back to school. Reached school, then went up to class. Everyone was already there getting ready to paint. Took out my roller and started painting the walls. Paint paint paint paint paint and more paintings.

While I was painting the upper part of the front wall, Shybree had to come and paint light blue paint on my right foot. I took the roller and chased him around attempting to paint him and I succeeded in the end(= Zuhdi had to come and disturb me too, so i chased him around the 3rd and 4th floors. Lol. Childish I know, but i couldnt care less cause i was having fun. At least I was happy, so yeah WHO CARES. Who knows that painting could be so much fun. Hahahaha((: Paint till my right hand hurt. Lol. I wanna paint again! Yay!


After painting, we, as in Ruo Ning, Yi Ning, Zuhdi, Shybree, Dzul, Khaizal, Farzira and I headed to Bedok. Ruo ning decided to alight at Tanah Merah, so we went to Bedok without her. Yi Ning alighted earlier than us so we went to Bedok without them. When we're reaching Bedok, Ruo ning messaged me and asked if we were still going to mac and so i said yes. Yep. Saw Sabrina and Shirley there too. Princess mac got lots of people, so we went to the other mac. Kzal and Farzira went home i think. We met Sheng Xiang and Hasif there. Yep. When i was buying food, i saw Dennis! Lol. I didnt know he work there.. I scarfed down my food cause I was rushing. Funny. Then Ruo Ning and I went off first. Yep cause I was rushing. Ha.

Reached home, bathe and everything then I waited for my father to come fetch me to Tampines' Yamaha. Boo. Im struggling cause Im slow. Other people can coordinate but I cant. Im a slow learner luh, no choice but its just the fact. Oh wells.. After my lesson I saw Clara outside the studio. Lol. She looked different. We chatted for awhile before I go to Bugis to meet Xin yi. Met up with Xin yi then we go shop around.. Bought my red Zinc bag already! Yay!!(; But now currently no stock so I pay deposit first. Yep can collect my bag on the 16th of March! I CANT WAIT. Ha. We went to took neoprints too, ahhh it was so fun and cool! Lol. After taking neoprints we walked around and saw Han ying and Qian ying. Chatted, then we 4 went to take neoprints again! Hahas((: Bid Goodbye to them then Xin yi and I went back to Tampines. Went to Popular to buy my art stuffs then we went home.


Yay I think Im going to meet up piggobud and the rest next week. Cant wait(: Andandand school ends next week! Hurhurhurs(: Counting down. I want to watch Big Momma House 2 and Date Movie. All the funny shows(=


Oh and I havent got my Sims 2 : Open for Business ): Must wait till next week. Boohoo. Im bored, Ive got no games to play. Booooo.



Okay I think I want to go bathe again then go sleep already. Very tired. I havent had my dinner yet, Im so hungry ))x



And I still demand for a box full of Tom&Jerry Disc. Any kind soul want to donate them or buy them for me? Lol. Nah, kidding(:

I thought i could pass my chinese, but since teacher didnt mention my name.. forget it then. I want to take O Level Chinese Language next May, but my chinese so lousy and i cant read chinese words. How? What to do? Disgrace to the chinese only. hais=(

Wilfred finally came to school today. Yay! Chemistry got partner to sit with me already. Haha(=

Chemistry test was okay luh. Think can pass.

Honestly, I dont understand what Mdm Yeo is talking about during P.O.A class. Confusing.

I hate myself for not being able to absorb things fast.
I hate myself for being a slow learner.
I hate myself for scoring really lousy scores for all my tests.
I hate myself for not improving Chinese.
I hate myself for being so forgetful.
I hate myself for being noisy in class.
I hate myself for all the promises that i did not kept.


After school, went to Bedok with Bernice and Vany. Bernice went home, Vany and I went to Bedok mac to eat. Hurhurs. I didnt eat much.. no money. Then went home, bathe, sleep then Dad fetched me to Aunt's house. Yep. Went to Novena Square to some Japanese Restaurant to eat, the food was okay luh. Damn expensive luh. $299 altogether.. Waste money only.

Think I'm gonna get the new Sims 2 game tomorrow. Yay!((: Bought 'Big Momma House' VCD just now. I want to watch Big Momma House 2!!

Gonna stay in my cousin's house tonight, go home in the morning and rush back to school tomorrow.

I've been typing all the starting word of the sentence with capital letters. Feels strange. Hahaha(:

Yay! Tomorrow's class painting day. Haha(: Alot people choose the colour blue, but they refuse to help the class paint. What only. Selfish people. Spare a thought of the class luh. Stupid asses. Even if the class has no class spirit or whatsoever, there will be a small group of people in the class that will help the class bond the class together and do all the things the rest of the selfish people refused to do to help the class. I'm not refering to anyone in my class, but well.. These are the facts what. There will always be a small group of people helping the class to be bonded. To be enthusiastic. To have class spirit. From what i see, i can already tell who are those people in my class. We're all going to spend 2 more years with each other all the way till sec 5, if by that time our class still doesnt have any class spirit, its gonna be a boo-boo.

Okay enough of all these already. Gonna go play Sims 2 soon((:

Whats so wrong with black coloured sports bra and whats up with the white ones.

its so stupid luh. i doubt theres white ones or rather beige ones! eeew. beige sports bra will be super fugly. Fugly is used to describe something that is extremely ugly f.y.i(= eeeee. stupid school rules. ban everything. wth.

i think i can pass chinese test(; hahahaha! and i passed my geography test. yes! i am so elated(:

One more week to school holidays. Yay. Im Lovin' it. Unfortunately, there wont be any march holidays for me cause there's Student Leader's Convention and well, remedial lessons. Ahhh! I want to stay at home and watch tom&jerry's VCD but i dont have them :( oh well.

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY EUGENE ANG!!(:

Chemistry Test postponed to tomorrow, hope that wilfred will come to school tomorrow. Get Well Soon Wilfred!(: We miss you! Hahaha(:

Okay gotta go meet Kzal to get back my Chemistry file already. toodles(=

first day of the month.

got loads of homework to do! eurghhhh, tomorrow got chem and chinese test. crap. like every other week, theres chinese test. boring ah.

after school, went to tamp with xinyi, qian ying and clement. lol. the convos we had was freaking hilarious luh. hahaa. how could A or maybe B or rather C go spread rumors about D? it was like so fucking fake cause we all know she wont do any shit like that. ohwells..

my new name is nehnehpoks. xinyi;s name will be kukubirds. hahha!

next friday last day of school already, so fast luh. hais. need to get 80 for the next P.O.A test so i can pull up my grades. must really started hard alr. after thinking, i found out that things are linked from one thing to the other. the starting is already linked to the ending and vice versa. sad. harsh reality.

i want to be someone who studies very hard and play hard at the same time. difficult ah. im stupid, i cant multi-task. lol. i always think that i want to study very hard, go home revise work and all, but when i reach home everything changes. nothing is accomplished. all i think is to play and play and play. hais..

first time in my life, someone told me that im a sexist. dots. vany, like since when luh. kukus. booo, im so not a sexist=( and vany refuses to tell me why she called me a sexist.

i demand for one box full of tom&jerry VCDs(=

okay, gotta go study and do homework already.

im not going to smile anymore.



last day of the month. ohwells..

p.s : i want a box full of tom&jerry VCDs for my birthday! anyone nice enough? lol.