`love me cause i love you.

Yesterday, we spent 3/4 of Chinese lesson laughing away. Got debating thing, about students joining CCA or something. I can't debate cause I can't speak good chinese. I cannot translate english to chinese or it'll sound funny. Haha. Our chinese teacher started writing some stuffs on the whiteboard and we were asked to copy it. Ruo Ning and I found that the words are too cursive, she ask me to ask teacher why today she write until so cursive or something, so I did.

Me : " Lao shi, wei se me ni de zhi ze me quan quan de? "
Cher, why are your words so cursive?

- Whole class burst into fits of laughter, and I realised that quan quan is not equal to cursive. -

Me : " OH! SORRY! Lao shi, wei she me ni de zhi ze me liao chao? "
OH! SORRY! Cher, why are you words so cursive?

Then, Ruo Ning tell me that liao chao means messy.

Me : " AIYA! Wei se me ni de zhi ze me cursive!?! "

- Whole class started laughing again -

I shall refrain from speaking chinese in chinese class. Whenever I speak chinese, people will laugh. Oh man.. Its not even funny!

I can't wait for Chocolate Day (: Happy happy ((:

I'm feeling tired. Packed all the chocolate thingy just now and it was so much fun! Hahaha. I think I'm still not getting enough sleep and I don't have the appetite to eat. Good bye for now.

I want to watch tonight's soccer match!

Ohoh, tomorrow's my cousin's, yu xian's and sheng xiang's birthday!

EHH PEOPLE, MY HANDPHONE GOT ABIT OF PROBLEM. SO IF YOU MESSAGE ME AND I DIDN'T REPLY, ITS NOT BECAUSE I DONT WANT TO. ITS BECAUSE THE PHONE SUCKS AND I CAN'T RECEIVE ANY MESSAGES. SO NEXT TIME, IF YOU WANT TO MESSAGE ME, DONT. JUST CALL ME. IM ONLY A RING AWAY (:


Love.

Please understand, this isn't just good bye.
This is I can't stand you.
I cry for this attention.
So search for an excuse for someone to believe you.


I want to cry. Nevermind.
Would you care if I really did?
Actually, I really did.

I might be a perfectionist at times, but I'm definitely not perfect, what I meant was no one is perfect. I need someone to listen to all my problems, complains, yadashit. Nevermind, I don't even know what I'm trying to say.

" You could be the one who listens to deepest inquistitions.. "

Love.

I just realise teachers do blog hop and read student's blog.

Ha. New semester, new term, new timetable and new seating arrangement. I hate it when I've been shifted from the front all the way to the back. I'd rather seat at the first two rows for every class, and that was what I've been doing. Ha. I find it easier to concentrate when I'm at the front. I prefer the old timetable, heh.

Speaking of school, I have not complete my holiday assignments. Argh!

Teachers say that our mid year results are bad. With everybody scoring a D7, E8 or F9, you'll have this feeling that scoring a D7 is perfectly normal. But its not! So when you fail that particular subject, you'll be like ' Ah, so what? Three-quarters of my classmates get the same marks too. ' Why not be like the one-quarter who passed the subject? Go do some reflection. Ha.

I don't know why I suddenly blog about all these, but it just hit me real hard when my form teacher talk about it in the first day. I'm going aim for A2 for every subject and work hard for it. Dang. Cannot afford to fail EndOfYear examinations.

Anyway, chocolate day is coming! I'm so excited. Heh. Just found out that the Proj-teens members get to the organizers' tag or something. People who are in logistic get to wear the organizers&logistic tag. Proj-teens are going to stay back from tomorrow onwards to Friday to pack all the stuffs for chocolate day! And we might be staying in the school on Saturday and Sunday. Yay! I can't wait. Its like a Proj-teens get together or something. Haha. PSL; Project Teens rocks! :) :) :) *grins*

Ahh, and I have to go back to the doc's tomorrow. Damn.

Oh yes, Ersian looks and acts like Patrick( Spongebob's friend ) Haha! Going to watch soccer later. Brazil! :))

And for the last time, I do NOT have a boyfriend and I don't intend to be involve in any BGR. HA. People who says that I have boyfriend, or insist that I have one ( not refering to anyone in particular, if you think I'm refering to you, then its you ), go eat your smelly gym socks and go swim in the green grass in our school field. HA.

Love.

Out with girl before PSL farewell. We caught Just My Luck and Cars. Heh. Bought my flats for the farewell party too. Anyway, I reached home at like 5+pm or 6pm. Bathed and everything, then dad drive me to Bedok Interchange to meet Clara. Clara's brother drive us to school, and we thought we were late. Hahaha! We J-walked, haha. They decorated the foyer and it was like so glam and all(: Saw the sec 2 girls, and then the sec 4s, everyone was looking great. Everybody was glam. I think there was like less than 15 sec 3 PSLs. Lots of sec threes didnt came. There's LOTS of photos.

Some of the photos :

Angela, QJ, Clara and Reuben

Unsucessful shot

QJ, Reuben and Clara

Adam was like telling Anthony, "These are all my babes" or something like that. Haha.

The girls without Adam. I don't know why my hands are in such a weird position.

Whats with Reuben's legs!? Clara and I.
The handbag looks so auntie-ish. Eeew, I hate carrying handbags. Unglam seh. Clara, Angela, Shiqi, Sze Man and I.

Clara, Reuben, Lincoln & Me. Proj-teens! (: Doesn't Lincoln looks cute? Haha!

The girls of Proj-teens ((:

Girlfriend and I(:

Russell, Xinyi and I(:

Hui wen and I(: I look retarded.

Jia Kai and I decided to take photos so we can show them to Bryan. Haha :)

Shot 1

Shot 2. I look fat. Eew. Haha.

QJ, Ryan and Clara

Clara, Aleem, QJ. I look, eeeyuck. Hahaha!

With Ruo ning and Clara.

Ruo ning, QJ, Amy, Clara and Reuben

Haha. Nothing to say about this photo.

The bus ride to Tamp inter.

I missed my last bus and I have to take cab home. Grr! The farewell was great. Ahh, Im so going to miss the sec 4s): Haha. There's still lots of photos coming up! Woo((((((:

Xin Yi's birthday today.

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY XIN YI!! :D

OMGOMGOMG, HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL IN 30 MINS((: Yay. Okay, gotta get started with my homework already.

I'm not looking forward to school reopening. Why can't holidays be like 3 months long? Boo. But I'm looking forward to tomorrow's PE lesson. Wooooo. Haha. Yay! I like P.E lessons even if that means running 10 rounds around the whole school. Heh :D

Love.

" You take your mid years annually. But the World Cup only happens once in 4 years. Talk about priority.. " - Jasmond.

Finally we 3 meet up after like what seems ages? Ahh, and I had so much fun(: Although Bernice and I are in the same school, and we get to see each other like everyday but we both have different commitments so we seldom go out together? On the other hand, Jasmine and I meet up like whenever we had chance? Haha. I love those girls.

We went to took neoprints at Heeren, with 2 different machines of course! Then we went to Paragon's Coffee Club. Eeeeee, just because those two are older than me by like 7 months or so, they thought they could bully me! They made me eat the mud pie cause Bernice can't finish it, and there was alot left and Jaspiggo was too full. And we had to cancel our Fruits Fondue order because we were all too full to eat anything else. Haha. All 3 of us kept laughing and laughing and I think the woman sitting beside us was feeling damn pissed off. She looked at us, stood up, and left. She's got the snobbish look on her face. Lol. There's two other men who kept laughing. Whenever we heard their laughter, we laughed along as well. Haha! The way I blog about this isn't really that funny, but it was freaking hilarious yesterday. The bill came, guess what? It was $47++.

After paying the bill, we went to toilet? Along the way, we took photos! Then we walked to fareast, and take neoprints again! Hahaha. Yeah, I left at 7.15pm cause I was suppose to reach Ang Mo Kio, Jubilee centre at 7.20pm. Those two continued shopping. I reached Jubilee Centree at like 7.40pm, then rushed up to the Cinema there where Shirlyn passed me the ticket. Oh great, I missed out so many parts of Just My Luck. I'm so going to watch that chick flick again. Yep. Went home at 9+pm. Bathed and everything, then watch soccer. Haha. Italy won Czech Republic! 2-1. I think?

Actually, was suppose to be at the beach yesterday with the 3S people. But it was cancelled. PSL camp was cancelled too.

Some stupid bastards was like playing Techno songs in the middle of the night at 1++am. Not only was the song not nice, it was awfully loud. They want the whole world of Bedok Reservoir to hear what their listening. Fuck. Can't they be more considerate? Its not like everyone of us are noctural like them. Stupid bastards.
Then, in the morning, as early as 7am, some stupid idiots are playing below my block? They were screaming and shouting away. Tsk. Boys will never grow up?

Okay, I'm going out to meet my aunt&cousins at 4+pm, then later, meeting Xin Yi at 7pm to go get things for farewell. Heh. I still haven't do any homework yet. Maybe if I don't blog so much, I would have time to do my homework. Heh.

I'll keep you my dirty little secret
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret
My dirty little secret(:

Love.

My fever went away on Sunday and came back on Monday.
Woke up at 12pm yesterday and lied on my bed till 1pm. Went back to bed at 3PM cause my head was pounding and I feel that my body temperature was rising. Slept from 3PM to 7.15PM, went to bathe till 7.30PM, ate porridge, barely 5 scoops.. Didn't have appetite to eat. Felt like puking. Then took 2 big tablets, and at 7.50pm, Im back in my bed.

Kept waking up in the middle of the night cause I can't sleep and my whole body was aching. LOL. The result of lying on the bed for too long. Heh. I'm feeling better already. But I still don't have appetite to eat.

And, I still haven't find anything to wear for farewell party..

I think Torres and Kaka are cute :)

Please understand, this isn't just goodbye.
This is I can't stand you.
This is where the world crash into the ocean.
It rises all around me, and now we're barely breathing.
A thousand faces we'll choose to ignore..

Love.

Down with flu, cough and slight fever. I feel as if my cheeks are burning and I can't sleep well at night. Find myself waking up in the middle of night looking for tissues so I can blow my nose. I feel as if I've got no energy to do anything. No energy to bathe, walk, talk.. blablashit.

Caught R.V with girl yesterday. After watching, cabbed down to my cousins' house for BBQ cause it's his birthday. The food was okay, but the cake was simply delicious. Haha :) Went to the playground with the rest of my cousins&friends. Sat on the swing and started swinging. Arghhhh, I miss sitting on the swing, swinging and enjoying the wind. It's so nice :) The playground sure brings back lots of memories. Actually, the whole of Bullion Park( name of the condo ) brings back lots of memories. *I have this funny feeling that Im floating on air. Its like after swimming for 3 hours, you come out of the pool and you'll have this strange feeling. * Childhood. Childhood. Okay, back to the birthday BBQ thingy. At around 9pm, we went up to my cousins' house. Vincent and I went to the living room to use the comp and watch soccer. Argentina VS Serbia&M. 6:0. Hah. Uhhuh. Then actually, I was suppose to go home, but both my parents slept early, and I didn't have the housekey with me, I went to sleep at Jolene's sleep over again.

My aunt brought us to this place to eat wanton noodles, then we were like somewhat opposite this kopitiam. Whenever there's a goal, the whole kopitiam will go 'GOAL'. It was damn freaking loud. Haha.

Oh, I didn't go for drum class today. Was sick&tired, and my aunt brought us to Takashimaya. I like Coffee Club's fruit fondue(:

I think I'm going home today. Yay! Like finally? After 2 days. I miss my bed :((( If my aunt or aunty Hazel fetch me home late again today, I think I don't even have to go home already. Cause my dad's overseas, my mom prolly sleeps early, my maid will definitely sleep early and my brother.. I don't know what. But I remembered that one time, I went home like real late, both my parents were sleeping, my brother was in the toilet, my maid was sleeping too.. I think? I rang the damned doorbell, and it wouldn't ring! So, aiming at my brother's window, I threw my slippers up, and it MISSED! Whatthehell. Luckily my maid heard me knocking onto the windows. So yeah.. I WANT TO GO HOME TONIGHT! When you're feeling feverish&sick, and the thought of you staying at other people's house just suck. I WANT TO GO HOME!

Please donate to qj's fund, so I can buy a drumset. Heh.

I want to kick soccer, I want to surf, I want to skate, I want to rollerblade, I want to kayak, I want to sandboard, I want to ski, I want to ice-skate, blablablah. I want to do alot of things.

Till now, I haven't find a thing suitable to wear for PSL farewell.


Love.

I got tagged by Jasmineny to do this, so here it goes..

Instructions:Name 20 people you can think of at the top of your head.Don't read the questions before you write and tag 5 people to do the survey.

1. Cad
2. Sylvia
3. Yuan Li
4. Jasmineny
5. Girlfriend #4
6. Hui wen[ wernie ]
7. Bryan
8. Zuhdee
9. Vany
10. Sin Lek
11. Markny
12. Ian
13. Elaine
14. Bernice
15. Ersian
16. William
17. Russell [ sec 4, my girlfriend :) ]
18. Shirley
19. Bestie
20. Sam

1. How did you meet #14?
We met in kingdergarten :)

2. What would you do if you had never met #1?Life would be boring :( Cad's the best :DD She makes me smile :)

3. What would you do if #20 and #9 dated?
I'll get the shock of my life! Damn, it will NEVER happen. LOL.

4. Would #6 & #17 make a good couple?Nah.
5. Describe #3.Someone who likes to eat? haha. Umm, Yuan Li's COOL.

6. Do you think #8 is attractive?
Um, he's ok. haha.

7. Tell me something about #7.
He's in USA :D

8. Do you know anything about #12's family?
No.

9.What is #8's favourite?
Soccer :) [ Ok, I'm right, he told me its soccer. wahahaha ]

10. What would you do if #11 confesses that he/she likes you?
I'll just laugh my ass off cause that will never happen :)

11. What language does #15 speak?
Poonani language? heh.

12. Who is #9 going out with?
#8, Zuhdi.

13. How old is #16 now?
19 this year, I think..

14. When was the last time you talked to #13?
Few days ago?

15. Who's #2's favourite singer?
Singer? Not sure. [ P.S: Sorry Syl! :D ]

16. Would you date #4?
If I'm a boy, YES OF COURSE :))

17. Would you date #7?
Yeah, wahahha :) He's my husbandddddd. wooo.

18. Is #15 single?
Yep.

19. What is #10's last name?
Lek?

20. Would you ever consider being in a relationship with #19?
Nope. He's my bestie :)

21. What schools did #3 go to?
Err.. I don't know!? She's currently in the same school as me.

22. Where does #6 live?
Pasir Ris!

23. What's your favourite thing about #5?
His braces! Woooooo :)

24. What do you think of #18?
Nonsensical, crappy, funny.

25. What do #4 & #19 have in common?
Nothing!?

26. What special qualities does #17 hold in your life?
He's my girlfriend, fellow PSL and he ROCKS :)


I tag whoever that reads my blog to do this :) Heh.

Germany VS Poland
1 : 0
GERMANY ROCKS MY SOCKS LA. LOL.

Tonight is England&Togo. Heh.
I support England :)

Ohwells, gotta go already. Love :)

SPAIN VS UKRAINE
4 : 0

Spain's player, Fernando Torres is CUTE/HOT :))

I wanted to upload his photo but unfortunately, blogger has gone mad.
Argh! But ohwell.

Tonight at 3am is Germany VS Poland.
Germany will win :)

My role has come to fade away, eroded by time and distance but my heart will always beat the PSL spirit... - William

"Finally, it is complete. The 3 colours that represent the transition of every peer support leader. White. Grey. Black. Upon the end of 2006 Primary 5 camp held at my secondary school, I realized that the very symbols accustomed to each support leader's evolution are these colours on their T-shirts.

White - bearing the colour of a new beginning of this leadership journey. The very basic and plain colour most should have. In the past, as I don this colour, I experienced something different. The kind of exposure I have never thought I would find by joining this leadership group. It represents my first encounter with my strength and weaknesses of being a leader. Often, I found myself fragile towards criticisms and I have no choice but to accept it.

Grey - bearing the colour of a buffer zone. The point of time when commitment was being questioned. For many, this colour is an exception because they have already chosen their path, to give their all for their newly-found family. But for me, I endured much questions that I, myself created. I find myself asking whether I was good enough to be part of this group. Kept wondering how I got this far and whether I could go on to live up to PSL. Kept searching for my place and role to play in order to not be branded as 'inactive' which I eventually overcome, knowing that every little thing I did for PSL would never be a waste, every single things counts, no matter how insignificant. This is also the time when a well-affirmed decision could transform one cocoon into a butterfly. Metamorphosis as one may call it.

Black - bearing the colour of professionalism. The peak of one's experience is being tested. This is the time where one finds himself realizing why he was part of this family and truly present himself to be the best he can give. For some, the joy of being a PSL was so memorable that he could not bring himself to ignore the good old times that he would do anything to contribute his services for the betterment of the group. For others, it may represent the colour of succession and farewell. But one thing remains unchanged as one puts on this colour, there will be no regrets for having completed this extraordinary journey one could ever get once in his lifetime.

And remember that PSL have given you much and when the time comes, you will have to make a choice whether to give back something for PSL. The choice is yours alone."


Okay, the above passage was extracted from William's blog. No words can describe how I felt when I read that passage.. Aww. Oh bytheway, I've got the permission from William to copy&paste the passage to my blog(:

Caught The Omen already. Not as scary as I thought it will be. Haha, but why that young boy never die! I don't like the ending.. Other people watch horror flicks, they scream&scream&scream. Girl and I watch horror flick, laugh&laugh&laugh until stomach pain. Hahaha.

Went to see doctor at Aljunied just now. Damn those skin infection or whatever it is. It isn't getting any better!! It's damn itchy luh.

Oh, I haven't do any holiday homework yet. I don't even know which subject have what homework? Shirley says there's Geography worksheet, but I can't find my worksheet! Crap.

Eh, I don't think I'm getting enough hours of sleep. I feel so tired and sleepy everyday. Oh yes, I forgot. I need 18hours of sleep a day ((:

I didn't watch yesterday's match. Brazil VS what huh? But I know they won :) YAY!
Korea VS Togo, KOREA WON :D Czech Republic VS USA, Czech R won right? LOL :))

You will be sorry when I'm gone..
Days when I still feel alive..

After the Elias Park Primary thing, the PSLs went to McDonalds to celebrate Michele's birthday :)

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY MICHELE!!

Left McDonald with Clara, Raihanah, Mei Yoke, Reuben, James and Samuel. Everyone except Reuben took MRT home. One by one, we alighted at different stops. Ha.

Anyway, Raihanah and I were talking about some girls that we dont like. The cmi-posers. Like, eeew? Damn.
I seriously abhor/detest/hate/dislike/loathe/can't stand (whatever english words use to describe 'hate' that can be found in the dictionary) those iilurbeeuu people. Mdm Yeo said : " With this type of lousy english, you can get to NO where " or something like this. Ok, this post is just some random post, and I ain't refering to anyone. But seriously, why add an extra letter to a word? For eg, you = euu. EEEWWWWWWW. MAJOR TURNOFF>=(


OH btw, I finally have ESPN or whatever it is. The sports channel. I HAVE IT ALREADY!! :) YAY. I can finally watch world cup :)) Soccer,soccer,soccer&soccer.

I feel that Im losing two of my best friends :(((

Best Friends.
What/who are they actually?
I really feel that I'm losing my best friend.

I've been feeling really emo lately.
Her grandma passed away, I feel like crying :( We were once so close. We were once the bestest of best friends. We were once.
And oh great, what happened to all my best friends? Oh, Im losing them one by one. Fuck lah.

Its always like this.
Maybe I should just ask Mark go with me..

Its always MY fault.

Love.

There was 2 Primary 5 day camps consecutively from Tuesday to Friday. The P5 kids were great! I took Haagen Daaz with Lincoln for the first camp. I never knew Lincoln was such a cool guy. He's great. Haha. Took Sakae Sushi for the second camp and Jeffrey was my partner! Woo. Together, we're Joga&Bonito. I'm Joga, his Bonito. Joga Bonito; play beautifully. Anyway, both Haagen Daaz (from the first camp) and Sakae Sushi (2nd camp) won "The most enthusiastic group " award :))

The confidence walk on Thursday night was cool! :]

Im dead tired right now. Unfortunately, 12 hours of sleep wasn't enough. Pahang&P5 camp drained out most of my energy. Ha. OH, and I didn't watch yesterday's match but thanks to girl, I got to know the scores :)

Germany VS Costa Rica, 4 : 2
Ecuador VS Poland, 2:0

GERMANY WON!
HAHA, I KNEW IT :D

I'm supporting BRAZIL, ENGLAND AND ITALY too. Weee.

English is POOR POOR
American is VERY GOOD.

Haha.. The Cowboy guy. Cool. I can still picture Annop doing that. LOL.

Those stupid damned marks caused by the infections. Eeew. Uglyugly. I can't wear skirts now. Andandand its still itchy.

Okay, I just found out that it's Jeffrey a.k.a Bonito's birthday today.
HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY JEFFREY!!
Exactly 3 more months to my birthday :)))

Love.

After window-shopping with Cadence yesterday, we went to Tampines Mall. We didn't buy anything, cause there wasn't anything nice that caught our eyes. Its like, whenever I've got the money to buy things, there aren't many things I can buy, so, I ended up not buying anything. Or maybe, I was just too fussy. Ha.

After Cad went home, I went to find bestie :]
Told him I wanted to watch BenchWarmers. He ask me to go LongJohnSilver to find them. Intheend, bestie said he can't watch the movie. So yeah, we ( Annop, Richard, Hyder and I ) watch the movie without bestie :(
The show was amusing, hilarious and entertaining. Haha. Was laughing like through out the whole show? Haha.


My skin infection isn't getting any better. Dang, it's super itchy luh.

Ohwell, it seems like I can't think of anything to blog about.

Going out with Jaspiggo tomorrow :)) Yay. Been a while since I last saw her. Haha :DD
We're going to watch She's the Man.

Okay. Within a week, I've watch like around 3-4 movies already?
Last Sunday, I watched X-Men 3.
On Tuesday, caught X-Men 3 again.
Yesterday was Benchwarmers.
Tomorrow will be She's The Man.
Monday, I'm going to watch The Nun.

And in the days to come.. Cars, The Omen, Scary Movie 4 and R.V. Haha, there's just so many shows to watch :))

Okay, I think I'm going to be broke real soon. Haha.

Love.

/edited

I'm feeling so emo after reading what he wrote/type, whatever it is.
An end to something which never happened? Ha.
Shall blog again later. Tata, love.

/editededited (:

SUPPORT BRASIL FOR WORLD CUP [: I LIKE BRASIL. Doesn't this shirt looks so beautiful? Ha. Thanks Zuhdi :) This is one sexaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay shirt. Hah. I want a Brasil shirt too! Dang. :DDD Is it Brasil or Brazil?

I've got so many things to blog about, but on the other hand, I don't think Im going to blog about it. I'll just write it all down in my diary? Ha. Been 15784210 years since I last wrote in my diary. I think my diary is torn&tattered, covered with cobwebs and dust. Oh well..

I need to let everything out of me, or I'll just explode and die. Which, of course, will never happen.. Ha.

Love.