`love me cause i love you.

How I wish that..
I havent gone out with G and went out with M instead
L was there
X was still nice to me like he was before
X was still here
B comes back soon
able to meet up with P soon
able to meet up with J soon


I hated you for not being there :(

I long for the past..

I felt like crying in the cinema yesterday but I didn't. Life's a *****. Just thinking about the past..

When am I going to get my new sticks?

Did I mention that I like trigo?

I'm waiting for V to come online.

I'm glad I didn't choose F&N as one of the alternatives subjects. Phew. Stayed back with V to do her project and she started doing from like 1pm to 4pm.

A, finally have a phone.
After eating lunch with V at Bedok's Mac, met up with Lina, Sabri and Annop. We took the same bus home together. Ha.
Annop was trying to act emo -_-

Okay, V ain't coming online anymore. She just smsed me to say that she's tired so she won't be coming anymore. Grr. Its okay I guess, cause I'm meeting her tomorrow :)

So, I've gotten my new spectacles. And its green :) I've got a green watch, green spectacles, green file, green ___ & ___ and green ticks on my Nike shoes. I still prefer purple though (:

LIVERPOOL F.C. Woohoo!

Badges found from Ali Baabaa's bag. Funny logos. They all have the same logo, except for different colour and different meanings for different things. But the shape kinda remains the same.

I've yet to get started with Chemistry Project. Just hoping that they will do the same too :(

I missed B & P.

T is the fluffly white sheep, Q is the boss.

V have a crush on ....

A million times I've asked you..

I seriously had some other things in mind. Whats with the sudden change of attitude? You should know very well by now that I'm referring to you. I would really like to know what happened and why are you being so @#@%!^.
Thanks for all the lies that you told. Thanks for the wonderful memories.
Tears dont fall for no reason.

I think Shybree have a crush on my bag. He have been touching my bag since the very first day that I brought it to school. Shybree is Baa Baa and Baa Baa is black sheep. Ah, and I remembered. He like to smell my bag too. And his reason for smelling it? My bag smells like the baby powder thing o.O

So, it've been a really long time since I've a nice chat with Eugene. Okay, I really miss that dude. Heh.

Ahh, I've got so much to say. But I think I'm going off already. So long! Love.

I have so much to tell you. But you don't even bother to talk/listen to me.
I guess, to you, nothing matters at all. I never had a better friend than you. There are no words left to speak(contradicting, but true)

Maybe someday I will see you again.
And you'll look me in my eyes and call me your friend.

I hate being sick.
I hate stomach cramps.

It doesn't matters if you don't read this blog anymore. I just want to know, am I still your good friend?

Got this from Hasif. Haha! I find it funny(:

Tele-match on National Day Celebrations wasn't that bad after all. Shirley, Alessia and I "ran" on chairs. After Proj-teens meeting, Clara, Xinyi, Reuben, Lincoln and I went to TM for lunch. Wanted to eat in Pizza Hut at first but there was just too many people. Every where was crowded. In the end, we ate in LJS.

Caught Tokyo Drift with Kai and Jack on National Day. I like all the cars there (: Heh. I like the drifting part too. Haha. Tokyo Drift kind of reminds me of the movie, Cars. Oh! And I saw Dino walking around aimlessly. Haha. Pops was suppose to bring me out to make my new spectacles but he didn't. So, I'm still stuck with the old ones :(

Went out with Germaine and Felix on Thursday and watched 'My Super Ex-Girlfriend'. Then, I went to meet Vany and we watched 'Click'. The 'Holy' Nito was supposed to come but for some reasons, he didnt. Haha. 'Click' was hiliarious (; Kate Beckinsale is hot. And, the Dog humped (screwed) the duck. Poor ducky! Haha! The people in the cinema laughed and clapped their hands -_- After the movie, we walked around and went to buy candies. Oh! And I showed Vany the cute guy. Haha :)

Friday came, and it was time for us to go back to school. Wouldn't it be better if our National Day holiday was on Friday too? Even though I flunked Maths badly and need just 1.5marks to pass Chemistry, I wasn't really upset.

I don't know what Shirley was trying to do. Vany looks like a model. Haha!

I had so much fun yesterday night. Planetshakers concert. Whoa. Almost everybody was jumping up and down. The concert was great. I want to go again(: Okay, not going to blog about the concert, too lazy to do so. But still, I had fun :D
I really want to worship you..
Saw Wilfred and Ruo Ning's cousin. " There must be some brokeback mountain thing going on. " Haha!
After the concert, Vany, Shir, Reg, Han Ying, Clement, Boon Hong, Wilbur, Kenny, Chester and I went to eat at Bedok Interchange's hawer centre.

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY GERMAINE! (:

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY KENNY! (:

Down with flu. I feel sleepy. I hate stomach cramps.

My parents just brought me out for dinner. Again, my father doubt my ability to eat. He was shocked to see the amount of food on my plate. Haha! It wasn't really alot, but still, more than what I've ate in the past.. And, I've finally bought my chinese text book and handbook. Finally.

Honestly, I cannot think of anything to put in my friendster's profile. Whatever. I don't give a hoot about that.

Mama, when I was back in London, I used to...

I'm left half-blind cause of my spectacles. The lense came out of the frame and whenever I fit the lense into the frame, the darn thing keeps dropping out. As a result, I can only see with my left eye. Without spects, I can't see anything on the whiteboard. Hah.

Okay, anyway, I think the cashier of Times bookshop is cute. Haha(:

Everybody always say, if you cry, you'll feel better. But how come I don't? Three years ago, it was like that. Every now and then, it's also like that.

Stop pretending to be my friend when you're actually not. Are you happy now that you've make me sad? What the fuck is your problem? Sometimes, I really can't stand you. Irritating, if thats what you want to call me, then let it be.

Many a times, I contradict myself.

It's okay to be angry and never let go.
It only gets harder the more that you know.
When you get lonely if no one's around.
You know that I'll catch you when you're falling down.
We came together but you left alone.
And I know how it feels to walk out on your own.
Maybe someday I will see you again.
And you'll look me in my eyes and call me your friend.

I really wish I can turn back time. Maybe if that thing didn't happen you'll still remain as my good friend.

I hate you, I really do.

Currently blogging at Vany's house. Leaving soon cause she's going to her aunt's house. While walking to the bus stop to meet Shir, one of my drum stick drop out of my bag. So I walked back, hoping that I'd be able to retrive it but my hopes of being able to find the drum stick got crushed. I can't find it anywhere. I don't know where I drop it at either. Beloved sticks :(
2 - 1 = 1.
How to hit the drums with only one drum stick. Sheesh.

Me : " 1 of my drum stick dropped. Bloody hell. "
Shir : " Then pick it up la. Haha. "

-_-"

Okay, we're playing cluedo. Tata.

3rd August 2003 was the death of a beloved one. That date brings back alot of memories. Its as if yesterday, grandnana was still here, but today, she's gone.
You are never coming home.

So ya, fast-forward to today :)
I don't know why but I feel happy today :) Heh. Lunched with Reg, Shir, Sab and Vany at Siglap's Pizza Hut. We ordered alot of food but managed to finish them all. Hee(:

Vany and I took bus 40 to Bedok Interchange while Sab, Shir and Reg took bus back to school. Oh, and I saw Manfred outside Siglap Centre's McDonalds. I almost couldn't regconise him. If he didn't come up to me and say hello, I wouldn't have know who he is. LOL. Anyway, he looked different.

Accompanied Vany to the 7/11 stall to get some candies(You know, the roundish-squarish gums thats like a gummy bear's stomach) I'll take you to the candy shop. Haha! Then we sat down at the bench thingy and waited for bus 40. Vany is sick. She squeeze those dumb gums before eating them. She said it was fun squashing those gums and asked me to try it too, so I did. Eeeeew. I don't know for what reason, but we were both laughing our asses off, both on and off the bus. Haha! My stomach hurts from all the laughing.

:D :D :D Heehee, I'm feeling happy (:
I can hardly wait for next week :D

This isn't just goodbye.
This is I can't stand you.