`love me cause i love you.

ZATHURA IS SUCH A NICE SHOW! must watch alright? lol.

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY DARLING BIRD-CADENCE!!=D

i think ive got writer's block. lol. just now i had so much in mind, so much to blog about. but once im facing the computer, i forgot everything. every single thing that i wanted to blog about. ohwell. its alright.

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY SHUEN YEW, MY COUSIN!

i watched harry potter G-O-F already! its nice lah. but the book was better..haha=) watched the 1130pm show yesterday night. it ended at 2.05am i think? lol. WHY CEDRIC DIE!? WHYYYYY?!!? CEDRIC IS HOT. im in love with that name; and that boy who acted as cedric diggory. crap. lol

my new house is nice lah, but still prefer the old house ): hais. but leaving and thinking about that house alone can make me cry:'(

we celebrated sheun's bdae today although his bdae is tomorrow. haha.

bought lots of magazines today! lol. from tigerbeat to girlfriend to teenage to cleo. LOL. magazine-obsessed. i think im mad >=) lol. wasted quite alot of money too. hahas.

nothing much to blog. ciao~

[ that place alone can make me cry.. ]

moved house already. so sad! =( i was almost preparing to cry. haha. the new house is big, dirty and messy. lol, its okay lah. but i dont really want to move. i miss my old house!! =( boo. its so troublesome and all. have to move and pack my stuffs, wash and clean my new room, wipe da windows..blablabla. hais. feeling really sad about it.

but nevertheless, look on the bright side. the new house is BIG and COOL. [ but my old house was better, and i mean BETTER ] =)

went to have dinner outside cause my new house got no gas currently. have to wait till either monday or tuesday. means have to dine out quite alot. troublesome la. after eating, dad fetch us to our old house there den me and dad (leaving bro in the car )(mom and maid cleaning new house) went up to our old HDB unit to take some stuffs. the stuffs we forgot to take. lol. den went down, to the letterbox there to see if there's any letters. yeap. after taking the letter, i turned back and walk towards the car. guess who i saw? CHRISTOPER! LOL. we were both like so shock and all. eye to eye contact. malu sia. maluation. tsktsk. we're kindergarten friends. yep. good friends i think? hmm.

shuen yew's birthday on monday. gonna go celebrate tomorrow! haha. all the cousins are gonna be there i think. hmm. think im gonna watch HP G-O-F on either tomorrow on monday.

seriously, i dont know what the fck im blogging about. my usage of English just suck. some one, teach me English! lol=) ciao~

[ its all about.. ]

HARRY POTTER : GLOBET OF FIRE IS OUT ALREADY!
hahas. cant wait to watch that show. im excited! woohoo~

PSL camp was fun la. left at 5++pm on the third day cause ive got something on. heard from anavil that our group got 2nd?! wheee~ group 4 ROCKS. group 4 : shamsydar, xinyi, anavil, munirah, raihanah, yuxian, jeffrey and james [stewart]. ALL the COOL people. when facilitating, people like jeffrey and james will go :" if you're cool, you wont ask me stupid questions like ' why is the pail red and not other colour?'." lol. funny people. they ALL got ice cream to eat. i dont. quite sad lah.

Martin Tan's leadership workshop was terribly great! he divided us into 4 groups. and my group is the only all-seniors group without any sec 1s. cool sia. we call ourselves the Red Dot. The Japanese, he says.

moving house tomorrow already. so sad lah. i dont want to move lor. *cries* boohoo. last night im staying here. the last night. the VERY VERY LAST night. sad. all my childhood memories. all gone just like that. i dont want to say Good Bye to this place, this house.. and all. gonna take pictures of all the rooms tomorrow with my d.cam. hah. moving to a new place where i dont know anyone there. i will miss all the friendly neighbours from 2nd floor all the way till 12th floor. the ones who ive gone to pre-school with. sad sad sad=(

but oh wells, its okay i think.
i got into 3S next year.
elect geog+art.

hahas.
i miss working at the expo with yang ah meh and my cousin. giving out flyers and all.
lol. its so damn cool ohkay? only your legs will get tired and all cause you have to stand for very long hours.

sometimes i really wonder. why do i get in to PSL?
i cant really facilitate.
my facilitating skills suck, really.

sometimes i really wonder...

how am i gonna spent my remaining $220 of $280? guess im going to save it up! hahas=)

its 0000 hours now. 12am to be precise. cool!!

someday, someone will do something that will change the world,why not you?

[ i wonder and i wonder.. ]

proj-teens meeting at tampines interchange there de KFC at 1. after meeting, clara, xinyi and i went to century square to take neoprints! i didnt know there's a neoprint shop there until today.. LOL. all the neoprints that we took are soooo nice! yep. xinyi and i went to watch sky high ( i watched it twice! ) coz clara cant go.. hehheh. after movie we went to eat. haah=)

saw khairul in bus again! lol.

reached home, ate [again]. i only ate 4 spoonful of rice. LOL. then, went to see my new house. damn. its so warm there, but its nice and cool lah. overall i prefer my current house. been living here for like 9 - 10 years already lo :( but..ohwells.

i cant wait for the next year's leadership competition that is planned and organised by PSL; Proj-teens! yaay! we might go on TV! andandand we might get to stay in chalets~ hurhur(: im excited already. wheeepie!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANTHONY! =D

cant wait for christmas to come. sheesh.

[ stupid conflicts between each and everyone of us.. ]

yay! ive finally gotten my hair cut.. hohoho=)

i still wanna go to jurong to ride karts and race them around
i want that wangzibianqingwa book and sound track VCD
i want apple ipod mini/nano/creative zen neeon
i want a new handphone
i want my own laptop/comp
i want new wallet coz mine is lost
i want to eat loads of food though i know that i will get FAT
i want to read lots of storybooks/comics/magazines
i know that im a book worm but i dont care
i think that im a nerd [its soooo true]
i want that belt
i want that shirt
i dont want to transfer school
i want to sleep my life away

and yes this list will go on and on and on. forever without stopping.

i want this i want that. i know i cant have so many things in life. but.. hais. who cares anyway. they are only ' wants ' and not ' needs '. will be wasting my money away but i dont care. haha.
i LOVE eating Meiji's youghurt with nata de coco/ strawberry. its so nice~

haha. PSL camp is on 15-17th nov. and im moving house exactly two weeks later. darn. i hate it. i refuse to move on and i dont wanna move to the new house. i dont think i will be able to attend the PSL camp.. sad. but whatever, i dont care about anything anymore.

hohoho=) cousins and i + jolene+vincent made up and change the lyrics of Westlife, 'My Love', hahaha. stupid. lyrics about some chicken wings we ate yesterday in the hawker centre.
for Eg like the actual lyrics is :'So I say a little prayer. And hope my dreams will take me there', we changed it to :' So I say a little prayer coz it's such a sin to eat chickens like you'. doesnt makes any sense. fucking retard. LOL=)

hohoho(: christmas is coming! wheeeepie x)) i LOVE CHRISTMAS.

OH ANYWAY, HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY REGINA! GOOD LUCK IN EVERYTHING YOU DO=D

tomorrow have PSL Proj-teens meeting at 1 at Tampines Interchange there the KFC. be there, peeps ( i mean the Proj-teens memebers.. )

[ hope my dreams will take me there.. ]

Temasek Open House today.

haha. its like so fun lah. showing the parents around and all. hoho. after lunch time ruo ning, huiwen, hui hoon, xin yi, alain, jackson and i went to the Den to slack awhile, then we started throwing the volleyball and the big yellow pillow around.. lol. after that, we throw 1 BIG blue ball around, followed by 2 den 3. lol. so hilarious. haha. scream and laugh until no voice. lol=D

then at around 2pm, we went for duty again. lol. giving the parents tour around the whole school. and believe me, i had such a hard time communicating with them cause they cant hear what i say due to the loss of voice. hurhur(: den i went to 01-06 too see the other PSLs conduct the leadership workshop. hahas. so cool ah, they made balloon sculptures=) after everyone left, people like adam and abishek started jumping on to the balloon sculptures trying to burst them. evil people. tsk. ha ha. then i tell them i might be transfering to bedok north. nice people like xin yi and alain say what :" lets all write a petition and sign!!". haha. funny ah. xin yi also volunteered to call my dad. haha. sweeeeet=) after that, we went up to the Den again.

lol. remember us playing balls? we called ourselves, The Ballz. stupid right? lol. the second time, there's adam, nuriman, reuben, alain, abishek, xinyi, james and i. woah. its like the boys damn rough la. lol. uhhuh.

after everything i went took cab with reuben to pasir ris cause he is going there too. went to meet my cousins outside escape theme park [ they are already inside. ] lol. ive finally went into the haunted house! lol. genting's haunted house is alot scarier. haha. i STOMP AND JUMP on the bridge of the haunted house. lol. when we're going home that time, my cousin and i went to seat the flipper, revolution and viking, THRICE. lol. thrice for the viking only la. haha. saw two temasekians, but whatever la. lol. went to have dinner at 7+pm, 8+pm.

nick you are such a bitch. i just asked you why you sign in and out so many times, den you buay song me. and say :" why you care so much? you buay song then delete me off your contact la". OKAY LOR. since you want me to delete you, ive already done that. arent i nice? (: hurhur. kidding. whatever. fuckoff.

im soooo happy today. have SO much fun=)

[ an empty stick with empty bones.. ]

sky high is in cinemas now!
hohoho=) its so nice and funny. haha.

tomorrow's Temasek Open House and im involved! yaay. sounds fun? ohwell. have to be in school by 8am tomorrow. darn. i WANT my sleep! =x
loads of nice shows coming up ahead, wouldnt wanna miss them(: hah.

petty boys like you. hah. seriously, i dont know why you acted like a bitch. i just say i rather go out with him than you, and you flared up. ouh please?! you said i didnt wanted to talk to you. ugh. please la, you're the one who slammed the phone. not me. please get your fucking facts right. thankyou(:

ohwell im off to watch tv~ hohoho=) i cant wait for christmas to come.

[ reaching for the love that seems so far.. ]

i spent around 5-10 seconds of my life in the afternoon observing the clouds. they are so cool and nice.

i wanna go to a park, lie on the grass and stare at the sky looking at the clouds. if only someone else was there with me.

i wanna go to SANS bookstore or any other bookstores, sit there and read all the comics and books that im intrested in. hohoho x))

i think im mad.
but who cares? hurhur (:

i wanna thanks Sam a.k.a Mo Jo Jo Jo for knocking some sense into my head yesterday. lol. gawdddd. thanks Mo Jo!

today have been a nice day. was laughing so much until i cant laugh anymore. hahas. stupid brother of mine.. =D haha! yaaay! i've already finish watching the 'Wang Zi Bian Qing Wa' idol series already.. the ending damn funny! : D

Potter and i was chatting in MSN and so i decided to ask him why his msn nick is _JaMie___ -blablablah-, instead of __JaMes___-blablabla-. lol. he said his favourite name is Jamie and there's a looong story to it. hahas. -__-''. none of my business anyway. ahh. my favourite name is Cedric! hahas=D andandand, Potter sounds alot nicer then James. lol=D

YAY. im going out with CAD-bird tomorrow! cant wait. hurhur. we will go and eat Ben&Jerry's ice cream ohkay? :D hehheh. im happy=D no more sad/angry post for the time being! haha.

i want to eat ice-cream.
i want to eat satay.
i want to eat ice-kachang.
i want to eat many other food! (=

BTW, HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY NICK!=D

when will the nightmares ever end?
living in my lala-land=))

[ dont feel sorry for me.. ]