`love me cause i love you.

While waiting for Mingzhi to come, I went to Times bookshop after my lesson yesterday. I saw this really cool book luh. Dummy's guide to Dreams interpretion, or something like that. Haha! Met up with Mingzhi then we went to parkway parade (cause of some stupid things) to have sakae sushi! Haven't had Japanese food for such a long time already. Damn, I was craving for Japanese food luh! Haha. We were really hungry at that time, which is like around 8.35pm, that we ate alot! The bill came and it was $51++. Then we went to the pet shop and there's like lots of cute animals there! I want pet squirrels! Its so cute!! Aww. After that, we went home. Ha. Mingzhi's the best brother anyone could ever have :)

Reached home at around 10.38pm. Bathed and everything then I went to sleep. Was really tired you see? Ohwell, who cares? Im like tired everyday. Haha.

You caused me to think that you're insecure.

I woke up from a terrible dream only to find myself crying in my sleep. Haha, I think I cried cause my eyes have tears in them. Eh? No. My eyes are wet. Lol. Been having strange, weird dreams nowadays. Strange until it causes me not wanting to go to sleep every night. What ever happened to all my sweet dreams!? Crap.

Death:
To dream about the death of a loved one, suggests that you are lacking a certain aspect or quality that the loved one embodies. Ask yourself what makes this person special or what do you like about him. It is that very quality that you are lacking in your own relationship or circumstances. Alternatively, it indicates that whatever that person represents has no part in your own life.

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY XIANG LE!! :D

Ohwell. Im going off to study for MYEs already. Must mug like crazy(; Must aim for the top. OHOH, BRYAN JUST CAME ONLINE(; LOL. Okay, back to the books for now. Toodles :D

I dreamt that I would still be at home at 7am this morning, yesterday night.
And my dream really did came true.



Anyway, I'll explain about it the next time.
Needa go offline and catch some sleep now(:

Its 12.00AM now!

Went back to school today cause I felt much more better and besides I only have 1 day of MC. I only got 3/10 for Chemistry quiz. Bloody hell, I could have done better than that! All the stupid careless mistakes. Darn. Okay, now I understand Covalent bonding and Ionic bonding already(= Suddenly, I felt so lost in chemistry class just because I've missed one day worth of lesson.

Went to POA class feeling a lil bit confused and lost cause Mdm Yeo said Miss Soh said someone stole her chocolates that she had put in her class.. wonder why she said that? 3A said we were the culprits. Are you guys really sure?

I want to cry ='( I lost my art project. Bloodyfuckinghell. I had to rush down to a makeup chemistry lesson directly after P.O.A and I have forgotten to take my artpiece along with me :( When I went back to class, I couldnt find my project. Boo :'( Im going to get a freaking HUGE F9 / zero in my report slip. Gawdamned. Ohwells.

Didnt take SS Retest today. Actually Miss Soh say can dont take. LOL. But I want to pass SS ah(= She said tell her again on next tuesday. Hee.

All of a sudden, I like listening to Christian songs. Haha, I dont know why? Hmm.
MYEs are starting on next tuesday. Damn, Im so nervous. Crap.

Ha, people, Im not with Wilfred luh. He's just my one of my another goodfriend(: And he's like one of our girlfriends in the 3Synergy "cool" clique(: Which, of course, only consists of cool people and not those jackasses :D So yeah.. and no, Im certainly not with Sin Lek. Gawd. Why does everyone thinks that I like Sin Lek? People like Shybree and Dzul. NO la. First Annop, then Wilfred, then Sin Lek, so whats next? Im really amused by you people. Ha, I really am. Cant a girl have some good guy friends? Damned. Then now I go to school with Dzul everyday, that makes him my stead? Funny ah, people. LAUGH. Nonsensical shit. Im really really really tired of all these shit la. Think what you want lor. Cause I dont really care you see =D Its your mouth, also not mine :D GRRRRRRR. Hear me roar, and Im going to bite someone! So, Wilfred, go ahead and sue me! >:D

Damned, luckily there's the "recover post" thing, without that, I wont be able to publish this stupid post. GRR.

Thanks Syl for all the nice songs(: Thanks to Germaine, Shenna and Wilfred also :) Thanks for all the niecnicenice songs :)

-Okay, I've deleted that part. Peace to the world, Peace to you(: Peace. IF you're such a kaypo and you really want to read about it, go http://www.zuhdihas-sexyshoes.blogspot.com/ (: -

Oh, my brother's friend lent me the book already! Interview with the vampire. I cant wait to read it, eh, corrections. Im already reading it=)

Darn, MSN MESSENGER is lagging like shit.

The whole world needs to get their fucking facts right.

Do you even care?
Just go away.


I want to talk to Sister J =(



I hate you.

Wednesday
Met up with Jaspiggo yesterday and went to Parkway parade. The taxi driver who drove us there kept on crapping with us. Haha, went to MPH and walk around, then we went to eat ice-cream. Guess who I saw? Alyssa and her friend! Been so long since I saw Alyssa. The last time I saw her was at MBS on Teachers' day. Yeah. After eating, we went to this super cool VCD shop and browse at the discs. I WANT TO WATCH ALOT OF SHOWS! There's The Outsiders DVD luh, Im going to buy it someday. Haha. I want to watch Van Helsing, Interview with a vampire, The Outsiders (again), Phantom of the Opera and many others. Ha. After that, we went to try out on some spectacles, quite nice luh (:
While we were walking to the bus stop to take bus 15, there's a sudden sharp piercing pain on the left side of stomach. Not stomach la, hmm.. Somewhere near the pelvis there? The pain was indescribable(or however you spell it)? Dang. Cannot walk also, damn painful luh :(

Reached home at around 7.30pm, told my parents that my stomach hurts like crazy and I've got terrible sorethroat. Mom asked me if I want to go to the doctor and I said yes. Ate dinner and went to docs. Like one week ago, I went to the docs too. Haha, I think he'd be surprise to see me again. Lol. Got MC. Ha.

My dad's mad. He doesnt allow me to take MC cause exams round the corner. Then how come my brother can take MC even if exams round the corner? Bloody unfair. Life's unfair, whatever. Too bad luh, the doc gave me MC. Ha.


Today, Thursday
Didnt go to school today. Woke up in the morning and my stomach still hurts. There's still sorethroat. Slept at 9.20pm yesterday, then I kept waking up only to find that it wasnt 6am yet. Ha. Cannot walk properly ah, like I walk one step, then my stomach hurts like shit. Walao. Today got chemistry lesson! I dont want to miss chemistry lesson :( I LOVE CHEM. Boo.

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY SIN LEK!! :D

Ohwell, Im going to go rest soon. My stomach still hurts =( love.

"people who are too weak to follow there own dreams will find a way to discourage yours".
"they say a picture is worth a thousand words but when I saw yours, I was speechless".

What has my tagboard turned into? Some place for people to spam on? Wth.

Why can't I just use the Hawthorne Heights blogskin without people saying anything about it? Nevermind. This blogskin quite nice too(: Be My Escape, haha. Song's by Relient K, blogskin by dontknowwho? Ha.

Hey Lincoln, what's stremess? Is it something that has got to do with looking down on people? Well in that case, no one said about looking down on anybody here what. I only mentioned that I want to go join NT class for chinese lesson. Maybe it does sounds a lil bit offensive la, but really. My chinese is really really lousy, I want to take CL(B). Nothing's wrong with it right?

And that Salva guy, so what if Ohio for lovers is so last decade? People like that song, cannot is it? Anthing wrong with liking that song? No right? Dongs, whatever lah.

All of a sudden, I feel like going to church. Ha.
Bryan's blog's song is very nice, some worship song I think. I miss Bryan :(

Yay! Meeting Sylvia and Dzul tomorrow morning, got lots of thing to tell Syl(:
Meeting JASninny after school! I MISS JASMINE ALOT :)
Good luck to all Malay students who have oral tomorrow.

Wheeee, we're going to Australia again! Man, Im falling in love with that place(: Prays that June will come faster :]

English and Chinese paper 1 tomorrow. Fuck. Mrs Ho didnt teach us how to write complain letter and I've totally forgotten how to write. I can't write Chinese compo either. ARGH.

FUCK.
FUCK.
FUCK.

I happen to know who Zy is. Whatever luh.

Can I take chinese(B) ? ARGHHH.

Chinese Oral really really really cannotmakeit already. LOL. Surprisingly, our chinese oral teacher is Chen Lao da! Mr Tan teck yong! Woooooooooooooooooooooots. I can read the passage! But it was damn difficult for me to answer his questions. LOL. I spoke in english somemore. Chen l.d even called me Qiu jie. hahaha! I miss Chen l.d being our chinese teacher. Booo :(

Alot homework for the weekend. Yay! :DD I think I'm mad.

3E vs 4S. Guess who won? 3E!! Wheee. Congratulations to richard&gang. First sec three class to thrash the sec fours. Ho hum.

Vany is mean.. so is Aimran.

Yay, tomorrow classmates and I are going to reach school early to play basketball! Haha, for goodness' sake. I cant even shoot the basketball. Ohwell. Yay, everybody's like conferencing in MSN now. And we're going to eat breakfast in mac at bedok tomorrow morning (:

There was like orange sky just now? Damn beautiful. And it rained! I wanna play in the rain. Oh wait, correction. I LOVE playing in the rain((: Mom just ordered pizza just now. Like wow, she never approve me eating junk food and now she's like ordering pizza. How cool? :DD Once again, I would like to say that I love playing in the rain and I want to play in the rain :b

Physics makeup lesson tomorrow. Argh. I dont like physics >:( Ho hum.

Everybody's getting braces nowadays. Even xinyi have braces now! I want braces toooo! Braces are like so bloody cool. Damn.

I LOVE 3SYNERGY!!
THAT RIGHT, YOU HEARD ME. I LOVE MY CLASS! :D

ohhhhh well. Toodles for now(:

I'm going to fail today's Geography test. Whateverfucks la. Didnt even study for it, I didnt even have time to do my other homework yesterday. Was so tired after coming back from K.K Hospital. Whatever, what over is over already. Ha.

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY GERALD!! :D

Why do you always assume that I want you to do my homework for me? No. Darn, you got it all wrong. All I wanted was a little help with my chinese. Is that too much to ask for? I know you got your homework to do and tests to study, but according to some people, you are damn pro in chinese. That was why I even asked you to help in the first place.

Arghh, fuck chinese. I dont care already la, anyhow do and hand in can already. I dont fucking give a damn about it anymore. Tomorrow chinese oral, cannotmakeit. Sure fail. I can speak chinese, but cannot speak in proper sentences. Whatever.

Stayed back for P.O.A remedial. Darn, I actually enjoyed it. LOL. I cleared my doubts and finished all of today's P.O.A homework. Ha. Mdm Yeo said that we can use our homeroom after school to study or do our homework if we want. Vany and I couldnt agree less. Vany, Reg and I was like saying sitting at the first row is the best, but Mdm Yeo said that there wasnt enough space for everyone to sit at the first row. So I suggested re-arranging the tables&chairs into orchestra-sitting-arrangement-like. Ohwell.

I have the sudden urge to complete all my homework that were given by teachers million-years ago. Haha, no idea why. Just felt like doing all my homework. Doing homework is fun, it makes my brains more flexible :D Maybe I'll just stay back in school everyday to do homework :) I'm going to work hard for midyear. Damn, must pass all subjects and must be top 15. Haha, forget about top 10. Its difficult.

Fuck la, still cannot upload photos. My brother's computer also cannot. Stupid USB shit. Fucks. No photos = No tigger = No photos of my girls and I. Fucks!

You're always breaking my heart.
The girl that you want, is tearing us apart.
The darkness is a clear view.
I can hardly catch my breath, I hope it lasts.
Its as if you me better than I ever knew myself.
Im moody, Im messy.
Im restless, I get senseless.
But you never seemed to care.
When Im angry you listen.
Make me happy its a mission, and you wont stop till Im there.
Sometimes I fall so fast.. When I hit that bottom crash you're all I have.
We came down to watch the world walk by,
and all he found was trouble in my eyes.
Im not perfect just all messed up.
The girl that you want, she is tearing us apart,
cause she's everything I'm not.
Its not like I need somebody telling me where I should go at night.
Its me against the world and the world is winning..



Okay, just for today, Im feeling totally emotionless. Toodles folks ;D

For the first time ever, I think that Im going to pass P.O.A test(: YAY. And I definitely got all 3 theory questions correctly. So much for staying up late and study last night : D And thank God, I finished my homework yesterday night. Haha :) If I fail this test, Im going to lock myself in my room and cry. LOL.

Just change blogskin again. Sorry, becoming a habit. Haha. Sorry, tagboard a lil teeny weeny bit too small. Haha (;

Maths no hope already luh. Miss Leong didnt come, but there's still retest. We were like left hanging on a broken threat. Like fuck, she didnt even explain the rest of the questions and most of us dont know how to get the bloody answer. But who cares? Ha. Must start doing all Maths homework so I can get bonus marks to help me pass my midyear :DD

Went to K.K hospital after school for the alive programme. Damned me for thinking that is a boring thing. Who knows that time could actually pass so fast? Spending time with the kids sure are fun :D YAY, I LOVE KIDS. Want to know why? Cause Im still a kid myself(: Mdm Yeo came to pinch my cheeks and say " ahh goooo gooo gooo ". LOL, damn funny lah. We took photos on bus and in school, but I cant upload it :( Darn.

Ohwell, chinese homework, I dont really care anymore. I mean, no one can help me. I cant even read chinese, let alone write chinese compos. How to pass my chinese?! And all those jianbaos are counted in midyear. Bloody fucking hell, I AM going to fail for sure. Whatever, I'll just go kill myself. Haha. Chinese oral is this friday, in hall. Darn, Im going to fail it='(

I got P.O.A remedials! YAY :D Cheers :DDD

Sometimes what you said really hurts me. Im just glad he have decided to give up y'know. Actually, you can give up. Really, I couldnt care less. The most is I'll just be sad :D

Ohohoh, I want ALL the tigger-related things in the seven-eleven in K.K hospital. Its so bloody damn fucking cute. I got all the pictures of it in my phone (: But I cant upload those pictures. I dont have the fucking USB cable port for my phone to connect to the computer. Darn.

Oh bytheway, I LOVE 3SYNERGY! ;D

A dream is a wish your heart makes
When you're fast asleep
In dreams you lose your heartaches
Whatever you wish for, you keep
Have faith in your dreams and someday
Your rainbow will come smiling thru
No matter how your heart is grieving
If you keep on believing the dream that you wish will come true.

Despite being sick, I still have to go school today cause there's no MC. Dang, 2.4km run was killing me. Im sick and I still have to run. Who cares? Haha. But Im glad I went to school anyway.

I passed English Oral presentation! I got 16/20! YAY!! One of the top few in class. Ohwell(:(:(:

Chemistry lesson was cancelled after school. Darn, and I was soo looking forward to chemistry make up lesson. Its postponed to tomorrow. Arghh. Means cannot go home and study.. andandand there's like 2 tests on wednesday. All these shit is driving me nuts.

So Vany, Sab, Shir and I together with some of the malay girls in my class stayed back and waited for the soccer match to start. Shant elaborate, it was a great match. I still remember I lied on the grass and swim :DD See? Being sick doesnt means that I cant be happy(: I was having lots of fun :) Dear boys, even though our class had lost, no worries! We know that you guys have put in your best effort [well, I certainly do hope so(;] Cheer up okay;)) YOU GO BOYS! (;

Friendster's so bloody lag. Now I cant return testimonials to those people who wrote testimonials for me. Darn.

Ehhhh, people from 3A and 3S whose in Miss Leong's maths class, listen up! Complete all your other school worksheets, notebook thingy and five years series to get bonus marks for midyear(: I bet all of you dont wanna fail maths right? So whatcha waiting for? Grab a pen and start doing all your homework : DD

Aiya, my head hurts. Im feeling lethargic and I cant think. All the sentences seems to be..so wrong. Forget it, you're reading crap. Its short and it sounds weird and funny. Damn, what am I talking about? I think I've got writer's block. Nevermind. Thats all for today folks, love(:

My monday has been badly polluted with lots of vulgarities. Tsk.

Down with sore throat and blocked nose. Crap.
Tomorrow, there's P.E > 2.4km run, Chemistry make up lesson (: *grins broadly* and soccer match! 3Synergy Vs 5Aspirations, come on 3S! Show them what we're made of : D Haha. Damn, even if Im sick I still must go to school tomorrow. Haha, no way would I miss these things.

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY LECH!! =D
HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY HIDAYAH!! =D

Anyway, whats with girls -> typpiing` lykk thiis? Adding extra letters inside words aint gonna help them pass them O Level English Language paper what. Not that my english is very good or anything, but seriously why bother typing in that way? Please do not destroy the beauty of English language, thank you(: Go to www.twitionary.blogspot.com and read. Dictionary for twits. Hahaha!
Took this from that website :

I just read one of the PSL's blog and yes, I feel totally like her and her friend. Outcasted in PSL meetings and all. Dang, maybe I shouldnt even blog about this. Oh well.

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY TO ANAND!! xD

I cant wait for Monday to arrive! Haha, go 3Synergy go! Damnit, Im soooo going to go support my class. We must win! Muahaha, but oh well. No confidence in the boys :( But nevertheless, Im going to support them! Wanna know why? Cause I love my class, I care (: Wheee. Guess Vany's gonna come support them too. Haha. 3Synergy is NO pushover, people.

I've got a bad dream yesterday night. Crap.

Been a long time since I listened to the song ' stay gold' by Stevie Wonder. I miss ' The Outsiders '. I want to watch that show again.

Combined school sports meet was yesterday all the way at the opposite side of Singapore, at Jurong stadium. And yeah, it was so fun la. I had fun with Wilfred and Elaine. We were walking around cheering with all our might. Haha, Jolene's school, Chung Cheng High Main was opposite Temasek. She say she can hear us cheer, whoa. Go Temasek Go! :D Can you believe it? I mean, Temasek Secondary got 2nd place!! Ha, for the previous two years and from what I know, Temasek has never gotten top 3 before. Damn, Im so proud of my school :D Awww xD Although we didnt manage to get champion for cheering competition, we still manage to clinch 2nd in place, right? :D Im going to take part in some of the events next year. xD
No thanks to Douglas and the rest of my class the chinese boys except Wilfred. Stupid boys. Before the thing even started, Douglas has already started cursing that our school will lose. What's his fucking problem?! They're just one bunch of fucking losers. Especially Douglas. Damnit who do he think he is to condemn how lame sports meet was? In the first place, sports meet wasnt even lame. He didnt appreciate how the sports captain and other schools sacrifice their time to plan for this event and there he was, sitting there, saying all sorts of rubbish. Whatever things that student leaders plan for, he not happy, he complain alot. Whats up with him? Whats his bloody problem? Gawdamnit. Douglas, I hope that you're reading this even though I know you prolly wont. So yes, if you think being a student leader is all about fun then you can jolly well go fuck the walls already :] You so clever, come and plan la! Bloody hell. The whole class knows that you masturbate. GAWDAMN, you're disgusting. Go away. And whatthehell is wrong with you? Whats with that MSN nick of yours? "ÐÖÙG™a$ - Combined sports meet was so LAME ! temasek lose also must cheer , why not JEER ? " With that flithy mouth of yours, someday you'll get bash by one of those ah bengs out there. Ha, you know what? By the time you get bash, I'll prolly be sitting down, drinking coffee, shaking my legs and laughing my ass off. Muahahah, yes. I am that evil. L is for losers. Losers like you.
Oh well, enough of that loser. Congratulations to Temasek Canoeists for winning! :DD Vany, dont be sad alright? I know you've put in all your effort already. We'll still be behind you supporting you all the way :D What are friends for? :D

PSL meetings somewhat feels different. I feel like a pathetic loner with no friends. Well, whatever. During sports meet was kind of .. OH well. But Im glad that I have those friends [ those who I went out with after sports meet/cross country. ] Haha, thank God for them :]

Wonder why my parents like playing mahjong? Everytime their friends come, I'd die due to the difficulty in breathing. There's like no fresh air. Im going to die soon, mourn for me alright? These people smokes, why the hell is my computer placed here!? I hate people who smokes, especially infront of me. Im dying soon. Arghhhhhhhh..

Two guys telling me something that is somewhat exactly the same. Dang, lets just say my heart cant take in anymore surprises or it'll just pop and I'll just die on spot like this, andandand you guys have gotta mourn for me xD. Haha, nevermind. Anw, I cant possibly go out with some guy who loves himself more than he love his girlfriend. Get what I mean? Like, some loser guy who actually cares more about himself rather than his girlfriend. I cant, seriously. I cant.
And its kind of surprising to hear from girlfriend #4 that he actually cares. Hahaha! Its nice to know that there's still someone who cares for you :D I totally appreciate that.
Damn, I gotta stop being selfish and stop taking everything for granted. Ha. Im glad that this post isnt exactly filled with vulgarities :D Yay! I promised two people I will try not to say that F word anymore. It isnt easy you know. Hee, but I'll still try :D

I think Im not going to watch Amazing Race today. Lazy :D Lol.

People all around you, they dont really know you. Everybody's watching like you're some kind of show, everybody watching but they dont really know.. Hah :] Can you come and make them disappear?

Lost my phone at 11+am just now. Darn ol' shit. Haa. I dont even know where the hell I lost my phone at. Was it at school or in that premiere silver cab? Crap. Now I cant contact anyone cause I lost ALL my contact numbers.. Damned.

But nvm, cause I kinda got back my number and Im currently using my dad's old phone, Nokia 6111. BUT, I STILL WANT MY OLD PHONE BACK :(((( haa. Nevertheless, Im not really that sad lah.. The whole process of getting back my sim card is a complicated thing. Haa=D Hope that if someone finds my phone, he/she will return it back to me.

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY JACKSON!!=D

Combined School Sports Meet tomorrow! Hahaha. Hope I'll get to meet Jolene tomorrow. Thats all for now. Im gonna go watch tom&jerry already :DD love.

Oh yes, good luck to all the canoeists tomorrow(:

School gonna end early on thursday.
There's Combined School sports meet with Chung Cheng High, Dunman High and Ngee Ann Sec on thursday at Jurong stadium.
No school on friday.
22 more days to midyearexams.
42 more days to sec 3 camp.
Dont know how many days to June hols la.

Not in the mood to blog today. Tired ah. Andandand I think I accidentally hurt the back of my angle. Darn ankle, damn painful. Oh well..

Oooooooh.. and,
HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY REUBEN !! : D

I am so angry now that Im literally shaking. My brother's a pain in the ass. That stupid old annoying faggot. What's his problem anyway? So what if he's the older child. I mean being the older child does not gives him the right to bully me. My parents always want me to be as good as him. Do they even know that its not even easy being yourself? Let alone being others. How about putting them in my shoes? How would they feel? Being overshadowed by your older sibling. Okay I must admit that Im a jealous kid since young. Im the one who's filled with jealousy and hatred. Like whatever, I dont give a damn. Whats with my brother throwing my things and tearing my magazines apart. Not happy then dont read my magazines la. All these years Ive been using MY pocket money to buy them, and since when did you use your money to buy magazines? Ha. Loser. Dont touch my stuffs and my beloved magazines. Yes, so what if I like reading magazines. Is that my problem or yours? Go away. You're disgusting, I dont like you. One thing people always say, parents love all their kids equally. What shit is that? My father definitely love my brother more than me. My mother, nah I dont know. I think she dote on her god-daughter more. No one loves me cause I the ugly kid. No one has ever seen my ugly side. Im an angry kid. No one cares for me. Well, maybe there's my grandma and my godma who's my second aunt. I know they care&love me. But my grandma has already passed. Means there's one person less who care&love me. I know there's godma but she stays all the way in yishun and I dont call her daily nowadays. Like only occasionally we'll talk or meet up. I feel like crying.. Okay its not my fault that my tears automatically dropped from my eyes. Whatever. Anyway its true that my parents love my brother more than they love me. He is their pride who they can show off to people. He's the one getting top 10 in level consecutively for 3 years or was it 4 years straight? The one who gets money for being such a smartass from government every year. My parents never ever go to my school's stuffs or whatever, they only attend my brother's school's stuffs. Bet motivational camp next year is not going to be anything special to me cause I know my parents will not be attending. Oh well. Im always the one getting scold and everything. Or maybe the whole thing from the beginning is my fault. I dont belong here anyway. Whatever. When can I ever do my parents proud?
See? Told you Im a jealous girl. You cant change me. I am who I am and I am what I am. You cant force me to do things I dont want to do. You cant force me to be someone who Im not. I never get anything I wanted. Ugh, whatever.

Letting out the noise inside of me.
Every window pane is shattering.
Cutting up my words before I speak.
Way away away from here I'll be.
Way away away so you can see.
He had everything and more.
And my escape was hiding out and running for the door
Somebody listen please.
It used to be so hard being me.
Living in the shadow of someone else's dream.
Trying to find a hand to hold but every touch felt cold to me.
Living in a nightmare, a never ending sleep.
Dont feel sorry for me.
All the days collided
One less perfect than the next
I was stuck inside someone else's life and always second best.

Anw, I received a message from Qian Ying just now saying that we got back our locker. Yay!! Except that we wont be getting back our old lockers. So where is locker 531? I hope its on the first floor. Ha.

First of all, I want to congratulate all those people who get to go to OCIP (:

So we had P.O.A theory test on Thursday. Mdm Yeo was damn angry caused no one studied for the theory test.. Well, I did study for it but my mind went totally blank when we got our test paper. Must write the definition of

1. Going concern concept
2. Prudence concept
3. Accural concept

I should have known the answers cause Ive studied for it. But nah, like what I said, my mind went totally blank and I couldnt think of anything. Was racking my brains so hard that I felt as if my brains were exploding. There was some other questions luh..

Gotta be careful what I blog about cause someone might just print any of my entries and show it to whichever teacher. Not like any body's gonna do it cause all my entries doesnt makes sense :D

Chemistry was fun :D Mr Chooi came to our lesson too! Wheee~ I like chem cause I understand all the equations thingy and all :)

Yay! I've done my english oral presentation.. like finally. Hahaha, Khaizal was the lucky no.1 and Im the last one. Next monday other people still have to present. Im glad mine's over and Im so happy with myself :) I mean its not like everyday in english class you'll go up and talk about whatever you wanted to say. Dang, the whole class was like laughing at my speech luh. Okay I admit, it was pretty funny :D And it was scary too! Phew.

After school had to stay back to do SS newspaper article and we need to hand it in by 4pm. We had barely one hour to complete it luh. Whatever luh.

What Bernice told me has completely shocked the hell outta me. I cant believe she smokes. Btw, 'she' is not refering to Bernice. Its just some other random girl who Bernice refers as 'act-lian-buay-lian' girl. This is a free country, I might be refering to you, you or YOU [: Whatever, I dont give a dang-ding-damn about her in the first place. Eh wait a min, if i didnt care about her in the first place why am I still blogging about all these. Oh, I remembered. She use to be my good friend.. Okay, this whole paragraph is lame. Please read and forget about it :]

HAPPY BELATED 17TH BIRTHDAY JING KAI!! :)

Friday

Maths test wasnt easy. Chinese test was gawddamn difficult. Vany was right la, like wth. They give us such difficult close passage and its 2 pages long and we have to flip left and right to find the answer. It was a waste of time. Sec 4U had their test before us and it was delayed by like 10 min so we went in the class at around 9.52am and get ready. The stupid test starts at 9.55am and ended at 11am cause at 10.55am everybody is still rushing to do the comprehension. Again, like tuesday, we have absolutely no time to eat. Grrrr.. Complaining our life away isnt a good thing too. This week's lessons always eat into our recess. Wth.

Vany, I do not love Mdm Ma for Christsake. I discovered that Vanessa is lame.

All of a sudden, I feel like doing all the water based sports. Kayaking and Canoeing and all. Vany said all these type of sports are tiring, yes I know but I really really really want to try them out? Dang. I've been a sports type of person since young but things gradually changed. Hais. You cant change me for who I am.. I am what I am. Get what I mean? No? Its alright cause I dont even know what Im talking about. Hahahas :b

While staying back to yesterday, Mr Ho told us that Sec 3 Camp for the people who chose Survivor is going to be fun. Yay! We {Vany, Reg, Sab, Shir, Khaizal and I} found out that Mr Ho is a sadist. LOL, taking leeches and putting them on his palms and making them dried out due to dehydration? EEW. HAhaha!

Let me repeat from last time's post. I like tom&jerry :D Vany, Shirley and I was like talking about tom&jerry and how nice their cartoons are. Whee. Anyone want to watch tom&jerry with me? We shall grab some chips and drinks and sit down in whoever's living room to watch tom&jerry and laugh our asses off :DDD I want a box full of tom&jerry's VCD :b

When I finally had time to watch Beauty&Geek, its the last episode already. Like some sort of reunion thingy. Kinda sad luh )): Extreme makeover : Home edition is nice too :)

That's all for today. This has got to be an ultra-duper-uper long post. Goodbye and good night folks ;) lotsa love.

noise from the basement..

Raining for the past few days..
YAY! I LOVE THE RAIN=D DO YOU?
I think Im like this weird girl who loves rain and all when everybody else prefers sunny day =) Rainy days makes me happy and hyperactive(: Lalalalas.

Okay.. So yeah. We had to choose what activity we want to participate in Sec 3 Camp. I'm like torn between two choices but in the end, I chose survivor. Dont ask me why, I dont even know why I chose it. Perhaps its for the sake of fun? Hahas :) Yay! Im getting excited : D This is gonna be fun, fun and fun! : D

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO MY BROTHER!! :DD

My family when to celebrate my brother's birthday at Thai's village at Kallang there. Somewhere near Kallang theatre there. Yeah. The price is like $300+ luh. Dots. Stupid sharksfin.. Whatever luh :p

How nice if we have a party with the theme 'Masquerade'. Yeah.

Eye of gold
Thigh of blue
True or False,
Who is who?

Hide your face so that the world would never find you. Paper faces on parade.

This whole thing is pretty cool. Lol((:

There's P.O.A test tomorrow.. Argh! Theory test. Damn. And there's Chinese and Maths test on friday. Stupid tests.

Oh, one more thing.. I think Im gonna shut my tag board already cause no body's tagging and its pathetic. Tsk..

Im gonna go do Social Studies and English homework already. Tata peeps(: love.

Didnt go out with Jas-piggo after all.

Arghh Im bored. I wanna go shopping=D
I want to go Superstar Virgo too. Been ages since my family -plus relatives and cousins and all- went to cruise. Haha :)

Im going to slack the whole afternoon off. Who cares? (;

Okay Im really really tired so Im going to blog quickly and go to sleep.

Watched Ice Age 2 on friday with Sarah, Aleem and Sin Lek
School musical was on friday night, not gonna comment about it. Yeah. My leg hurts from all the walking.. We walked from Kallang MRT station to Kallang Theatre and it was raining. Like wth, rain on the wrong day, wrong time. There was lightings and thunders. Ha. And we were all freaking drenched from head to toe.. After musical, went home with Vany, Zud, Shengxiang and Melvin. That bus ride suck.. The driver cant drive, want drive fast and slow at the same time. Dongs. And the bus ride is long.. It seems like we're in the bus for hours. Vany slept on my shoulders.. Dots. I feel like a boy, but.. whatever.

I feel so sad for girlfriend #4. Whatever that happened, happened already. So cheer up alright? $800 worth of items is alot.

Yesterday, -please take note its SUNDAY already cause its already 12.28am- was a boring day. Stayed at home and stoned for the whole day before going out for drum lesson and coming back to stone again. Played Sims 2 yet again. Didnt do anything productive =x
HAPPY BELATED 15TH BIRTHDAY XIA XUE!!(:
OH, and I totally forgot it was April Fools Day until Sin Lek reminded me. Aww. Too late already, cant pull pranks on people already.