`love me cause i love you.

.:. tra lalas. im back~ lol. =)
.:. supposed to meet Cindy at my house bus stop there at 7.45am, lol. she stay near me =) hehheh. THEN i woke up LATE. i woke up at 7.30am like that. lol. then quickly rushed things, and i reached the bus stop at abt 8am like that. lol. we WORE the SAME shirt. lol. giodarno [is that how u spell it?] shirt [tee]. and we both wore skirt. lol. hAhas. then we went to Anglican high. =) All Saints Church. service starts at 8.30am. yeps, saw alvin there already. then we sat behind him and his friends lor. uh huh, chinese service. i dont understand chinese. i mean, i can speak chinese and read a lil' bit of chinese. lol. =) yeps. after service, hung out there awhile, then we went to block 85 to eat. again. hahas. then went up to church again, uh huh. sat around there, waiting for Cindy and Alvin. cindy gotta go do some rehearsal thingy, and alvin.. uhh, i dunno. lol. then, at 2+pm, we went back lor. alvin and i send cindy to the bus stop. lol. poor alvin, he dont know wth we talking abt. lol. =)cindy and i are in our own world, talking. and alvin's in his own world thinking of his cindy, his sweetie. lol. den me and him went to tamp, took bus 28 and its like darn darn l0ng. lol. we talked and took pictures~ lalala. =) -dun be mistaken, i dun like alvin. hehheh- reached tamp, saw adriel and sheng xiang. lOl. we wanted to makan de, in the end, didnt eat anything. =x then, i took taxi home, and he waited for his mom to fetch him to his grandfather's hse? lol. nick called me when i was waiting for the taxi. waa, he like so angry lor. like, -ugh- not my problem. he angry at me for nothing, like so pissed off like that. he asked me whether if i free, and wanna go out not. i say that i free, but i dun wan go out. kao eh. then he so angry like, den he say what :" aiya, tmr ask ben chow dun meet u all alr". dont meet la, kaoz. like, -ugh- whats ur problem man, i very tired can? slept at 1am++ yesterday night then t0day wake up at 7am++ lor. stupid arse. =x
uh huh. den i took taxi h0me, bathe and slept. that was my day. uh oh. i gtg alr. smell ya later~ :)

.:. hey guys, let me copy and paste kk? i blog on blogdrive yesterday, cause blogspot a bit siao siao. =)

26/o3/o5 - saturday.
shucks. blogspot got prrobbie. i'll copy and paste all the things i type dere.
.:.another extra long entry disappeared. dots. let me retype it. [ive been typing this for 3 times already. =x ]LOL. too lazy to type an extra long entry now. =) uh huh. went to school with cadence for c.o. HAhahaHAs. during c.o was so fun today. me and hui xin and jia yu kept laughing. so is the rest of the orchestra. lol. den patrick do some hip-hop thingy and stuffs. so funny. but my di mo kept breaking. =( that sucks. lol. after c.o, cindy[tms]and i went to anglican high for church services. lol. my first time in All Saints Church. =) lalala. the people there so friendly. lol. =) hahas. den alvin dey all came. uh huh. - watching The Tree right now. - we watched a movie/show abt Jesus Christ. yeps. nice, waa, emo seh. lol. wanna cry but no tears fall outta my eyes. =X You wont know how pain it is until you've suffered your self. Can see that its really painful. =X yeps, after movie/show, went for the cell group thingy. lol. joined cindy's grp instead of alvin. lol. difficult to choose man. both of them are my friends. lol! =D hahas. went to cindy's grp in the end. lol =) the people there so funny. lol. then we talked abt loads of things. uh huh. cell grp ends at 5pm+. after that, went to eat dinner with alvin they all. uh huh. in the end we didnt ate any thing cause alvin need to rush off to meet cindy. 7pm. and we [ he n me] left at 7pm. -_-. cindy is not our sch de cindy. Cindy = alvin's sweetie pie. lOl! =) to0k bus 31, then we talked loads of crap. lol. kept laughing.. hahaHAHas =) at the tanah merah stop there, saw zizie with one girl, from band de. yeps. zizie smiled to me, den i smiled back. den the girl gimme those strange look like :" that guy ur boyfriend ar" lol. no la, he not my bf. lol!! he's cindy de bf. =) went to tamp inter, den i went home. yeps.

.:. and bc, if ure reading tis, im REALLY REALLY REALLY VERY VERY SORRY!! =( been stressed out lately la, you dun understand me and you probably never will. yea, imagine that your parents wants you to have BETTER grades then your bro , and your brother is like top 10. both NA classes, abt 80 ppl altogether and my bro get 6th position. thats crazy. and my parents are practically driving me crazy as well. =(

think i'll stop here. goodbye.


- okies d0kies. that was what ive typed yesterday, in blogdrive. http://qiu-jin.blogdrive.com. =)
hahas. i go makan first. brb~ - g0nes.- c0me back and blog later~ =)

boo x( i just typed a long post, and it just disappeared. AWW DARN. im SO NOT going to retype it. wasting my time only. btw, why do guys keep cutting botak nowadays? lol.

.:. lols. woke up late today, at like.. ummmm, 7.45am. LOL. uhhuh. then, asked my dad to fetch me to school. reached school at 8.25am like that? then during c.o, we practiced, practiced and practiced, as usual. -blablah-. aftr tht, cadence and i went to the bus stop to wait for bus 10. then, Hazel aunty called. Cadence bird, i hope you're reading this. im SO SO SO SORRY!! DIDNT MEAN TO PANGSEH YOU DE!! BUT IS LAST MINUTE PLAN YOU SEE? HOPE YOU UNDERSTAND. IM REALLY REALLY REALLY VERY VERY SORRY. [oops. my uncle just came home, im bloggin in my cuz's hse. gtg real soon.] =( im so sorry. next time wont like that already. =( s0rry ah bird. lol. oh well, uncle wanna use le. byee.


qiujin.
l0vemecauseiloveyou.

posted by qiujin  # 9:21 AM 0 Comments

.:. i tried t0 act happy in front of him, but, actually.. im sad. its so tough for me just to even act happy. *sighs.


qiujin.
lovemecauseiloveyou.

.:. just came back from my cousin's house, and got this stupid headache. gonna bathe, blog? and go to sleep?. maybe lar. tuesday- homec test. wed - going some where. thurs - maths test [ im so DEAD ]. URGH!! friday - last day of school. my brother and my cousins and relatives.. -blablah- are going to China, Beijing, and i cant go. isnt that sad? ='(. i WANT to go!! but, march hols, fully packed. and that sucks, i dont get to rest or go out with my friends. =x they say there's gonna be a c.o camp, is like..wth. clash with the student leaders workshop, and is like.. we alr pay for the work shop thingy. >=( sucks man. oh well, i dont care. lol. went to watch " a series of unfortunate events " just now, man.. what a lame show. HahaHah. my cousins and i are practically FREEZING in the cinema. hahahas. ahh, shit. i cant blog alr. needa go bathe. toodles` :)

qiujin.
love me cause i love you.

.:. heya peepz. okies dokies, im in my cousin's hse right now. jol's beside me. and we're talkin to her friend. man , sucha lameass. HAHA! he claims that he's 175cm tall when he's only like 150+cm. lol. hahas. =D like i believe him like that, if i really believe him, i wld be sucha stupid girl. darnx. hahas. going home at 9+pm later, man, im so bored. the gunbound here is so faulty. my rank have had gone up, but im still a noob.. =D -please do NOT bully noobs- thank you. : ) ahahs. lameshit. someone wants to use the computer now, and i think i'll go and read the, chicken soup thingy. my cousin just complained on me, asshole. wtf. im helping jol do sth and he talk cock so much. blablah. byees

qiujin
love me cause i love you.

.:. good morning ppl. how's ur sunday morning? -blablahblah.- actually, i dont usually use vulgarities. only when ppl really pissed me off, then i'll start saying "fuck","asshole"..etc,etc. yeps. so, im really sorry. i dont say vulgarities. oh, what ever. Lol.

.:. can only use the comp for 10 mins, bro wanta use. that sucks. forever like that de. URGH!! have had a strange dream yesterday. half of it was nightmare and the other half of it was.. um, mystery? dunno lar. what the world that is? lol. freak. my brother come out from the bathe room already. got to go, tata~ toodles-

qiujin.
love me cause i love you.

.:. why do some ppl even bother to go and spam other's tag board when they dont even dare to put their own name there? childish. what a loser, coward. Is spaming tag boards such an 'IN' thing right now? lame sia.

[me]je m'en fous. *___`sometimes, you can hurt someone's feelings without realising it. says:
why are ppl so into spaming tag boards?
je m'en fous. *___`sometimes, you can hurt someone's feelings without realising it. says:
is it so "in"?
je m'en fous. *___`sometimes, you can hurt someone's feelings without realising it. says:
crapo
[cadence]live twice. says:
these ppl nth better to do
live twice. says:
haha
live twice. says:
ur tagboard kena spammed arh
je m'en fous. *___`sometimes, you can hurt someone's feelings without realising it. says:
i;ll kick the person's face if i know whu she is.
us. *___`sometimes, you can hurt someone's feelings without realising it. says:
yea
je m'en fous. *___`sometimes, you can hurt someone's feelings without realising it. says:
she hate me
je m'en fous. *___`sometimes, you can hurt someone's feelings without realising it. says:
aww
je m'en fous. *___`sometimes, you can hurt someone's feelings without realising it. says:
come on.
je m'en fous. *___`sometimes, you can hurt someone's feelings without realising it. says:
let her hate
live twice. says:
ignore her lor
je m'en fous. *___`sometimes, you can hurt someone's feelings without realising it. says:
i dont fucking care.
live twice. says:
what can she do
je m'en fous. *___`sometimes, you can hurt someone's feelings without realising it. says:
yes
live twice. says:
she hate let her hate lah
je m'en fous. *___`sometimes, you can hurt someone's feelings without realising it. says:
i'll see what she can do.
live twice. says:
bo liao nth to do go disturb ppl
live twice. says:
hahah
je m'en fous. *___`sometimes, you can hurt someone's feelings without realising it. says:
yea

crap lar. arse. i hope that you're reading this. and the " you " refers to you, the one who spam my tagboard. aww, come on la loser. tell me la. what did i do to offend you? if i really did anything to offend you, im sorry. but if i didnt do anything and you hate me, well, you're childish. thats what i can say. i dont know what the fuck is your problem, and why are you telling me you hate me. but, i dont fucking care. its your problem if you hate me, not mine. going arnd tagging other ppl's tagboard is so lame and childish. i knew it cause i did that before. once. and, you've got it all wrong, my dear. im not a bitch. go and check the dictionary lar. go and see whats "bitch" before you use it and insult others. a "Bitch" is a female dog. you dumbass, im a human, not a dog. well, if you still want to call me bitch, thats okay. if im da bitch, then what are you? SLUT. prostitute? ahh, whatever. i dont care. well, i can guess who you are. cause, nt many ppl know i got new blog, and ive only told certain ppl. and, go on, tell me how much you hate me. =)

wow, cant believe i posted 3 posts in a day. lol. its so unbelievable.

qiujin.

.:. okies, ive just reached home. i just want to say sorry to those people who ive offended. well, not really offend them, just make them sad or sth? ppl like, mommy and daddy.. ben chow. [ for ben's case.. i dont really know.] look, i've this little arguement with my parents. and, people who are close to me, wld know that whenever i have that "little" arguement, they wldnt come and pissed me off. [ i dont really know what i want to type. im confused.] but for ppl who dont know, well, thats just too bad. well, im also sad to say that, some CLOSE friends of mine, dont even understands me. why is that so? some annoying and irritating arse still have to come and piss me off. i mean, well, i DONT have a very good temper. but some how, if people really piss me off, i'll try to tolerate. i always tolerate this and tolerate that. when i got back-stabbed by my good friend, i tolerate it too. but, why shld i even do that? mostly, what people do when they found out that they got back stabbed by their friends, 1) they will go and confront the person. 2) they will start to say all the back things abt that person. and -blablah.- How would you even feel when you found out that ppl bitched behind ur back and backstabbed you. tell me, would any idiots like it? if YOU like it so much, well, you must be mad. if i found out that ppl backstabbed me and etcetc, i wld be like, so DARN fucked up. <<>

.:. Do you know that, sometimes, you can hurt some one's feeling without realising it? And when you've have realised it, you go to the person and tell him/her sorry, its just too late. you've already hurt that person, you cant do anything to join their "broken" hearts back together again. Well, ive always been a bad child and hurt my parents heart and stuffs. I'm always the one who's the black sheep in the family, the one who makes my parents sad, the one who have very bad temper.. etc,etc. When my brother shouted at my parents or sth, i'll feel damn fucked up at him. why do he wanto shout at our parents. rude sia. but, im de same. they spent alot of money on me, engaging tutors, buying things for me.. etc. it SUCKS to realise that you've hurt someone. it just sucks. pardon me for repeating the same thing again and again. =x

Do you know that, sometimes, you can hurt some one's feeling without realising it? And when you've have realised it, you go to the person and tell him/her sorry, its just too late. <<>

.:. well, forget it. i shall just cool down, the most is.. dont talk to him for a few days or what. URGH!! =( lets talk abt other things. thursday got maths test, tuesday got home econs test. monday have to stay back. wednesday have to stay back. thursday FREE. friday have to stay back. saturday, MUSIC IS IT. =) lol. oh well, i'll stop blogging for the time being. Have to help jolene with her blog. `toodles.

qiujin

.:.hello!! hahas. my first post! lol. =) decided to use blogspot instead of blogdrive you see? lol. guess i'll be using both blogs. i LOVE my old blog [ the blogdrive one]. yeps. this skin kinda suck. i wanna change skin. lol. =) im so bored now. just played gunbound with monkey sam. lol. i didnt play gunbound for like 3-5months+ already. then starting, im so not used to playing it. as time goes by, then.. still okayokay larh. lol. didnt go for c.o, got headache. yeps. ahh, btw, i found one new skin. lol. its so cute!! hey ppl, must teach me how to make tagboard wor. and, how do i activate my archives? =D