`love me cause i love you.

If you told me earlier, I would have gone with you. I'm sorry.

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY LEON! :D

I FINALLY PASSED PHYSICS TEST! Hah. Although I failed chinese, there's still improvement :) I passed Geography test too :D

Caught ROB-B-HOOD with Shu Han, Li Yong, Dilly, Ming Yang and co. Great show, heh :) We took bus 14 to Douby Ghaut and walked to The Cathay to watch the movie. Waited for Dilly and his peers to arrive, but we( Shu Han, Li Yong, Ming Yang and two other guys ) gave up waiting and went into the cinema first. Ha. Dilly&gang went all the way to Orchard's Cathay. Lol.

Then we all took the train back. Went to Tampines to meet Michelle and Melson to study. I'm glad I did something productive :) Yay! Mel's friend, Biondi was there too. Heh. Reached home at around 9.45pm.

4 more days to EOYs. I don't want to fail English :(
1 more month to school holidays. I can hardly wait.

Andandand, I don't know what topic to do for Art! Nightlights or Lunchbreak? :((
2 more weeks to Art paper and I've so much to do.

Mr Sideburns is still working at Times, ha ha! :D

I'm sorry that I liked you.

So, I fucking screwed my English and Chinese paper 1.
Yay? Ha.
I don't even know how to read the question -__-

HADY MIRZA JUST WON SINGAPORE IDOL 2.
History is repeating itself. 2 years ago, the final 2 are both guys, one malay, one chinese. And this year, its the same. Ha.
It's okay. Ha Ha. I'm neither a Hady nor a Jonathan fan :)

Tomorrow's time-table will revert to the old one. Ahhh.
English, PE, MTL, Alive and POA. There's extra Chemistry lesson after school too. It's okay even if there's no assembly tomorrow. I'm getting use to having POA lessons every Tuesdays now :)

Wanted to study while waiting for Humairah, but somehow, the studying mood just wasn't there. So, I spent my time listening to the songs inside my handphones. Especially songs by 'Taking Back Sunday' :)
Caught JOHN TUCKER MUST DIE at Century Square.
It's a nice show. Jesse Macafle(?) is cuteee :) Haha!
******* is cute! :) Hahah! :D

I tried to move you, but you just wouldnt budge.
I tried to hold your hands but you rather hold your grudge.
I think you know what im getting at.
Just say good bye and i don't want you to regret that.

You know that I dont hate you.
And know that I dont wanna fight you.

OMG, GERMAINE JUST TOLD ME THAT "a security guard from tkgs got your no. in his phone!" #$#@^*&!! I DON'T GIVE MY NUMBERS OUT ANYHOW. ARGH. STUPID. CRAP. WHATEVER.

Hahaha! :D
Shush. I'm keeping my mouth zip.

Hey, lush, have fun, it's the weekend. I don't think that you know what you've been missing.
You could deny it all in one breathe or come and shrug me off your shoulders.
I'm a wishful thinker with the worst intentions.
This will be the last chance you get to drop my name.
You're a touch overrated, you're a lush and I hate it. These grass stains on my knees they, won't mean a thing. If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar. Maybe I should hate you for this. You're so last summer. A thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins and I will never ask if you don't ever tell me. I know you well enough to know.
Boys like you are a dime a dozen.
Just forget me, it's that simple.

It's so random.
Love.

HAPPY BELATED 15TH BIRTHDAY TO VANY! :D

Anyway, my comp hanged, so now I have to type this whole thing twice.
Cabbed to Tanah Merah MRT station straight after school with QC and Terence. Wanted to take bus 14 at first, but since we couldn't board first bus, it was freaking hot and the second bus was taking way too long to come, we decided to take cab. Wanted to take bus 229, but according to QC, there's alot of "aunties" so we might not be able to squeeze up the bus. So yep. Then, we took train to Lavender and walked to the I-dont-know-what-building-that-is to make IC. After which, we went to Somerset's Starbucks to study and relax. Walked to Cineleisure to go buy Terence's earplugs in the Ipod(or rather,Mac/Apple) shop. That shop is seriously cool. LOL :D There's new IPOD NANO and I'm seriously gonna get it when I get my pay. Heh. I'll just have to wait till November. We took train back to Bedok for dinner. Walk around for quite sometime before settling in KFC. First was McDonalds, next was Burger King, then KFC came along. Hah. QC said I had cheated his feelings. Ha! I thought the Zinger thingy that comes along with coke only cost $2+ to $3+. Who could have known that it was actually $5.95? LOL. We sat, ate and chatted. There's secrets too. Ha!

Anyway, I think there's chances of me passing Chinese, Geography and Physics test even though I didn't quite study all of it :) I like Geography+Social Studies which is also known as Combined Humanities. Hah!

I'm done with all these shit. Seriously.

You held my hand and walked me home, I know. Why you gave me that kiss it was something like this it made me go ooh ohh. You wiped my tears, got rid of all my fears, why did you have to go? Guess it wasn't enough to take up some of my love, guys are so hard to trust. Did I not tell you that I'm not like that girl? The one who gives it all away, yeah. Did you think that I was gonna give it up to you, this time? Did you think that it was somethin I was gonna do and cry?Don't try to tell me what to do, Dont try to tell me what to say, You're better off that way. Don't think that your charm and the fact that your arm is now around my neck. Will get you in my pants I'll have to kick your ass and make you never forget I'm gonna ask you to stop, thought I liked you a lot, but I'm really upset. Get out of my head get off of my bed yeah thats what I said. Did I not tell you that I'm not like that girl, the one who, throws it all away. This guilt trip that you put me on won't, mess me up I've done no wrong. Any thoughts of you and me have gone away. Better off that way, and I'm better off alone anyway.

"You gotta be cheena to read cheena names" - QC. Hahaha!
Love(:

Do you think I fucking deserve this?
Fuck you.

I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it

The walls start breathing
My mind's unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening I give the final blow.
A falling star
Least I fall alone.
I can't explain what you can't explain.
You're finding things that you didn't know
I look at you with such disdain.
All these thoughts locked inside
Now you're the first to know.


I'm thankful to have a great sister like Sylvia. "We could have had so much fun if we were cousins, blood sisters or anything. I feel so happy talking to you all the time.." I feel the same way :) If only we were blood sisters or cousins. Talking to you[Sylvia] has influenced me to do many things. For eg, moving over to livejournal. I might consider using livejournal instead of blogspot :) Heh. Blogspot is just too.. troublesome and all. Maybe livejournal would be alot better.

Alright, I'm going to go and do something productive rather than sitting infront of the computer. I don't want Monday to come.

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY LUCAS! :D
17 on September 17.

Did you think that I would cry on the phone?

My comp is SUPER laggy. Darn.
Alright, Ruo Ning just left for France :( I'm already missing her. We just went to airport and sent her off :( No one to teach me chinese and maths now. Someone's missing RN like mad right now. LOL. 12 days :((

Oh, did I mention that I'm going to fail my chinese for End-Of-Year Examinations? Damn it. I didn't hand in my chinese homework today and just yesterday, Mdm Ma mentioned that if we don't hand in our homework latest by today, we're going to get ZERO. Okay, I might just as well take a gun and shoot myself.

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY TERENCE! :D
HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY YU WEI! :D
HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY ATHIFAH! :D

Alright, so my parents just made it clear. Actually, it was just my mom. Eh, actually, my dad too. Mom said that if I were to fail any of the subjects for EOY examinations, she's going to make me quit PSL. Its okay, I know I'm going to fail chinese. Dad claims that I don't study at all. But I really did :( Its not like I'm not trying..
I'm sorry that I can't be the child you wanted me to be.
Teenage Angst. Grr.

How can I pretend to be strong?
If only my heart was made of stone.

Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
I look at you with such disdain.

Where were you when I needed you the most? And I thought you said you would always be by my side? You know who you are.
I hate you for being so !##@^
Can't we be good friends like we used to be?
Alright. Heh. I'm going to catch some sleep. Tomorrow's ZJ's birthday.
love.

Been feeling pretty tired in school lately for the past few days. Was dozing off while the teachers were talking and explaining stuffs. Damn. I feel.. sleepy? Hah. Slept for about 10 hours yesterday night, but still, I woke up late and was feeling as tired as ever. For the past few days, I've been feeling really happy and I don't know why. Ha ha. That's pretty good, I guess? :D

All else has been good except for the fact the I fucking failed this certain subject and I believe that I shouldn't blog unless I pass that certain subject. I'm freaking worried about it. Tsk. It'll decide whether if we're going to retain or not. Ugh. I'm really really really worried about it :(

No more I.S for the rest of the year, so is that a yay or a boo?
I feel sad whenever I look him in the eyes.
I feel sad whenever I talk to him.
I don't know why. Ugh.
Why can't we be as close as we were, like last time?
Why?

My computer is fucking lag. Grr. I have no idea what's happening to my computer or the internet connections. I'm loving POA lessons right now. Hah :)

I guess he doesn't know that he's always the one who's making me feel sad.
He doesn't know that half the time he talks to me, he's always making me cry.
No, he doesn't know that.
He don't know anything at all.

Conclusion : YOU don't want to talk to me and that's not okay. You never listen to the things I say. I don't know why you're suddenly so.. ugh. You should know by now I'm referring to no one else but YOU..

Right, forget what I say. I forgot you don't fucking read this blog already. Who cares anyway? It's dumb. Everything about me is dumb. Yeah. Whatever.

Thanks dude, this isn't the first time you're breaking my heart. Thanks for everything for the past few months. Thanks for being there when I needed you. Thanks for listening to all my problems. Thank God for you. (Okay, this whole chunk of paragraph is for another person. If you don't get what I mean, this paragraph and the other paragraphs are referring to two different people. Yes)

Anyway,
HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY MARK TAN! :D

love.

This whole week is certainly the best week of my life :)
Its like I've been celebrating my birthday every day for this whole week.

I'm a happy girl :)

5th September
HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY ISABELL! :D
HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY CHIOU HUEY! :D
Went to Temasek Primary for the Facilitate the facilitators program. Saw some of the P5 kids who went for P5 Camp on June holidays. The P5 kids this time was slightly different from the last, but still.. they rocked :D After the program, Xinyi, Michele, Lincoln, Adam, Sham and I went to Siglap's Gelare to eat icecream-on-waffle :D Anthony came too! Haha. Reached home around 9 plus.

6th September
Had Proj-teens meeting in school. After lunching with Clara and Reuben, I rushed down to Bugis to meet Michelle Tay,Lee Hung and Melson. Reached there around 4.35pm, ha ha. I was late for liek 45 mins. Went to Action City to find them, and Mel's friend, Leon was there too. After walking around aimlessly for quite some time, we decided to go to Plaza Sing. Saw MeiLan working. Met up with Michelle Yao and Sabrina over there :D Michelle Tay bought me Mocha Frappaucino for my birthday, and now I'm addicted to that drink. Heh. At around 5, Lee Hung left for her ballet class. Michelle Yao said she wanted to play Fussball (how do you spell it? Foosball?), so we went to church. Leon ran away saying that he needed to get something. Went up to the dontknow which floor of the building, then I got the biggest (I think??) shock of my life when I came out of the toilet. Leon came walking to my direction with a plate with the piece of cake and a brightly lit candle on it. Everyone (I think there's like 60 people over there) was singing Happy Birthday song to me in three versions. Gosh, those people are sweet :D I love my friends luhhh :) Played fussball with Mich Y, Mel and some other guy. After having fun playing fussball, Mich Y, Mich T, this guy name Shaun (Shawn or Sean?) and I played tag-teamed pool. Heh. Sabrina, Mel and Leon left after awhile. Mich Y, Mich T and I played till 8pm before we left. Mich Y went home while Mich T and I ate our dinner in Century Square. Thanks guys! :D That was seriously the best birthday celebration :DD I had lots of fun :)) I'm a happy girl. Wheeee :D I'm touched by what you guys did :)

7th September
Okay, honestly, I couldn't remember if I've gone out on 7th September. My memory fails me at times. Heh. I think I stayed at home to do homework, but procasinated instead.

8th Septmeber
HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY ALYSSA! :D
Went out with Lina, Annop and Sin Lek. The guys WERE LATE FOR 45 MINS. Guys.. Tsktsk. Lina and I sat in Starbucks and waited for them. Bought my caffaine drink while waiting. Ha Ha! Nah, its was actually Mocha Frap with chips. At 2.30pm, the three of them went to Bedok while

My Mocha Frappaucino :D

I went to arcade to meet Mark. The ah beng. Ha ha. Zhi jie was late. Went to PS for lunch. Haha. Jin and the two body guards :D The two tall people, the bodyguards. Hehh. Walked to The Cathay cause we wanted to watch movie there. The two bodyguards successfully bought tickets for Little Man NC-16. Yep, those two certainly look like 16. Haha. There was nothing sexual about Little Man, I wonder why they rated it as NC16. Took train back to Tampines. Ate in Express Teppanyaki for dinner :D Thanks for the birthday treat, Mark & ZJ! Ha ha. Its like an All-expense paid trip :) WOO :D haha. The boss and the two bodyguards.

9th September
Alot of birthdays today. Hah.
HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY JESSLYN! :D
HAPPY 15TH BITHDAY RAYNER! :D
HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY HIANG LING! :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRAND MA :D
Went out with Bernice and Jasmine - to celebrate my birthday again. HA HA. Ate in Coffee Club. Ate muddymud pie and fresh fruits fondue :) This is cool.

Hee. Then, we went to take neoprints. Hah! Left with Bernice at 6pm to go to Granny's birthday celebration at Long Beach Restaurant in East Coast park. Every year, same place. Ha ha. All my aunts and uncles and cousins came :D WOO. Heh. Ate quite alot, was feeling bloated. Ha ha. Got $100 from my aunt/uncle and granny. Ha. After dinner, dad sent me to Eunos MRT station. Took train and rushed to Bugis to watch movie with Markny and Ianny. (Different Mark) Then, after the movie, we went home -_- Yes. THE BUS 60 FREAKING BROKE DOWN AT THE BUS STOP NEAR MY OLD HOUSE. DAMNED. Have to walk for like 2 bus stops to McDonald to meet Annop. Hah. Was feeling hungry by then, so we ate. Left McDonald at like 1245am. Annop gave me a sweet for present. Ha ha.

10th September

I'm 15, finally. Ha ha. Woke up cause my phone kept vibrating. Ugh. LOL.
Anyway, thanks guys. Those who smsed, friendstered, called, tagged, wrote testimonial or whatever, THANK YOU :D Heh. Those who wished me in advance, once again, THANK YOU :DD And thanks for the presents and cards :)
Mother bought me to the mall for a shopping spree. We spent ALOT. Heh. I bought new pencil case already, like finally. Hah. What a huge present I got from my mum :) Thanks mom <3.>

HAPPY 15 BIRTHDAY IANNY, 52 MINS IN ADVANCE. <33333333333> Haha. 52 minutes to 11th September 2006. Right, I'll be going off soon(: Jin is one happy girl. Heh :)) Love(:

August 31st
It was Be Yourself Day, CCA awards day, Teachers' day celebration and aces day. But becasue of the persistent rain, aces day was cancelled. Everyone seems to be really happy about it. Heh. Its nice to see that almost everybody came dressed to fit in to the 'Express-O' theme. BIG coffee beans everywhere.. Well, almost everywhere. Oh well, that was so random. Don't think anyone will know what I'm talking about anyway, ha ha. Teachers' day celebration was hell better than last year's. The breakfast party, the concert, everything. Much more better. The teachers who came into 03-03 (3S homeroom) seems to be enjoying themselves, the students are also enjoying themselves, from my point of view, everyone really seemed that they enjoyed the breakfast thing :D Last year's one was.. disastrous. Lets not talk about it :) President S R Nathan came to our school for the Chocolate Day cheque presentation ceremony. Say.. the president's quite cute. Ha ha!
Anyway, my class cake got 3rd among 10 sec three classes :)
Many many thanks to Vany, Shir and Sab :D Sad to say, I went there late and couldn't help much. But still.. Hee :D

Our class cake. Looks like some cake for lovers eh? Mrs Hong came into our class and said : ' Is this the swan class? ' or something like that. LOL. So tell me, is my class going to be famous for the two beautiful white chocolate swans? Ha ha :D

Went back MBS with Bernice, Lee Hung and Regina. Although Reg wasn't from MBS, but still.. Heh. That place just brings back lots of memories. Heh. Left MBS and took bus to TM with Mark T and Zi Jie. Couldn't remember who Zi Jie was at first cause he looked so different. LOL.

September 1st
1st day of the month. My favourite month :)
HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY TO BOTH MISH AND MERVYN! :D
Caught Barnyard with Tongs.

September 2nd
There was this primary school reunion thing going on. Well, not really reunion but those of 6C and 6H'03 went to watch a movie at Cathay. Met up with Lee Hung, Michelle Tay, Michelle Yao, Isabella, Melson and Sabrina(Not TMS). Everyone was from MBS except for Sabrina. Ha ha. Caught Love Wrecked. The cinema was like ours. No one else was there except for us and to other girls. After the movie, we went to Mel and Mich Y's church for the praise and worship session. And after that, Isabella went home, Mich T, Mel, Lee Hung and I went to PS KFC for lunch. Yum yum :D Mel went back to school for some project thingy, Lee Hung and Mich T walked around while I went to meet MZ. Woohoo :D Haha. Caught The Devil wears Prada with MZ. Then, took train back to Tanah Merah to meet Xin yi, Michele, Lee Hung and Mich T. Ha ha! :D Now Michele's name is posted big and greenish on my blog :D Sad, but Michele didn't go to Anthony and Lincoln's band's gig with us :( The gig was great :D Heh.

Their band.

Doesn't this lil boy look cute or something? Ha ha! He was playing air guitar!

We ate some ice cream on waffle thing at some waffle shop then we went to the beach, took pictures and hang out for awhile before we went home. Reached home around 2330.

Septemeber 3rd
Today? Yesterday? Whatever. Well, technically speaking, its actually September 4th cause its 0016(am) already.
HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY WAYNE! :D
And 1 more week, it'll be my birthday :DD Can't wait for that day to come. Heh heh :) My aunt brought us to Jack's Place for lunch today. The grilled salmon was great, but I think too much of it will make me puke. Caught Haunted House with my cousins. Storyline was lame but I think the characters are pretty cute :D Jenny, the prep school girl. Ha ha. Ate in Pizza Hut for dinner. Man, I'm feeling bloated.

September 4th
Today? Tomorrow? Whatever.
In less than 12 hours time, I'll be back in school again. Holidays? Holidays my foot. Ha ha. September holiday's fully packed with school activities and outside activities. LOL.

September
1st : Michelle and Mervyn
3rd : Wayne
4th : Chiou Huey
5th : Isabell
6th : Chun Loong
8th : Alyssa
9th : Grandmama, Jesslyn, Rayner
10th : Nuriati and ME :DD
11th : Ianny(-ny) and Mr Tan TY
12th : Sabrina (TMS) and Milton
15th : Yu wei, Terence, Ex-neighbour(Wei Xiang or something)
21st : Vany
Right, I think thats all. All September babies :D

"Women always try harder because this is a male-dominated world"

Okay, I'm going to sleep NOW. Need my energy for tomorrow :D I'm feeling rather happy. Ha ha :) Good night people! :)

Signing off at 12.40AM
Its late, I know(: