`love me cause i love you.

i missed bryan. boohoo =(
i missed jasmine too. ='(

[when you left, i lost a part of me. ]

lalals.~ lol.
FINALLY, its June holidays. hahas. im going to Australia.
GOSH. im so excited. hahas x)
Yuan Li, John they all reached Singapore just now. =) hehheh. missed them :)
chatted with Bryan just now. man, i missed him =)
hahas, bryan? someday, im gonna earn big bucks and go to visit you in America. =) to0 bad that you`re only coming back to Singapore for 5 days? sad. i misseddddddddd you.
we've been married for like, how many months already? hahas.

ohwells, bryan's will always be my babe/husband. hahas. love. (:

[tired of being what you want me to be.]

mixture of lyrics.
You won't cry for my absence, I know -
You forgot me long ago.
Am I that unimportant...?
Am I so insignificant...?
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?
These wounds won't seem to heal,
This pain is just too real,
There's just too much that time cannot erase..

Can't you see that you're smothering me,
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control,
Cause everything that you thought,
I would be,
Has fallen apart right in front of you..

aku masih benci kau..

posted by qiujin  # 11:30 AM 0 Comments

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY MUMMY!!! =D LOVE YOU LOADS~

HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY TO QIAN YING!! =D

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY TO BOTH YING JIE AND YU YING!!! =D

hahas. why all my friends whose birthday is today, the name all got " ying " de? lol. =D

its over.
its overrrr.
*sighs.

tomorrow some of the sec 3s are g0ing to Thailand for CIP. gonna miss them. -sobsobs- ='( hais. going to airport to send yuan li and john off. lol. yuanli said : " I DEMAND". haha. im so boreeed. im always bored. im missing him. sighs. oh well, its over already. so who cares? hahas. exams are long over too.
je m'en fous..

aku benci kau. aku tak bermaksud nak berbuat begitu,aku masih suka kau.

tomorrow's the day of liberation! finally!! wheex~ =)
so happy abt it. lol (: im going to flunk my maths, and geog i think? its so difficult. gosh. =x
im sick. lol. im always sick. weakling?! =(
anyway, im going to revise maths already.. cya

dont make me do this.

HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY TO KHAIZAL =D
okay, today is FRIDAY de 13th.
nothing much happened.
had have Literature paper just now.
after lit paper, went to tm with germaine to meet nick. and we're late. HAHAs. so long never see nick le. lol.
something happened la, not my fault also. den nick angry.. like wht the fuck. whatever lah.

He* (not nick), send me home today. AH HA. first time seh.. so strange. but nvm, it just started. i think its ending soon. aAH. what ever.

this post is CRAP and SHIT. im going off. byee =)

tmr's science and homec paper.

and im still blogging. =x

not really, have been studying science de whole day. but nothing gets in to my mind.
im so dead.

fckingshat. >=(

i think i wont be sleeping tonite. =X wish me luck ppl! (:

HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY TO DZUL!! =D

4 months from now on, my birthday~ woohoo! just 4 more months! (: everything's so fast.

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY YVONNE! sweet 16. =)

i always got nothing to put for my title. *sighs.
exams. exams. and exams.
exams already start, but i'm still using the computer. i think others are like mugging or something? and i'm sitting down right in front of the computer, blogging. =(
EL/CL paper 2 today.. think that im gonna fail my CL. =(
after CL paper 2, went to tm with shu han and wilfred, den we kept crapping arnd. lol. so lame and funny seh. =) we went to eat at McDonalds, and we're like.. eating and laughing at the same time? thats mad. we might get choke. lol. HAHa. bud who cares?
tmr dont have any paper, wed also. stay at home t0 do E-revision.

ahh, i wonder how he's gonna ask me tmr. if tmr he dont ask, well, thats it. its his only chance. too bad den. gawsh, im so EVIL. =(

science and homec paper on thursday. =x not gonna do last min revision. (as in, left one day den study.) gonna start studying tomorrow~ but, my handphone is so tempting. using computer is so tempting. everything is so tempting. i know i'll be tempted. =x nono, i must control myself. *eurgh. if i dont pass any subjects, im gonna kick myself. i've got a feeling that im gonna FLUNK all my exams. but jeremiah is right, who cld be so stupid to flunk ALL subjects? =( maybe i'll be the first one. boohoohoo :'( oh well, wadever. im gone for now. :)

I'm torn into pieces, can't deny it, can't pretend.

next friday Maths Paper 2 i think? still cant cope with maths. and people are like telling me to take A maths? =( *sighs.

post-exams activity, signed up for the resilience thingy. lol. =D miss lim say what is the muddy muddy thingy? LOL. who cares. it sounds fun. =D hahas.

read xuefang's blog yesterday, the entry on the 20th april. [or was it 21st? cant rmb.] very touching. lol. =D its true.. once we heard that we got GOLD, every body was like.. crying? tears of joy. =) can't describe how happy i was on that day.

anyway, all i have in mind now is.. to STUDY, STUDY AND STUDY. =D must get TOP 10. determine to get top 10. but i know i cant. ='( i dont understand the maths fomulae. geography is WORST. i dont get what mr yusoff is saying? and i think i left my file in sch. =( shit. i need to study all the worksheets and stuffs. nvm, at least i still got my text book. =) OMG! I JUST REMEMBER. I CANT TAKE THE FILE BACK ANYMORE. ITS IN CLASS. omyfreakinggosh.
dammit lar. im so GOING to fail my geography. *cross my fingers. =( i am so going to cry my heart out. sighs...

But you won't get to see the tears I cry..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GODMA! LOVE YOU LOADS! =D

tsktsk.
exams havent even come and im already thinking abt june holidays.

cant help it. >=) heh.
went to sch, in bus 10, heard two girls from 2V bitching abt others. like, whats their problem? they're not pretty or anything, and they cant just condemn on how others look like. *shakes head* whatever la..who cares. =D EL/CL paper one. i think im gonna flunk it. *shakes head again. >=(

how i wish exams are already over..

eurgh. fuck. i typed a VERY long post and comp auto restart. again. darn. i've blogged like 3 times already? aw. on saturday, went out with jasmine! my darling piggo bud!! so long never go out le. yeps. went to bugis, den to tamp. =D took tons of photos. i got brown-er hair den jasmine!! weets!
jasmine's depressed. aww, piggobud. dont be sad. he dont deserve your love for him. let it be if he wants to go back to her. she got bf already. eh? he cant go back to her either.. dont be so sad. cheer up! there's still ME! piggo!! =D weets~
went running with jasmine and jingkai today. went to bedok reservoir. yup. =D ran more den de /usual distance. twice as much i think? lol. den we walk to Sheng siong. den went to 7/11. yeps. sat outside 7/11. ate, drank, took photos and chatted. LOL. so fun seh. went home at 6.50pm. yups.

mid year exams are coming. and im gonna mug like crazy.i PROMISE. =) but .. haix. once i saw the assignment books, i started to get lazy and stuffs. yup. cant slack anymore.
anyway, gtg alr.. blog next time! bye! tatas~ :)