`love me cause i love you.

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY, ALEX

sian. tmr must go sch. im sick. im sick. im sick. can i not go?

uh. whateva la. gtg alr. bye babes. =D

my computer was spoiled. but now its okay already. like a new computer like that. BUT ALL my photos/pictures/songs/chatlogs ALL disappeared. like wtf lor. haix.

can anyone be nice enough to send me songs, or tell me where to download them from? =(
thanks alot. bye.

CONGRATS TO CHINESE ORCHESTRA FOR GETTING GOLD!!! =D

THE DAY IS FINALLY HERE. TODAY IS THE DAY. WE DID IT!! =D
all our hard work are finally paid off!! we got a GOLD for SYF. OMG!! i cant believe it. =') tears of joys. been practicing for months and months and months, just for 15 mins on stage.

went to school today, reached sch at 8.06am. lol. went for maths class, den science class. lol. den all my classmates said good luck to me. aww, arent they sweet? =D yep. left sch at abt 1.20pm? den went to Singapore Conference Hall. uh huh, waaa. all the chinese orchestra the members from other school, wear until so formal, so official-look that type. [ like how our sch band dress as. ] lol. dunno at what time, den Yu Ying sec went into the tuning room, and we were like standing outside de room? (wth am i talking abt? LOL) uh huh, instructor helped me make my dizis. and other ppl de dizis. yepps. den, ITS OUR TURN TO GO INTO THE ROOM ALREADY. lol. so scary ah? lol. went into the tuning room, man, its so cool!! =D tune, played xing kong, den played chang chen till half, a man came in and say its our turn to perform already. =x yeps, den we went into the other room. WAA> SCARIER!! ALOT of ppl seating down dere. =x.. * nervous nervous*. lol.
sat down, den, a while, Xing Kong started. after awhile more, Chang Chen Sui Xiang Qu started, den it ended. WE SWAYED WITH THE MUSIC~ LOL. den, went out of the room. -break time-.

EVERYTHING HAPPENED SO QUICKLY. the 15 mins on stage is like.. huh?wth. so fast de?? LOL.. uh huh, den went up to the room, listened to others play. den 5++pm, every school finished. everyone waited impatiently for the announcer t0 announce the results. at abt 6pm, the announcer finally announce the results.
HE's like.. chinese orchestra #1.. -blablablah-. den, Chinese Orchestra #14, Temasek Secondary School, ....... GOLD!!!! everybody was like screaming, clapping hands and stuffs? i was so happy that i cried. lol. jia yu also. =D alot ppl also. tears of j0y. =) uh huh. went out of the room, went outside, every one was like crying away and hugging each other? yeps. =D was so happy!! cried until no more tears came out. lol. den, we went back to sch, moved all the instruments back into the place, and went to art room to take pictures. TOOK LOADS OF PICTURES!! WHAHAHAHHAAS =D so fuuunnnnnnnnnnnn. den, went home. forgot to take wallet from jia yu. farker seh. lol. not scolding her. too happy to be in a bad mood. lol.

bohaha-mon. Peak of Temasek's Aesthetic History. But soon. We will exceed this record we set! << Henry's nick. lol. 4 Aesthetic groups, ALL 4 GOT GOLD, except for band, GOLD WITH HONOURS. =D lol. yepps. its late already. very very tired. lol. after all the crying, my eyes are puffy now. so yea, cyaz. tata!! =D

3 MORE DAYS TO SYF!! =x


WE CAN DO IT!! =)

CONGRATS TO DANCE FOR GETTING GOLD FOR SYF.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LECH!! 15 YEARS OLD ALREADY EH? =)
been too tired and lazy to blog this few days. dont expect me to blog a very very long entry. lol. cause i got to go already. =) went to c.o today, yepps. today's practice was till 4.15pm. uh huh..then i went home straight away. lol =D hehheh. bored. i got nothing to blog abt, cause im too lazy to blog. =D

SYF is like, only 4 days away? yeps. that's fast. 4 Aesthetic groups. 3 of them came back with a GOLD and, for band, they came back with GOLD with HONOURS. uh huh. this wednesday, BIG day for us. chinese orchestra. we must get gold too! come on! we can do it!! SWAY WITH THE MUSIC. WOOHOO~ =)
we MUST get gold!! lol. i'll never forget what mr lim said just now. dont be too stressed about SYF and if we really didnt get gold, dont be disappointed or what cause we know that we've already tried our best. but HEY, come on ppl! WE REALLY CAN DO IT!!! =) hahas. paiseh arh, first time go SYF, abit too enthu. =) lol.

choir = gold.
band = gold with honours.
dance = gold.
chinese orchestra = ?

if they can do it, we can do it too!! =D
tralallas~ okies, i got to go already. tatas~ :)

---- UNsophiscated.

CONGRATS BAND; GOLD WITH HONOURS!! =)
CHINESE ORCHESTRA AND DANCE, JIA YOU!!! x)
.:. hey lady, i wld kindly appreciate if you stop giving me sarcastic comments and stuffs. eurgh, sometimes i really cant stand you leh. i know you're my senior, and i shld show you some respect. but if you dont show me any respect, why shld i show respect to you? right?! use your brains can? man, i DONT HATE YOU. but, i got feelings too. if i dont go c.o for one or two days, den de next day i go c.o, you wld be like :" EH. SURPRISE SEH. you finally want to come for c.o already izzit?". eh. please lar, not i want to pontang lor. is that, on sat and sun [09/04/05 and 10/04/05] i went to malacca lor. siaodingdong la you. need to go and "See" my gong gong de kkayz? i nva see him before. he passed away even before i was born. you can count yourself very lucky alr lor. at least you SAW your ah gong before. wth.

> sch was such a boring day today. =( time past very slowly. during IPW, i was like playing with Regina's penknife and i accidentally slashed myself. (-.-) diao, wtf. lol. its so bloody itchy. WAHAHAHAS. den suddenly blood flow out? LOL.
after school, no hwtime. cause have life science. HAHAS. bacteria. lol. s0 fun. left class at 2.45pm like that, put my bag outside art room, took out my instruments then went to hall. den we practiced practiced and practiced till 6pm, moved da instruments back to art room, debrief, den we left. daddy and mommy came and fetch me, cause i figure that i'll be too LAZY and TIRED to take bus h0me myself since my bag is so darn "HEAVY". <-- with only one or two books, mp3, file, water bottle , pencil case and my spects box inside. LOL. waited for them till 6.51pm den they reach. diao. =( LOL, den dey fetched me h0me lor. reached home, bathe, ate dinner, den i come online. but, i going offline now!! LOL. too TIRED ALREADY. wanna sleep =) good nite! :) whatthefuck post is this? LOL. CONGRATS BAND; GOLD WITH HONOURS!! =) CHOIR, GOLD!! =)

CHINESE ORCHESTRA AND DANCE, JIA YOU!!! x)


------ 20th april/ stressed out/ NOT slashing my wrists/ dying.

- freak it. just typed a super long post and it disappeared. btw, i got back my phone already. =) lol


and, something BAD happened just now. not gonna retype it.
eh, gtg alr. byebye =)
may God bless Samuel, Adilah and Elly. [ i think this is how they spell their name ]
goodnite, =D


leaving for malacca alr!! cya sometime!! =D

08-04-05.friday-saturday morning.

HAPPY APRIL FOOLS DAY!! x) , HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY TO XIA XUE. :)

.:. sian lar, stupid mrs loke. confiscated my phone. aww, ='( lol. next week then can take back :'(. dont sms me first~ LOL. now i know why i cant concentrate in class. i CANT concentrate in class cause, 1)i dont get enough sleep. 2) some of the lessons are boring. boo. =( lol. started talking to Bryan these few days. i MISS BRYAN!! I LOVE BRYAN!! LOL. as a friend of course. hahas, heard that he's doing fine~ :) lol. tomorrow no c.o. tralallas. =D then from next week onwards, gonna be very very busy already. every monday have Proj-teens meeting. tues got cca. fri also got cca. sat ALSO HAVE cca. sucky eh? then SYF coming, i think now every wed and thurs also have c.o lor. i wish SYF faster end. very busy man. lol. i think i AM SO GOING TO FAIL MY MID YEAR EXAMINATIONS. that sucks. b0oh0o. im falling behind. everybody's catching up and im falling behind. they're up and i'm down. its good that during maths lesson i sit beside wayne and wilfred. phew! must really thanks Mdm Wan. she rearrange our whole class de seating arrangements. then make me seat behind, i CANNOT SEE! EVEN WITH MY SPECTS. UGH-i'm so blind. lol. =x chinese lesson sit bside ruoning, chinese pro. lol. ugh. im too lazy to blog, smell ya later~ tata. =)


"Perfect"
Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend thatI'm alright
And you can't change me
'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
I try not to thinkAbout the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far awayAnd it feels like you don't care anymore
And now I try hard to make it I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright
'Cuz we lost it all Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your backI can't believe it's hardJust to talk to you
But you don't understand
'Cuz we lost it all Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect'
Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late
and We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect.


.:. " perfect " by simple plan. nice song~ I LOVE THIS SONG~ LOL!! =D gotta go. tatas. =D