`love me cause i love you.

Combined school sports meet was yesterday all the way at the opposite side of Singapore, at Jurong stadium. And yeah, it was so fun la. I had fun with Wilfred and Elaine. We were walking around cheering with all our might. Haha, Jolene's school, Chung Cheng High Main was opposite Temasek. She say she can hear us cheer, whoa. Go Temasek Go! :D Can you believe it? I mean, Temasek Secondary got 2nd place!! Ha, for the previous two years and from what I know, Temasek has never gotten top 3 before. Damn, Im so proud of my school :D Awww xD Although we didnt manage to get champion for cheering competition, we still manage to clinch 2nd in place, right? :D Im going to take part in some of the events next year. xD
No thanks to Douglas and the rest of my class the chinese boys except Wilfred. Stupid boys. Before the thing even started, Douglas has already started cursing that our school will lose. What's his fucking problem?! They're just one bunch of fucking losers. Especially Douglas. Damnit who do he think he is to condemn how lame sports meet was? In the first place, sports meet wasnt even lame. He didnt appreciate how the sports captain and other schools sacrifice their time to plan for this event and there he was, sitting there, saying all sorts of rubbish. Whatever things that student leaders plan for, he not happy, he complain alot. Whats up with him? Whats his bloody problem? Gawdamnit. Douglas, I hope that you're reading this even though I know you prolly wont. So yes, if you think being a student leader is all about fun then you can jolly well go fuck the walls already :] You so clever, come and plan la! Bloody hell. The whole class knows that you masturbate. GAWDAMN, you're disgusting. Go away. And whatthehell is wrong with you? Whats with that MSN nick of yours? "ÐÖÙG™a$ - Combined sports meet was so LAME ! temasek lose also must cheer , why not JEER ? " With that flithy mouth of yours, someday you'll get bash by one of those ah bengs out there. Ha, you know what? By the time you get bash, I'll prolly be sitting down, drinking coffee, shaking my legs and laughing my ass off. Muahahah, yes. I am that evil. L is for losers. Losers like you.
Oh well, enough of that loser. Congratulations to Temasek Canoeists for winning! :DD Vany, dont be sad alright? I know you've put in all your effort already. We'll still be behind you supporting you all the way :D What are friends for? :D

PSL meetings somewhat feels different. I feel like a pathetic loner with no friends. Well, whatever. During sports meet was kind of .. OH well. But Im glad that I have those friends [ those who I went out with after sports meet/cross country. ] Haha, thank God for them :]

Wonder why my parents like playing mahjong? Everytime their friends come, I'd die due to the difficulty in breathing. There's like no fresh air. Im going to die soon, mourn for me alright? These people smokes, why the hell is my computer placed here!? I hate people who smokes, especially infront of me. Im dying soon. Arghhhhhhhh..

Two guys telling me something that is somewhat exactly the same. Dang, lets just say my heart cant take in anymore surprises or it'll just pop and I'll just die on spot like this, andandand you guys have gotta mourn for me xD. Haha, nevermind. Anw, I cant possibly go out with some guy who loves himself more than he love his girlfriend. Get what I mean? Like, some loser guy who actually cares more about himself rather than his girlfriend. I cant, seriously. I cant.
And its kind of surprising to hear from girlfriend #4 that he actually cares. Hahaha! Its nice to know that there's still someone who cares for you :D I totally appreciate that.
Damn, I gotta stop being selfish and stop taking everything for granted. Ha. Im glad that this post isnt exactly filled with vulgarities :D Yay! I promised two people I will try not to say that F word anymore. It isnt easy you know. Hee, but I'll still try :D

I think Im not going to watch Amazing Race today. Lazy :D Lol.

People all around you, they dont really know you. Everybody's watching like you're some kind of show, everybody watching but they dont really know.. Hah :] Can you come and make them disappear?