`love me cause i love you.

My comp is SUPER laggy. Darn.
Alright, Ruo Ning just left for France :( I'm already missing her. We just went to airport and sent her off :( No one to teach me chinese and maths now. Someone's missing RN like mad right now. LOL. 12 days :((

Oh, did I mention that I'm going to fail my chinese for End-Of-Year Examinations? Damn it. I didn't hand in my chinese homework today and just yesterday, Mdm Ma mentioned that if we don't hand in our homework latest by today, we're going to get ZERO. Okay, I might just as well take a gun and shoot myself.

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY TERENCE! :D
HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY YU WEI! :D
HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY ATHIFAH! :D

Alright, so my parents just made it clear. Actually, it was just my mom. Eh, actually, my dad too. Mom said that if I were to fail any of the subjects for EOY examinations, she's going to make me quit PSL. Its okay, I know I'm going to fail chinese. Dad claims that I don't study at all. But I really did :( Its not like I'm not trying..
I'm sorry that I can't be the child you wanted me to be.
Teenage Angst. Grr.

How can I pretend to be strong?
If only my heart was made of stone.

Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
I look at you with such disdain.

Where were you when I needed you the most? And I thought you said you would always be by my side? You know who you are.
I hate you for being so !##@^
Can't we be good friends like we used to be?
Alright. Heh. I'm going to catch some sleep. Tomorrow's ZJ's birthday.
love.