`love me cause i love you.

Mother brought me out to buy new clothes yesterday. Reached home, changed and everything before rushing out to meet Ming Zhi. Planned to watch movie at Bugis, but the cinema there never show the flick. So, we went to town instead. Decided to watch the movie in Cineleisure. Saw 3R people outside the neoprint shop. As the tickets for the 7.45pm show was sold out, we bought tickets for the 9.55pm show instead. After buying the tickets, we walked to Lido and have our dinner there. Then, we walk back to Cineleisure to watch the show. Dragon Tiger Gates was quite okay luh. Took the last train back. Luckily there was still bus 60 for me to board at 12+am. Heh. Reached home, bathed and everything, and I went to sleep at 1am.

Have to wake up at 8.20am to get ready to go to grandma's aunt's house to pray respects to grandma and grandpa. Three years have gone so fast. I wonder anyone still remember grandma. I will never forget what happened on that day three years back then. I've never seen my guy relatives cry.. until that day. Feels like she's still there but she really isn't. I miss her dearly. Now that she's gone.. No one's talking about her anymore. Even if someone really talk about her, everyone else seems sad but I think they are just trying to disguise their sad faces with those stupid cheery grins or whatever shit. I can't help but to feel sad :(( Cause she's like the one who took care of my when my parents went to work. I really miss my grandmama :( How many tears wont bring her back again.

Been in a really bad mood for the past few days. Now too. I don't feel like going to school tomorrow. Headache. Argh.

Do you know that you owe me alot of lollipops? Where are all the lollipops?
You know what? Sometimes I really hate you. You never seemed to care. Whatever la. After that whole fucked up shit, you seem to have distant yourself from me. Don't reply my messages, heck. I don't care anymore. Everything's my fault. Ha. I wished that I've stop caring about all these stuffs since the very beginning.