`love me cause i love you.

My role has come to fade away, eroded by time and distance but my heart will always beat the PSL spirit... - William

"Finally, it is complete. The 3 colours that represent the transition of every peer support leader. White. Grey. Black. Upon the end of 2006 Primary 5 camp held at my secondary school, I realized that the very symbols accustomed to each support leader's evolution are these colours on their T-shirts.

White - bearing the colour of a new beginning of this leadership journey. The very basic and plain colour most should have. In the past, as I don this colour, I experienced something different. The kind of exposure I have never thought I would find by joining this leadership group. It represents my first encounter with my strength and weaknesses of being a leader. Often, I found myself fragile towards criticisms and I have no choice but to accept it.

Grey - bearing the colour of a buffer zone. The point of time when commitment was being questioned. For many, this colour is an exception because they have already chosen their path, to give their all for their newly-found family. But for me, I endured much questions that I, myself created. I find myself asking whether I was good enough to be part of this group. Kept wondering how I got this far and whether I could go on to live up to PSL. Kept searching for my place and role to play in order to not be branded as 'inactive' which I eventually overcome, knowing that every little thing I did for PSL would never be a waste, every single things counts, no matter how insignificant. This is also the time when a well-affirmed decision could transform one cocoon into a butterfly. Metamorphosis as one may call it.

Black - bearing the colour of professionalism. The peak of one's experience is being tested. This is the time where one finds himself realizing why he was part of this family and truly present himself to be the best he can give. For some, the joy of being a PSL was so memorable that he could not bring himself to ignore the good old times that he would do anything to contribute his services for the betterment of the group. For others, it may represent the colour of succession and farewell. But one thing remains unchanged as one puts on this colour, there will be no regrets for having completed this extraordinary journey one could ever get once in his lifetime.

And remember that PSL have given you much and when the time comes, you will have to make a choice whether to give back something for PSL. The choice is yours alone."


Okay, the above passage was extracted from William's blog. No words can describe how I felt when I read that passage.. Aww. Oh bytheway, I've got the permission from William to copy&paste the passage to my blog(:

Caught The Omen already. Not as scary as I thought it will be. Haha, but why that young boy never die! I don't like the ending.. Other people watch horror flicks, they scream&scream&scream. Girl and I watch horror flick, laugh&laugh&laugh until stomach pain. Hahaha.

Went to see doctor at Aljunied just now. Damn those skin infection or whatever it is. It isn't getting any better!! It's damn itchy luh.

Oh, I haven't do any holiday homework yet. I don't even know which subject have what homework? Shirley says there's Geography worksheet, but I can't find my worksheet! Crap.

Eh, I don't think I'm getting enough hours of sleep. I feel so tired and sleepy everyday. Oh yes, I forgot. I need 18hours of sleep a day ((:

I didn't watch yesterday's match. Brazil VS what huh? But I know they won :) YAY!
Korea VS Togo, KOREA WON :D Czech Republic VS USA, Czech R won right? LOL :))

You will be sorry when I'm gone..
Days when I still feel alive..