`love me cause i love you.

.:. okies, ive just reached home. i just want to say sorry to those people who ive offended. well, not really offend them, just make them sad or sth? ppl like, mommy and daddy.. ben chow. [ for ben's case.. i dont really know.] look, i've this little arguement with my parents. and, people who are close to me, wld know that whenever i have that "little" arguement, they wldnt come and pissed me off. [ i dont really know what i want to type. im confused.] but for ppl who dont know, well, thats just too bad. well, im also sad to say that, some CLOSE friends of mine, dont even understands me. why is that so? some annoying and irritating arse still have to come and piss me off. i mean, well, i DONT have a very good temper. but some how, if people really piss me off, i'll try to tolerate. i always tolerate this and tolerate that. when i got back-stabbed by my good friend, i tolerate it too. but, why shld i even do that? mostly, what people do when they found out that they got back stabbed by their friends, 1) they will go and confront the person. 2) they will start to say all the back things abt that person. and -blablah.- How would you even feel when you found out that ppl bitched behind ur back and backstabbed you. tell me, would any idiots like it? if YOU like it so much, well, you must be mad. if i found out that ppl backstabbed me and etcetc, i wld be like, so DARN fucked up. <<>

.:. Do you know that, sometimes, you can hurt some one's feeling without realising it? And when you've have realised it, you go to the person and tell him/her sorry, its just too late. you've already hurt that person, you cant do anything to join their "broken" hearts back together again. Well, ive always been a bad child and hurt my parents heart and stuffs. I'm always the one who's the black sheep in the family, the one who makes my parents sad, the one who have very bad temper.. etc,etc. When my brother shouted at my parents or sth, i'll feel damn fucked up at him. why do he wanto shout at our parents. rude sia. but, im de same. they spent alot of money on me, engaging tutors, buying things for me.. etc. it SUCKS to realise that you've hurt someone. it just sucks. pardon me for repeating the same thing again and again. =x

Do you know that, sometimes, you can hurt some one's feeling without realising it? And when you've have realised it, you go to the person and tell him/her sorry, its just too late. <<>

.:. well, forget it. i shall just cool down, the most is.. dont talk to him for a few days or what. URGH!! =( lets talk abt other things. thursday got maths test, tuesday got home econs test. monday have to stay back. wednesday have to stay back. thursday FREE. friday have to stay back. saturday, MUSIC IS IT. =) lol. oh well, i'll stop blogging for the time being. Have to help jolene with her blog. `toodles.

qiujin

posted by qiujin  # 2:10 PM